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More fundraisers I trust!
The fundraisers that were brought to me by my vetter today. ALL of these are very low on funds:
Saleh Abu Sardanah: "I used to work in the field of architecture and decoration, and I was skilled at my work because I worked with love and passion, but the Israelis destroyed everything, my home and my work, and I had nothing left here except my children, my wife, my mother, and my brothers. I want help to rebuild my house, feed my family, and other basic life needs, because it is my city and I love it as much as I love my family."
Tawfik Al-Tatri: This one has been vetted by me a long time ago but has been vetted once again by Mohammed! But months have gone by since they last received a genuine stream of donations. "I live in a refugee camp with my children because of the destruction of my home and repeated displacement, something that no one can bear because of our presence in a tent and the extreme cold at night."
Fadi & Ahmed Ishtewi: Their family has lost 10 members from the bombings. "This news remained for several days and we were unable to obtain confirmed information, until certain news came after we communicated with several parties in Gaza through journalists on social media sites, and they confirmed the martyrdom of their uncles and the injury of their younger brothers, some of them seriously." Please support them through their displacement and grief.
Faten's family: This family is dealing with unlivable conditions. "We were displaced for the third time after the occupation forced us to move to the south of the Strip, and we did not take anything with us. We lived for days in freezing cold and heavy rain. We also experienced extremely hot weather that no human could bear. There was a shortage of water and food, and our health deteriorated due to malnutrition and the spread of diseases in shelter centers." Please suppoet them in their displacement.
Weam Fan: "My mother suffers from severe back pain due to a slipped disc caused by the exhausting conditions of living in tents for a long period. She needs urgent medical treatment, and I am striving to get her to travel for treatment as soon as the border crossing opens. The healthcare situation in Gaza makes it difficult for her to receive the necessary treatment, so she needs to travel abroad to get the care she needs."

dead poets fandom,,, i bring you art,,,,
(in case you're new here, i hc meeks and charlie as transfem, that's why it says "girls in suits" :33)
thinking about how welton handled neil's suicide.
the way mr nolan's speech about neil committing seemed rehearsed, how they barely spent any time talking about him and more time talking about the investigation.
it got me thinking... how many students were there before neil? how many, before him, had done the exact same thing for similar or differing reasons.
how many times had mr nolan have to repeat that exact same speech? or maybe it was more heartfelt with the first student, but as each year, yet another students couldn't take it anymore, mr nolan's speech grew shorter and colder.
maybe they covered it up just as well, or even better than, neil's suicide. maybe there were no inspiring teachers back then, no one that gave the students a reason to metaphorically stand on their desks.
i don't know, i'm just... thinking.
Fun fact: I’m autistic I’m gonna do a thing inspired by another person

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Hello ... I would like you to help spread my new account. I previously lost my account, which I can no longer use due to the fraud I was exposed to while requesting to withdraw money from someone outside the country because we are not allowed to withdraw from the Gaza Strip and the difficulty of the Gofoundme website policy. All the money that was donated to me was returned and I can no longer benefit from it. This is the link to the deleted website (https://gofund.me/23f6654d).

I hope you will stop spreading this link and help spread my new campaign. I was not lucky, so I did it again with determination and not despair by creating another account. Perhaps luck will be on my side and I will be able to escape the pain and torment of the war that I and my family are living 💔 I ask you with all confidence to support my new account so that I can spread hope in myself and my family. This is the new link {https://gofund.me/e6a1e1e9}🌹

dps fandom i need help,,,
if knox was an animal - ANY animal, what would he be?? im trying to draw fursonas/fursuits for all the poets and i can't figure out an animals for knox :((
(suggestions for stick and spaz also welcome!!)
the animals i have so far, in case anyone wants to suggest any other animals:
neil - budgie
todd - cheetah
charlie - possum/raccoon
meeks - african grey parrot
pitts - giraffe (theres a reason other than him being tall, i swear)
cameron - german shepherd
knox - ???
mr keating - tiger
chris - poodle
ginny - crow
stick - ???
spaz - ???
what if i made fursonas for each of the dead poets... would anyone want to see that or would i get stoned to death
this is @emanzaqoutt actual link - the link i shared was her sister's. my mistake
https://www.gofundme.com/f/Help-Eman-start-her-study-and-escape-Gaza-genocide
This is Eman a Biotechnologist from Gaza. Asking for help is not easy. It's not easy at all. You have no idea how mentally and emotionally tiring this is. But when thinking that the price is my family's life, getting out of here safely and achieve my doctoral degree dream, it just pushes me more and more to do this until we reach our goal. I'm here as I try to reach out to more people asking for their help to support our family's campaign so we can survive while all you have to do is literally donating even by just the price of your morning coffee or maybe a simple breakfast, So I think I'm not asking for so much. We're really tired of living under these catastrophic conditions for a whole 10 months. Your generosity will not only change our lives but also remind us that even in our darkest hour, we are not alone. https://gofund.me/d597b8e2 Vetted By 90-ghost
im so sorry you are going through - i really hope someone can donate to you soon ❤️







