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In the Back of Your Mind ŕź*¡Ë
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18+ MDNI !!!
Pairing: Young! Severus Snape x F! Reader / You
Summary: Kinktober 2024 Day 4 - Stalking. Severus is in love with you from afar. Severus is also very good at legilimency. You show a tiny bit of interest by helping him out in class and he loses a little more of his self-control.
Tags: Stalking, P in V, Unprotected sex, Oral sex (f receiving, a LOT of it), Very dubious consent, Mind manipulation / control, Brainwashing, Improper use of legilimency, Toxic relationships, Yandere Snape, Creepy perverted behaviour, Fantasising, Implied loss of virginity, Self-blaming.
READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED!!!!
Word count: 3.7k
Read it on ao3! | Masterlist
Authors note: Severus in this fic is written to be a walking red flag, don't seek this kind of relationship irl!! I started to get a headache toward the end of writing this, sorry if it's noticeable in the writing!! Hope you like it anyway mwah ( ââĄâ)㣠âĄ
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Splat, Severusâ books thud to the ground. A cacophony of laughs erupts behind him, led by James Potter, a satisfied smirk on his face from having caused this mild inconvenience. Severus huffs and rolls his eyes, luckily hidden by his mop of long black hair. He bends down to pick up the books, not at all surprised when James nudges one further away with the toe of his shoe. He shuffles forward and picks it up too, straightening himself back up, head hung low. He shuffles across the hall to lean against a wall further from the marauders, who hoot and laugh at him. Even putting himself in their shoes he canât understand whatâs so funny about watching someone pick up books. None of it matters anyway, because youâll be here soon. Perfect you. You always arrive at this class at 12:56, with your friend by your side. Youâd usually be chatting, finishing off a pastry from lunch, whatever had taken your fancy that day, Severus guessed it would be the Pumpkin pasties today. He watches the clock above the door into the potion's dungeon, feeling a familiar tingle of excitement. Just as he knew you would, almost exactly as the clock struck 12:56, your voice drifted around the corner down the corridor. He watches behind his hair as you come into view, chatting happily with your friend, carefully holding a hand in front of your mouth as you chew. He imagines you spotting him, smiling and making your way over, giggling and offering him a bite of your pastry. Heâd go to bite it and youâd withdraw it playfully, just to tease him, youâd laugh that bright laugh you have and heâd give you a chastising look before stealing a kiss from you, making you smile wider. Youâd wrap your arms around his neck, pushing closer so thatâ
Heâs yanked from his thoughts by Slughorn opening the doors to the lab, the heavy wood scraping unpleasantly against the stone floor. Everyone starts to head inside, he keeps his head down as he enters, hanging back at his usual spot at the back of the room, the spot with a perfect view of you. He places his books down, watching as you quickly scoff the last of your pastry, a pumpkin pasty as heâd guessed before the lesson started. Throughout the lesson heâs watching you, barely concentrating on the topic at hand, he doesn't need to, he already read up on it in his own time so that he can watch you. Heâs lucky, in a way, that he only has you for potions, no matter how much he wishes you always there, always by him, always in view, else he may never learn anything at all. You lean forward on the desk, your chin in your palms, legs swinging under the desk. He can vaguely make out the outline of your bra through the back of your uniform shirt, itâs black, clasped on the final row. He almost jots this down on his parchment before he catches himself. He imagines that if he told you this, youâd laugh and call him something childish and endearing, like a âsilly sausageâ, flicking his nose gently. Heâs lost in this fantasy, this world where he can tell you that heâs watching you and you find it sweet, going through the motions of setting up his workstation for brewing. He doesnât even realise that Slughorn is calling out to him until your head turns towards him, looking curious. He notices with a start that the entire class is looking at him, the marauders laughing tauntingly among themselves.
âEr⌠what?â he croaks out, his voice a little rough from barely speaking all day. He hears a few more chuckles, but not from you. Kind, perfect you. You just glance between him and Slughorn without a hint of judgement in your eyes.
