!!new Tag!!

!!new tag!!

⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ thinking thots..

where you girlies send me your dirty reader (or !reader) x rafe thoughts and i put my two cents in lolll

reblogging because i very much welcome the critique of my work. the difference is identifying what’s actually considered criticism vs someone just talking to talk lol

no shade but when u write this kinda stuff u have to be ready/not shocked when people have a problem with it. otherwise either stop writing or turn off your anons!!

i’m not shocked at all by anyone having a problem with what i publish, i anticipate it because i know everytime i post a fic, i’m also opening myself up to being criticized, judged, etc…

i write because i love to do it, and i love to connect to others who love the same things i do <3 i was merely addressing things that i’ve repeatedly been seeing since i started my blog in january. i knew what i was getting myself into when i started all of this, but thank you for the advice anon!

as for the ‘either stop writing or turn off your anons!!’ i won’t be doing either :) i won’t stop writing because someone who doesn’t know how to navigate a block button has a problem that’s personal to them, and i leave my ask box open for anyone and everyone because i welcome the critique of my work. i let people who actually love my posts be able to share their thoughts and leave requests if they want to.

and i won’t turn off the anonymous option because then how would you be able to send something in?? (no shade, mwah!)

What’s ur fav Lana song? Mines either sad girl or dealer

heyy <3 ooo this is really hard. i have way too many to count, but at the moment i’d say ‘dark but just a game’ is my favorite right now!

[🍪] chocolate chip cookie, includes; a fic inspired by a song of your choice!

maybe frat!rafe or either dealer!rafe (👀) with friends by chase atlantic😁😁😁😁😁😁😁they’re at a party and all her friends are fucked up and yk HAKSJDKD

₊˚⊹ᰔ 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬

pairing: dealer!rafe x fem!reader

summary: ❝all of your friends have been here for too long, they must be waiting for you to move on. girl, i’m not with it, i’m way too far gone.❞ — after confessing his feelings for you, rafe gets nervous and leaves you the following morning. now you two are at a party, and he isn’t leaving without you.

warnings: friends w benefits au, mentions of drinking and dealing of drugs, arguing, suggestive ending

word count: 0.7k

a/n: wrote this with s2 rafe in mind..

you were the only sober one at this party. along with rafe, who never drank when he was dealing, and vowed to never get high on his own supply. you knew he’d be here— a party wasn’t a party if rafe wasn’t serving up people in the corner of the living room. you stared at him from a distance, his eyes occasionally finding yours when he looked up from the stacks of money on the table. you hated how good he looked tonight. skin flushed with a sheen of sweat from having so many people around him, his bangs hanging loosely in his face, with that blue jeans and white t-shirt combo that you loved so much.

you swallowed thickly, your trance being broken when one of your, very drunk, friends grabbed onto your arm for support. “stop looking at himmm!” she slurred, cackling when you rolled your eyes. “he just wants you for himself without any real commitment.” she nearly lost her footing, a yelp leaving her lips as you decided to guide her out of the kitchen. while your friend wasn’t all the way wrong, she didn’t know enough about you and rafe’s ‘situationship’ to form an opinion on it. your friends only knew what you told them, which meant they’ve only ever heard your annoyed rants.

“let’s get you over here..” you sat her down on the couch where the rest of your friends drunkenly talked amongst each other. rafe wasn’t far from where you sat, his laugh echoing in your ears as he started stuffing his black backpack full of cash. you could tell by the smile on his face that he had a good night for shop. sensing that you were looking at him, rafe felt the burn of your gaze as he got up, having no intention of leaving this party without you on his arm. you smelled his cologne before he approached you, the scent making your heart flutter in your chest.

“hey, can we talk?” rafe stopped in front of you, your friends turning around at the sound of his voice. you looked up at him, cursing under your breath at how handsome he was. “leave her alone, asshole!” rafe smiled at your friend, flipping her off before getting you up and taking you outside. “your friends are annoying as fuck.” he stopped by his truck, backing you up against the vehicle until his thigh sat comfortably between your legs. you knew what he was doing. “they’re drunk..” you glared at him, “what do you want?” rafe tilted his head at your words. “what do i want?” he repeated.

“you gonna act like you weren’t staring me down in there?” he laughed, cupping your chin. “you look pretty.” turning your head away from him, you shrugged him off as you arched a brow. “i was looking at you, and?” you ignored his little compliment. “..and you haven’t replied to any of my messages or called me back.. why?” you shook your head. “are you seriously asking me this? you tell me you have feelings for me while you’re inside of me, and then leave without a word in the morning? excuse me if i felt like you were toying with me or something.” you crossed your arms over your chest.

“i got nervous, alright! but i swear to you i meant every word. i would never mess with you like that..” he stepped closer. “i’ve been wanting this, us, for a long time, y/n. i’m not good at this stuff, but i want to try, i want to do it with you.” your gaze softened. “do you mean that?” your voice was small, a clear indication that you weren’t trying to argue with him anymore. “i fucking swear by it.” you watched as his jaw clenched. “i wont disappoint you, baby.” finally, for the first time in two weeks, he took you in his arms. you sighed, feeling a weight you didn’t know was there, lift off of your shoulders.

“is this a revenge dress?” you laughed when he pulled away, inspecting your outfit. “no, but it worked.” you teased. rafe leaned down and kissed you, in which you wasted no time in returning. “come on, let’s get out of here.. ‘before your friends threaten me.” you let him place you in the passenger seat, a squeal leaving your lips when he landed a harsh smack to your ass.

girl why’s everyone hating on you lately, you’re literally one of the nicest writers on this app like?? 😭😭

🎀 because i stuck up for myself ONCE. i’m not going to post about it anymore though, and all anon hate will just be blocked <3 i’m literally just here to write my lil fics and that’s it

omg have you heard the cola by lana del rey × ptolemaea by ethel cain (shoutout to nem for the mother cain reference😙) mashup it’s saurrr good the bridge makes me ascend to heaven

i’m in love!! @nemesyaaa put me on to ethel cain and now i’m hooked lol