i understand why angst writers love writing angst so much now,,,, /hj
why am i crying? oh, nothing - just thinking about how todd and neil never got to spend a holiday outside of school together. just the fact they never got to experience christmas and summer break with each other. just that they only knew each other inside of school and they probably never spent time together outside of school because they never had the chance to.
HELP ALAA ACHIEVE €6,000 IN THE NEXT 2 DAYS!
THIS IS URGENT! Please have a look at this fundraiser. It belongs to Alaa Amsee ( @alaakh99 ) who is a loving mother to two beautiful children named Maria and Hamza.
Alaa has had her tumblr account terminated for the SECOND TIME, resulting in her being unable to continue her efforts to campaign for herself and her children at a VERY crucial time. It should infuriate you to see this happen, especially in light of the recent smear campaign against palestinian gfms. We can assume now that many of the Palestinian blogs have been deactivated, because of baseless reports of being scams.
THE LAST DONATION CAME IN 23 HOURS AGO. PRIOR TO THAT, SOME DONATIONS CAME IN 2 DAYS AGO!!
We CANNOT let this fundraiser be stagnant. Alaa and her two children are suffering from hepatitis, and malnutrition. Their lives are on the line and they need medical care ASAP!

Her life wasn't always like this! Before October 7, Alaa led a peaceful life with her family which consisted of her children, husband, in-laws and immediate family, but soon the nightmare began and came to a head on October 28, when her neighborhood got bombed in its entirety.
Alaa escaped certain death that night as her house collapsed and trapped her family in. Debris choked them all, and they had to be rescued from under the rubble and shattered glass. Alaa describes what she witnessed that night as "unimaginable"- death, corpses and blood, surrounded the family.

Even after this tragedy, the pain did not let up and chased them to the Rimal neighborhood. The bombing continued and Alaa had to put wet masks on Maria and Hamza, so that the children could endure the terrible smoke and burning smell. Things got so bad throughout the next few months that Hamza who is only 3 years old, now talks only of bombings, rockets and tanks.
I want to remind you that Maria, Alaa's little daughter, has contracted hepatitis after being displaced for the third time, where they had to flee to Rafah. Being overcrowded, one can only access shared bathrooms which are primary causes of such viral infections. The children have suffered from epidemics and skin diseases, and the little tent Alaa has managed to acquire can barely sustain life in summer heat

On top of that, there is hardly any nutritious food and clean drinking water- which means that at one point, the family had to survive on weeds and bread made from animal feed. I cannot tell you how horrible this is! How Alaa and her children still suffer even now. In fact, at the moment of writing this post, Alaa messaged me about her tent shaking due to bombings nearby.
So I urge you not to ignore her, please, and help her reach her short term goal of 6K within the next 2 days !!
Her fundraiser has been up since May and has only reached €4543 which is a little above 4% of her end goal! Please donate and share! I also request you to follow Alaa ( @alaakh99 ) and help her save her children from this genocide!
( verified by 90-ghost )


🚨Read with your heart🚨
I will tell you today about Maria's cat, "Lucy." She was beautiful and playful, and Maria was very attached to her. At the beginning of the war, Lucy ran away just as we ran away, but we did not know where he went. Was she dead or alive? Maria was still waiting for "Lucy" to return to her again. Where are you, my friend? My love, life is dark without you.

@appsa @buttercuparry @marnota @90-ghost @el-shab-hussein

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This beautiful smile was on my daughter Maraya’s last birthday. It was a very beautiful day. We bought her sweets and cake, decorated the house for her, and brought her some gifts 😥 Unfortunately, everything your eyes see is no longer there. The house has become ashes, the smile has disappeared, and everything is over. Even the beautiful dress has become under the rubble. Simply this. Our story in Gaza. I hope you support and share my posts

@appsa @90-ghost @buttercuparry @marnota @el-shab-hussein @apol @malcriada @palestinegenocide @orbleglorb @sar-soor @akajustmerry@annoyingloudmicrowavecultist@feluka@sayruq @tortiefrancis @flower-tea-fairies @tsaricides @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @visenyasdragon @belleandsaintsebastian @ear-motif @kordeliiius @communistchilchuck @brutaliakhoa @raelyn-dreams @troythecatfish @theropoda @tamarrud @4ft10tvlandfangirl @queerstudiesnatural @northgazaupdates2 @skatezophrenic @awetistic-things @baby-girl-aaron-dessner @nabulsi