âYour hair is getting rather too long, boy, youâll have to tie it up for this potion, itâs very volatile,â Slughorn chortles from the front of the room. âDo any of the ladies have a spare?â He addresses the room. The marauders and a couple of the other boys explode with laughter, several of the girls immediately shake their heads, or do nothing, except beautiful, perfect you. Youâre picking up your bag and digging through it without a second's hesitation and he could kiss you right now, not that there was any time he felt like he couldnât. Your friend, obviously shamed into action by you, flicks half-heartedly through her bag too. The rest of the class returns to setting up.
âA-ha!â you exclaim, pulling out a plain black hairband from your bag. Black like your bra, his brain supplies, but he shakes that off because youâre walking over to him. Heâs immediately sweating, luckily youâre unlikely to notice through his robes, although you may notice the growing sheen on his forehead. You stand in front of him, smiling like an angel. Heâs not this close to you often, somehow youâre even more ethereal up close. He takes a shaky breath as you extend the hairband to him. "Don't listen to them, Black is only about an inch away from needing one himself,"
âTh-Thank youâŚâ He mumbles, brushing your fingertips with his own on purpose. It feels like a thousand fireworks exploding under his skin and he smiles shakily. You smile and shrug.
âJust get it back to me when you can, or keep it honestly, I have hundreds and youâll probably need it again,â you explain happily. You always seem to have nothing bringing you down and he admires it, wishing he could be so positive, perhaps itâs easy when youâre as flawless as you are. You skip off back to your workstation to your friend. He has something in his hand that is yours, something heâs allowed to keep, something he didnât have to snatch when you left the room. Thereâs a couple of your hairs stuck around it and he shivers in excitement. This is something you have used, and he has it through legitimate means. Heâs floating on air. While everyone else is beginning to brew, he hides behind his cauldron carefully laying down your hairs in his notebook, making sure not to break them, securing them so they donât fall out.
Eventually, once heâs sure he canât extract any more of yours from the hairband, he finally ties his hair back into a low ponytail, getting to work. Heâs confident he can catch up on the brewing time he missed, even as he keeps being distracted by the sight of you across the room, your hair pulled up out of your face in the same type of hairband you gave him. Youâre gorgeous, somehow more than usual, which shouldnât be possible or, frankly, legal. Heâs often wondered if youâre part Veela somewhere far back, because of how absolutely perfect you are. Through extensive research of your family tree, he was able to prove himself wrong, but he still wonders. His potion expertise allows him to catch up on the potion, still being awarded the best potion in class by the end of it. He almost feels bad for everyone who actually put some effort into brewing just to lose to him again, but that feeling melts away when he spots you grinning at him as Slughorn announces his win. The two of you have never been friends, but you have always been silently friendly toward him, refusing to be swayed by the rumours about him. Itâs perhaps what he loves the absolute most about you. Heâs packing up when you approach him again, smiling softly.
âI actually like your hair up like this,â you whisper, reaching over to gently flick the end of his short ponytail. Severus doesnât know if youâre teasing him or not. He feels like heâs been struck by lightning, both by your words and your playful touch. A hundred images of fantasies heâs had about you over the years flash through his mind. Youâve touched him! Willingly! In that playful way, heâd always imagined you would. It takes a lot of effort to remind himself that he canât just kiss you right now. His mouth falls open and he lets out an undignified throaty noise. He quickly covers it up with a cough, blinking rapidly.
âI um⌠you⌠do?â he chokes out. You study his face for a moment, heâs sure youâre about to change your mind. You could never be so cruel though, he knows this, youâre too wonderful.
âYeah⌠itâs nice to see your eyes sometimes,â you tease. Severus forces himself to laugh back casually, trying to force down the love hearts that are practically forming in his eyes. He also has to stop himself from grabbing you, never letting you move away again. He regrets holding himself back when your friend comes up behind you and ushers you away to your next class. You smile at him over your shoulder as you begin to leave. He quickly decides to use the compliments youâve just given him against you. He wonders how much you really meant to them, but he has to try anyway. He invades your mind, silently smug about your lack of defences even after all this time. He feeds you a vision based on what youâve just said. His head between your perfect supple thighs, looking up at you with wide needy eyes, his hair pulled back just like this, devouring your sweet cunt. He knows heâs been successful as he watches you suddenly flush and turn away, your cheeks bright red.
