IM SOBBING YOU

IM SOBBING YOU😭😭🩷🩷🩷

Being into clone high is so strange because I’m back to having so much positive attention online and im…. it’s so familiar.

That moment when you never grew out of being the weird kid with weird interests who craves attention (good or bad), so now you’re just weird because you aren’t a kid anymore

I love u too

this is def 2 am posting, but i love having friends:( i love friends deeply and passionately and with as much care as i would someone romantic, because platonic love can be JUST AS if not more passionate. i love the way my girl friends will talk about their interests, i love when they write or have complicated ideas and ways of thinking. i love how she borders on poetic when she talks about MY work like IM the cool one, miss, you’re talented and beautiful and an amazing human being (i hope she sees this but also not because im being “that sappy friend”) i🩷u pooks

i got inspired by this post

lmao never mind! humans need each other, and none of us are actually alone… i posted that and my amazing friends all dmmed me😭 maybe they’re angels sent directly from heaven (they are) or maybe im just lucky (i am), but i love them all very much

do you ever get the ache in your chest when you remember your place in a community? always just outside of the line where you’re REALLY in it? where even with likeminded people, you’re still inherently different, and you don’t know what it is or how to change it?

haha sorry that was random!

I posted it! It’s a bit gorey, but I think it’s good :)) “Father” on AO3

Who’s excited for the fic where topher loses it and BEATS COLUMBUS TO DEATH!? (im actually writing this)

“he’s bad” this, “he’s immoral” that

HES PERFECT. oh my GOD is he perfect! i can’t say much but my word