🚨Please read with your heart🚨
My dear friends, it is not possible to describe the extent of the suffering that we experience every day. It is increasing all the time. With my infection with hepatitis, today my beautiful daughter, Maria, has an infection in her eye. I searched a lot for a treatment, but I did not find the appropriate treatment for her, and I found a treatment that I hope suits her condition. We are suffering from a deficiency. There are many types of medicines that do not exist. This is our suffering that I hope will end and I will save my children from this massacre and extermination. Please help me by donating and publishing my story on your pages. I appreciate your support for me and thank you all.

@appsa @buttercuparry @90-ghost @marnota @el-shab-hussein @schoolhater @malcriaada @palestinegenocide @orbleglorb @sar-soor @akajustmerry @annoyingloudmicrowavecultist @feluka @marnota @sayruq @tortiefrancis @flower-tea-fairies @tsaricides @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @visenyasdragons @belleandsaintsebastian @ear-motif @kordeliiius @communistchameleon @brutaliakhoa @raelyn-dreams @troythecatfish @theropoda @tamarrud @4ft10tvlandfangirl @queerstudiesnatural @northgazaupdates2 @skatezophrenic @awetistic-things @baby-girl-aaron-dessner @nabulsi
Please help spread an urgent appeal to save the lives of my children in Gaza
Welcome,
I write to you with a heart heavy with sadness and anxiety. I recently launched a fundraising campaign on GoFundMe to save my children in Gaza, but have not received the support we desperately need. I recently lost everything and am now homeless and this loss has affected me greatly.
The situation has become unbearable, and I suffer from severe depression and suicidal thoughts. I desperately need your help and support. Please consider helping us in any way you can, whether by donating, by sharing my campaign with your friends, by writing a post about my campaign, or by sharing the last five posts from my page.
You can see my campaign at the following link: https://gofund.me/1a528474
Thank you for your time and understanding. Any support, no matter how small, will make a big difference in our lives. My campaign is documented by Ibtisam, 90gost and many other documenters.
unfortunately, i cannot donate, but i can share your posts.

Hallo my friend 🌹
Can you help me recover from the war?
I am Ahmed Jihad, I am 28 years old. I am married and have a daughter who is less than a year old. I live in Gaza in a displacement tent in Deir al-Balah, I lost shelter and a source of income. My house was destroyed in Khan Yunis and I was displaced more than 3 times fleeing from the massacres. I am trying to protect my family from this devastating war. I am in difficult days to search for water, food, and necessities for my child.
https://gofund.me/665fbb6c
Please help me by donating
im sorry, i cant donate, but i can share your story so someone else can ❤️
This is Eman a Biotechnologist from Gaza. Asking for help is not easy. It's not easy at all. You have no idea how mentally and emotionally tiring this is. But when thinking that the price is my family's life, getting out of here safely and achieve my doctoral degree dream, it just pushes me more and more to do this until we reach our goal. I'm here as I try to reach out to more people asking for their help to support our family's campaign so we can survive while all you have to do is literally donating even by just the price of your morning coffee or maybe a simple breakfast, So I think I'm not asking for so much. We're really tired of living under these catastrophic conditions for a whole 10 months. Your generosity will not only change our lives but also remind us that even in our darkest hour, we are not alone. https://gofund.me/d597b8e2 Vetted By 90-ghost
im so sorry you are going through - i really hope someone can donate to you soon ❤️

if yall have only drawn the line at kids being brutally martyred-- but have accepted the apartheid, mass starvation, targeted bombings of hospitals-- then your issue is not that palestinians are dying, it is that they are not dying in a way that's palatable to you
i won't dive into specifics because @siraj2024 deserves his right to privacy, but know his family is exhausted. they are ill. so much so that siraj was unable to write another daily update to share himself
what they want is a true place to call home. they will spend the time painstakingly lifting chunks of rubble- sweeping the floors covered in debris- and rebuild. because they have chosen to stay. and they deserve a chance to rebuild.
siraj is trying reach 30K ASAP. he has $25,635 CAD so far-- spread his campaign wherever possible + donate if you have the means to do so

help siraj rebuild his home! 🇵🇸🏡
speaking to siraj (@siraj2024) earlier today, he told me that he wasn't able to make the trip to a wifi hotspot and promote his campaign yesterday — or continue his tireless updates on the state of things in gaza — because his little boy has contracted a serious infection, one of the many illnesses spreading through the refugee tent camp that the family are stuck in. siraj, his wife, and their two very young children need a safe shelter, now.
support from people on tumblr meant siraj's fundraiser was able to reach its 2nd goal of $20 000 CAD, and now we need to help the abudayeh family reach $30 000 CAD. (siraj hopes to meet this goal by sunday 11/08.) the money will go toward food and medicine, but more importantly toward building supplies that siraj will use to rebuild his home and create a safe shelter for his family.