He doesnât really know how you feel about these visions. Heâs been invading your mind and planting them since the end of the fifth year. He would love to stick around in your brain, find out how you react to them, do some digging, and find out how you really feel about him, but he canât risk it. The longer youâre in somebody's mind, the more they can feel the foreign presence. Youâre still yet to put up any wards, even rudimentary ones, so he assumes you donât realise youâre being invaded. You also havenât started to avoid him more than normal, if you realised these visions were coming from someone else, there would only be one logical conclusion as to who they came from, but you havenât withdrawn or confronted him in any way, so he figures heâs safe for now. The nature of the visions he gives you is probably enough to distract you from the momentary uncomfortable tingle of someone else being in your brain. Heâs been experimenting for a long while to see what thoughts you react to the best. He often sits in the dining hall, somewhere where he has the perfect view of you, and plants various thoughts. You donât seem to school your emotions very well, so he gets a vague idea of how you react to each scenario. Heâs tried visions of him bending you over, roughly taking everything he wants from you, heâs tried visions of him begging on his knees to please you and everything in between. You blush beautifully at each one, whether from embarrassment or arousal, he isnât sure. He canât wait to feel your cheek heat up under his hand, because he will get to feel it, some day. You donât seem to like the more extreme scenarios, complete domination or complete submission, but you donât seem to mind either way if the power dynamic is a little milder. He doesnât mind, he would be anything for you, do anything. What you seem to like best is when he feeds you a vision of him eating you out. He supposes it makes sense, itâs completely focused on your pleasure, so itâs practically all heâs been giving you lately. Sometimes he holds you down and calls you a good girl, sometimes youâre riding his face and calling him a good boy, you seem to like it either way. It makes him unbelievably smug.
After dinner, heâs trailing you and your friends to your common room, just to make sure that youâre safe, nothing more. Heâs a little careless, feeding you the same vision over and over, enjoying watching you blush and stutter from afar as you try to chat with your friends. You probably think youâve been hit with a lust potion or something, as he isnât letting you think of anything else. It seems you hadnât lied when youâd told him you liked his hair in the ponytail, as every time he gave you the same vision from earlier, he noticed your thighs tense. This isnât a reaction he gets from you often at all, usually, itâs so subtle that he can be convinced it was unrelated, but this vision, in particular, seems to have you doing this every time. Heâd dropped his fork at dinner just to duck under the table to watch your thighs clench, the sight nearly making his mouth water. He wished he could get under your table and spread your legs, make that vision a reality, but sadly he could not. He would do it in a heartbeat if you asked, fuck the consequences, fuck who could see. Maybe one day, if he kept torturing you with this vision, you would come begging. He feels his cock twitching eagerly in his trousers at the thought. You disappear into your common with your friends, him watching from around the corner. He sighs in disappointment, deciding to leave you be for the night since he canât delight in your lovely little reactions any more. He hangs around at the corner for a moment, debating whether to head outside onto the grounds to watch you through your dorm window like he often did. The mini telescope he had to buy for Astronomy had turned out to be a fantastic use of money, even if he did often see your roommates instead. He had seen them all in various states of undress by now, but he couldnât care about any of them in the least, he only had eyes for you.
Over the next few days, he eases off a little, realising how reckless heâd been. He couldnât risk you knowing what heâs been doing, he canât imagine that would end very well, even if you had seemed to grow to like the visions he gave you. He didnât stop altogether, because that would have arguably been just as suspicious. He keeps it tame, one or two a day, maybe a little more innocent than normal. He canât help but continue to use the information about you liking his hair back, making sure every fantasy he feeds you has him that way. He keeps your hairband, pulling his hair back every day now, because it makes you look at him just a second longer, and heâs obsessed with it. Lucius comments on it, saying it looks odd, but he couldnât care less. It makes secretly watching you harder too, as he canât hide behind his hair so much, but he makes do, all for those extra glances. He continues his routines, waiting for you to emerge in the mornings from your common room by hiding around the corner, watching you at every mealtime, trailing you back to the common room in the evening and then watching you through your window whenever he feels the need.
One night, once heâs happy youâre safely back in your common room, he turns to leave but trips slightly over his feet. He glances down, realising with an exasperated huff that the laces on his oxfords have come undone. He crouches down to tie them, setting his other knee on the ground. He fumbles with them unnecessarily, frustrated with himself. He vaguely registers footsteps approaching him, but not enough to react before he hears a voice.
âOh⌠Severus, what are you doing here?â your soft angelic voice echoes slightly in the empty corridor. You seem confused, and, arguably, you have reason to be. The only thing down this corridor is your common room, and he has no excuse to be here. He swallows, staring straight down at the ground, his mind working a mile a minute.
âHere to return the hairband,â he grunts, thinking fast. Itâs the only excuse he has, even if you had told him to keep it. He looks up at you from his crouched position, youâre a lot closer to him than he thought. He realises how similar this position is to some of the ones heâs forced into your brain. Heâs pleased to notice, from the flush on your face, that you make this connection too, without it being planted. He shifts slightly, lowering both his knees to the ground and facing you properly. He looks up at you, his eyes burning with barely contained arousal. Youâre flushed and shy as you look down at him and he dares to invade your mind to see what youâre thinking. He canât fight the twitch of his lips as he creeps into your mind, only to find youâre imagining him, just as he is now, pushing up your skirt and burying his face between your legs. He shivers, youâre thinking of this all on your own. Thereâs a nag at the back of his mind, telling him you donât quite seem to want to be thinking this, but he ignores it, reaching up for your thighs. You yelp in surprise as his cold, long fingers press into the warm skin of your thighs and he pulls you forward.
âWha- what are you doing?â you squeak, stumbling helplessly toward him. He doesnât answer, he feels possessed, and heâs already salivating. He brushes his nose against the skin of your thigh, just under the hem of your skirt, making you gasp. You smell divine, a vague hint of your perfume, presumably stuck to the fabric of your skirt, a hint of something that he realises, with a growl, must be your arousal. You try to step away, but he grips you harder, keeping you in place. He knows you want him, even if you donât seem to know it yourself. You whimper as he licks a stripe up your thigh, the taste is faintly salty and he groans in pleasure. He hears the old castle creak slightly, reminding him that the two of you are out in the open. He withdraws slightly. You look utterly dazed above him like you donât understand whatâs going on. You realise that heâs walking you to a cleaning cupboard nearby, and your legs just blindly follow him. You want to protest, but canât seem to find it in you. You had been fantasising about this for years now, even if the reason for these fantasies never seemed to make sense. He brings you in, shutting the door behind you. Heâs kneeling again in an instant, he almost looks crazed as he bunches up your skirt. He doesnât even give you time to acclimate before his tongue is on you through the material of your underwear. You gasp out loudly as he tastes the small wet spot of fabric, when did you even get wet? He takes a long deep sniff, his nose nudging at your clit through the fabric. He licks at you desperately until the material is soaked through, both with his saliva and your arousal. You were shocked by just how intensely your body was reacting to all this. You let him slide down your underwear, figuring thereâs no point stopping him now. You lean back against the wall as he buries his head between your legs, shaking his head slightly to get even closer, the movement making you moan softly. Heâs undeniably eager, lapping and slurping at you, but itâs fairly clear heâs never done this before. This is all heâs ever wanted, and heâs determined to make the most of it, the scent and taste of you making him feel insane. He rubs you all over his face, wriggling his tongue against you, gripping the flesh of your buttocks to keep you in place. Heâs mumbling against you, about how long heâs been picturing this, but you canât quite hear him, which is probably for the best. He makes up for his lack of experience with his enthusiasm, the way heâs looking up at you like heâs desperate to please. You find yourself falling apart all over his face shockingly fast, biting your lip to stifle your whines.