if you're able to donate, please do. otherwise, please reblog, or else reblog one of siraj's own posts. (by the way, if you're american, your $5 donation is actually nearly $7 CAD. your money goes a LOT further than you guys realise. and any donation helps.)
please don't scroll🙏
The third goal is 30k
For those who saw us crying in pain and stood by us and supported us.
For those who are overcome by sadness, and the fire of our hearts has crept into them, so they offer their time, effort, and money in order to alleviate our burden.
You are Gaza with its coolness and peace, you are its best resident. ❤️

My campaign support team is walking with you towards achieving the third goal of 30k until the end of next Sunday, and this requires intense attention and participation to reach the goal.
We want this post, with your effort, to reach the largest number of followers in this application.

Support, participate strongly
As of the date of this update, we have reached $26,200 CAD
My dear friend,
Welcome, I hope you are well *Subject/Invitation to support me in rebuilding the house*
When the hope of returning home evaporates, and you become displaced and homeless without housing, for an open period, you feel that all your energy has been exhausted, and terrifying nightmares begin to dominate your mind.
I worked long hours and borrowed a lot to complete the house, and I am not happy with it yet. Now all I have is the tent, in which I will stay until an unknown date. My children are living in a state of despair and loss, and how difficult it is to stand in front of them when you are unable to provide them with food, drink, and housing.
My goal now is to rebuild the house, and I am very far from the goal that is a dream for us, so how difficult it is to become homeless indefinitely.
You can help in the following ways:
1. Provide support and share the last 5 posts on my page.
2. Writing a post about my campaign.
3. Send the campaign link to your friends and family via mail or other social networking sites.
4. Post the question on your page as it is.
The campaign is documented by Nabulsi✅
Accept my greetings🌹
Note: Please contact me via messages if necessary
https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-sirajs-family-in-rebuilding-their-home

of course ill share your story
Hello everyone, I am Salam from Gaza🇵🇸. I am 24 years old. I am a mother of two innocent children🥺.
My campaign verified by 90ghost and northgazaupdate🍉
We have been living in a war of genocide for ten months. We lost all the necessities of life after we were displaced from our home. Unfortunately, it was destroyed by the occupation💔.
I feel sad for my children who were deprived of their rights to shelter, safe food, and clean drink, so I had to ask for help😔
Really asking for help is not an easy thing, but because I am a mother to these children, I am forced to ask for help in trying to provide for their needs and survive them 🥺💔
I hope you will help me by donating and sharing the link so that I can provide for my children’s needs. And move them to safety as soon as the crossings are opened🙏🥺🇵🇸.
Please donate and share to save us🙏🍉🇵🇸
https://gofund.me/15b93af5
i cannot imagine what you're going through right now - unfortunately, i cant donate, but hopefully by sharing someone who can donate will find your story ❤️

Hello, I am Safaa from Gaza💔, I am married and I have a child who was born during the harsh and difficult war😭😭. My son Amir is now 7 months old and the war is still going on😭. My dreams have despaired and disappeared before me of the destruction of the house😭. I, my husband and my child are now in a tent that does not shelter us or cover us. I ask you to help me and donate to me via the link. I want to save. My only son, and to get him out of Gaza😭, I want to save him from the spread of diseases and epidemics. I ask you to donate. Please, your donation or sharing my story with people will save my family from death. Please😭🙏🙏
https://gofund.me/b25cb4bf
i'm sorry i cannot donate, but i can ahare your story ❤️

Hi 🌟,
I hope you’re doing well. We’ve raised very little so far to support me and my family during these challenging times due to the conflict in Gaza. We’re still working to reach our goal and would greatly appreciate your help. 🙏
If you can’t donate, could you please share or reblog my pinned post? Your support in spreading the word would mean a lot to us. 💪
Pinned post: https://www.tumblr.com/ahmedharara/757031731268386816/weve-been-able-to-raise-only-120-so-far?source=share
Donation link: https://gofund.me/f751a38a
Thank you so much for your kindness and support! ❤️
i:m so sorry that i cannot donate at this time, but i will share your story so that someone can donate ❤️