âThank you, thank you,â he mumbles over and over as he laps you all up. He pulls away and you go a little limp, sliding slightly down the wall as he stands. You barely register whatâs happening as he turns you around pressing you up against the wall, your eyes widen as he pushes inside you, but by now youâre well past the point of no return, so you simply brace yourself against the wall. He humps you like a dog in heat, sloppy and fast, youâre glad he made you orgasm earlier because you donât get the feeling you will be cumming from this. Not that it feels bad, in fact, it feels quite good, making you moan as he bullies against you. He grips your waist tight with his slender fingers. âThis is perfect, everything Iâve ever dreamed of,â he whimpers in your ear. âNow that Iâve had a taste of you, Iâm never letting you go, youâre mine now,â you know what heâs saying is worrying, but your fucked out mind canât quite realise the true danger of what heâs saying and what your lack of protesting is solidifying in his mind. âAll mine,â he growls, his hips stuttering violently. He buries himself as deep as he can. âFo-forever,â he groans shakily as he spills deep inside of you. He holds you there for a long time, your body limp in his arms as he pants against the back of your neck. You feel lightheaded, you canât believe everything thatâs just happened to you. He kisses your cheek, over and over, as if it's some sort of compulsion. âMine, mine, mine,â he mumbles repeatedly, the reality of everything starting to sink in for you. Maybe you should have believed the rumours about his mental instability, maybe you should have kicked him away when he first grabbed your thighs, perhaps you should be telling him right now that youâre not his, but instead, a string of words come out of your mouth, feeling like theyâre only half your own.
âCan you eat me out again?â
And he happily complies, sliding back down onto his knees.
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The clang of pots, the smell of food cooking, and the steady rhythm of military life became your new normal. You found comfort in the kitchen, in the work. It was easier to focus on meal preparations, and managing the chefs and budgets than to think about everything else youâd lost. Over time, the carefree, kind girl you used to be slipped away. You became mature, more efficient, and more respected. But there was still a part of you that missed who you had been.
As the day passed by, normal as it may be, you supervised the mess hall as the staff served soldier after soldier. As you passed by the back to oversee the service, a loud bang shattered across the room.
"Danny! Calm down!" A man with blue eyes exclaimed as he tried to pin the bigger man down he flipped all the tables and screamed which echoed through the halls.
You ran out the back of the kitchen and helped the other man, successfully pinning him down to the floor.
"You're alright! Danny!," you spoke in a calm tone to Dannys' ears as he continued heaving. You patted his back and talked him out of his oblivion.
"Wars outside Danny, you're in the mess hall, you're safe here," you whispered as his breathing slowly normalized.
The man with blue eyes looked over you in suprise, as he lifted Danny off the floor who was now apologizing. You said it was alright as you commanded the staff to clean his mess. You knew what the war did to people and this was almost an everyday occurrence in the mess hall.
As nurses escorted Danny out of the mess hall, the man with blue eyes approached you and spoke, "Sorry bout that, Ms. Y/L."
You then turned around to look at him and were surprised to see Thomas Shelby, how could you have missed that? "Mr. Shelby? You serve in the war?" was the only thought in your mind as he stared at you with his icy blue eyes. He nodded, "and you... manage the mess hall," he said with a small smile, you nodded.
This was the only time you two conversed fully, You've always wondered how'd he sound like, your father never really wanted you to approach him so he usually just greets you by tapping his hat and that's that.
However, after this day, Thomas Shelby started appearing in the kitchen almost every day. At first, it was just a glance as he passed by, greeting you as he walked by with his brothers who were smiling at you. But soon, he was offering his helpâcarrying supplies and staying after meals to clean up. You didnât question it at first (since every other soldier would do the same, even his brothers), his presence was different, warm to be exact despite this cold war going on. Youâd exchange a few words, small talk about the war, but nothing too personal. Yet, there was a quiet understanding between you. You both knew what it was like to feel the weight of the world on your shoulders and soon conversations ran deeper. To you explaining about your mother's passing, to him exchanging the information on how his father left their mother. It felt really warm having him at this times.
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One evening, as you finished overseeing the eveningâs meal preparations, you felt him watching you again. You kept your eyes on the work, your hands steady as you diced vegetables. âYouâve got a habit of being in places you donât belong,â you remarked, not looking up but knowing he was there.
âAnd youâve got a habit of working to the bone,â he replied, his voice low but teasing.
You finally looked at him, meeting his eyes. âItâs better than thinking about whatâs out there.â you placed the knife down and sat on the edge of the desk.
Thomas nodded, his gaze softening. âI could say the same.â approaching you as he took another pair of knives out, "Mind if I help?" he picked up a potato as he looked at you waiting for your permission.
You shook your head and smiled at him before taking the potato out of his hand, "It's alright, I don't want you hurting yourself like last time." Pointing at his injured fingers.
He chuckles as he places his hands deep in his pocket. "I'll just accompany you then," as he leaned on the desk watching you skillfully slice the vegetables, he was in awe at how your delicate hands seemed so soft even after so long.
He stood there in silence for a while, and then, Arthur and John stepped in, laughter spilling from their lips as they approached.
âLook who it is ey?! The lady chef! Our dear Ms. Y/Lâ John called out, a teasing lilt in his voice, as he held your hand and kissed it softly. âYouâll be cooking for our wedding feast soon!â
You rolled your eyes, trying to suppress a smile. âYouâll have to find someone to marry first, John.â
Arthur chimed in, grinning widely. âIâm sure if you keep cooking like this, youâll have all the men lining up for you.â his strong accent apparent as he spoke.
âBetter watch out, Tommy,â Arthur said, glancing back at Thomas with a smirk. âI think you might have competition.â pointing his chin out the window with other men peeping at her. They then quickly hid as Arthur pointed at them, like mice seeing a big scary cat.
You caught Thomas's eye for a moment, and he raised an eyebrow, seemingly amused (annoyed?). âI think youâre the one who should be worried,â he replied dryly, nodding in your direction. âWith her cooking, sheâll have any man she wants.â as he looked down, definitely not liking the attention you're getting from other men.
John leaned in closer, a playful glint in his eye. âHow about we place a little wager, then ey? I bet youâll fall for her before the warâs over.â
âWhat? Me?â Thomas replied, his voice laced with sarcasm. âYouâre out of your mind.â chuckling a bit nervously.
âOh, come on!â John insisted, nudging Thomas playfully. âIâll bet you a fiver you'll be chasing for her soon. Sheâs got that way about her, you know?â winking at you.
You couldnât help but laugh, shaking your head. âI doubt Thomas would ever fold for someone like me," chuckling before contintuing, "but I'm in.â patting the bag of coins in your dress pocket.
Arthur smiled, leaning against the counter with an exaggerated sigh. âWhat do you say, Tommy?â John pressed, his excitement growing. âTen Quids? Just for fun.â
Thomas rolled his eyes, but the corners of his mouth lifted slightly. âIâm n't part of this ridiculous bet. I have better things to do.â
âYeah, like how to not smile at our lovely chef here,â John joked, causing you to blush slightly as you shook your head.
Thomas pushed his brother out, apologising to you, as the two brothers walked walked away, you felt a mix of embarrassment and amusement. The Shelby brothers were relentless, but there was something warm and comforting about their banter. It reminded you of the camaraderie you had lost.
You looked back at Thomas, who seemed to have softened a bit, as he walked towards you once again. âDonât let them get to you,â you said, attempting to lighten the mood. âThey tease because they care.â
He shrugged a flicker of appreciation in his gaze. âTheyâre n't wrong, though. You've got talent keeping us lot well-fed.â staring at the men outside the window as they ran away. You laughed at that.
âOnly as long as youâre not causing too much trouble outside,â you replied, the smile breaking through his cold exterior.
His gaze lingered a moment longer, and you felt something shift in the air, but you were still worlds apart, separated by unspoken words and hidden emotions.
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As days passed, Thomas was asked to serve on the field again, but just before he left for the front lines, he did something you didnât expect.
As he walked through the back kitchen with his hat in hand, he looked at you with concern, his eyes flickering with something you couldnât quite place. âI donât usually say things like this,â he began. âBut Iâve had my eye on you long before this war.â
Your heart dropped. You didn't expect that Thomas Michael Shelby would have rendered feelings for you. However, you were not ready, not yet, not after the heartbreak youâd been through. âTommy, IâŚâ you stuttered, fidgeting your fingers behind as you looked him straight in the eye. Tears almost flow to your eyes.
âI know,â he interrupted gently. âI know about what happened with Billy.â As he walked towards you, closing the remaining distance, but making sure there was still space for comfort.
The mention of Billy made your chest tighten, and you looked away. âI'm sorry Tommy, I canât, not yet. Not after everythingâŚâ
He nodded, walking forward a bit more as he kept his eyes on you. âI understand.â As he placed his warm lips on your forehead as you inhaled. You kept your eyes closed as you heard his footsteps go further, opening only when you heard it no more and with that, he was gone.
You sighed as you scolded your heart for not taking such a kind man in your life, but you were hurt, your heart still had that scar. Inhaling the crisp air of the kitchen, trying not to break down and cry, you turned and continued cooking. Thoughts spiralling through your mind.
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You exchanged letters after that, brief notes of friendship and support, what you both needed at the time. However, one day, you received a different letter. You opened it knowing it was from your father, Colored crimson red just like how your father loved, you opened it with delight.
Dear Ms. Y/N,
I hope this letter finds you in good health, despite the circumstances surrounding it. It is with profound sadness that I must inform you of your fatherâs passing. The Duke departed this life earlier this week, leaving behind a legacy that has touched many.
In light of these events, it is imperative that you return home immediately. There are important matters to discuss regarding the estate and your fatherâs wishes, and I believe it is crucial for you to be present for these conversations.
Please take the necessary steps to join us as soon as possible. Your presence is vital.
Yours sincerely,
Lord Benedict Hargrove
Solicitor to the Dukeâs Estate
Tears balled down your cheeks.
You were alone now.
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With this, you were excused from your duties to attend the succession meeting with your father's connecting family (people you've never met). Leaving the war to go home.
Your father left you a hefty sum of money (possibly all his wealth) and the business he gifted you on your eighteenth birthday. Your relatives scoffed at you for this as they only got material things he owned (which also caused so much). Greedy people, you thought, they never even visited your father before he died and now they're here taking his money. The title was not given to you though, it was given to your male cousin (who was only thirteen). That was fine, you didn't even need the money from him because you had your own, you needed him but that was impossible even with all the money in the world.
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As the dust of war settled and the world slowly began to stitch itself back together, you found yourself in a position you had never anticipated. With the title of Duke passing to your younger cousin, you embraced your independence, leaning into the fortune your father had left you. Your fatherâs birthday restaurantâyour pride and joyâbecame a symbol of resilience, not only for you but for the entire community.
Determined to build a legacy that would make your father proud, you transformed the establishment into a hub for soldiers returning home, providing meals and solace after the chaos of war. Word spread quickly about the new culinary wonder in Birmingham, and soon your name became synonymous with quality and innovation in the restaurant business. You took risks, introducing bold flavours and dishes that spoke of both tradition and your flair, quickly gaining a loyal clientele that appreciated your artistry.
In a time when women were often relegated to the shadows of men, you stood firm, a woman at the helm of your empire. Your determination and skill earned you respect, not just among the patrons but also from your peers in the industry. You refused to be overshadowed by the legacy of your father or the titles of your male relatives. Instead, you carved your path, proving that you were more than capable of handling the business and the challenges it brought.
Despite the accolades and success, a part of you felt incomplete. You often found yourself gazing out the window of your restaurant, lost in thought, wondering where Tommy went, it has been a year since his last letter. His absence weighed heavily on you, each passing day filled with uncertainty. Did he think of you? Did he know about your fatherâs passing? Is he... alive? Questions lingered, unanswered, like shadows at the edges of your heart.
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The pub was quieter than usual that evening. You stood behind the bar, wiping down a glass as your mind drifted. Life after the war had changed you. You had returned to Birmingham, but you werenât the same woman who had left. The kindness, the sweetnessâyou didnât let it show anymore. People respected you, maybe even feared you, but they didnât know you. Not anymore.
You bought a pub close to the Shelby business (Sold to you at a lower price due to your name being famous in Bermingham). You didnât buy it for any sentimental reason. You didnât expect to ever see Thomas again (although your heart strings it). You convinced yourself he was gone, just like so many others who never returned.
And then, the door creaked open.
At first, you didnât look up. You were too busy with your thoughts, too used to the routine of tending the bar. But when the room fell silent and some men left, you felt itâa shift in the air. Slowly, you raised your head, and there he was. Thomas Shelby, alive and standing in the doorway, looking very much like a ghost from your past.
For a long moment, neither of you spoke. You just stared, your heart pounding in your chest.
âTom-Tommy? Y-Youâre alive,â you finally whispered, the words catching in your throat.
âI am,â Thomas replied, his voice calm but heavy with something you couldnât quite name. Guilt, maybe. Regret. âIâm sorry for disappearingâŚâ as he slowly approached you, hands squeezing his Garrison cap.
âSorry?â You set the glass down with a thud, your hands trembling. âI thought you were dead, Thomas! For a whole year, I thoughtââ You stopped, choking on your own words. âWhy didnât you come back? Write a letter or something???â
Thomas stepped closer, his eyes never leaving yours. âI didnât know how. After everything, I wasnât sureâŚâ
His words broke something inside you. All the emotions youâd been holding back came rushing to the surface, and before you knew it, you were cryingâcrying. âYou left me!â you screamed, the words torn from deep within you. âYou left me for months!â as you backed off the counter and flaunted to the cabinet wall.
Without a word, Thomas walks into the bar closing the distance between you, pulling you into his arms (Your customers leaving). You tried to push him away at first, beating your fists against his chest, but he held you tighter, his voice low and soothing. âIâm here now⌠Iâm here.â
You collapsed into him, letting the tears come as he held you close. The world outside didnât matter anymore. All that mattered was that he was here, and you werenât alone anymore.
-----(Everyone left the pub, leaving you and Tommy)
Later that night, you sat at a small table in the corner of the pub, the firelight flickering around you. The warmth from the hearth contrasted sharply with the coldness you had felt all year. You and Thomas exchanged glances, words unspoken hanging heavy in the air between you.
He shifted in his seat, running a hand through his hair, the weight of unvoiced confessions lingering between you. âYouâre different,â he said finally, his gaze intense. âStronger. I admire that.â
You couldnât help but let out a shaky breath, the compliment washing over you. âI had to be,â you replied softly. âAfter everythingâŚâ
The room fell silent again, and you felt the vulnerability creeping in. âI thought youâd forgotten about me,â you admitted, unable to meet his eyes. âAfter you disappeared, I thoughtââ
âI could never forget you,â he said, his tone firm. âNot a single day passed without you on my mind. I tried to shove it away, but the thought of you being hurt⌠it haunted me, it did.â
His confession hung between you like a delicate thread, fragile yet binding. Your heart raced as you met his gaze, the spark of something familiar igniting between you. âand yet you left, but I understand now,â you said, the emotion spilling over (he explained that he had to be admitted to the hospital after receiving a life-threatening wound, putting him in a coma for months and weak for the rest. A reasonable reason for you to forgive him like lightning). âAlthough, I thought I could never forgive you.â sighing in relief.
âAnd now?â he asked, his voice barely above a whisper, a smile slowly tugging his lips.
You took a deep breath, feeling the weight of everything youâd been through. âI-I missed you. Admittedly.â before pausing to look at him. "I missed you, most ardently,"
A smile tugged at the corner of his lips. Then, out of nowhere, he said, âThen marry me.â
You blinked, sure you hadnât heard him correctly. âWhat?â
âMarry me,â Thomas repeated, more sure this time. âI donât want to waste any more time,â as he stands to walk closer to you.
You stared at him, your heart pounding. You had imagined this moment in so many ways, but not like this. You stood up with him as you looked into his eyes, and realized that you didnât need time. You had known my answer all along.
âYes,â You whispered, voice barely audible. âIâll marry you, but you promise this time? No disappearing?â
He squeezed your hand gently, his eyes shining with sincerity. âI promise. No more running. Iâll fight for you.â
As he placed his hand on your waist with a knowing smile plastered on his face he grinned, pure happiness lighting up his face as he embraced you, lifting you off your feet in a whirlwind of joy. âIâll make you the happiest woman in Birmingham,â he promised, his voice warm against your ear.
As he set you back down, breaths heaving from the joy you both shared, he placed his left hand on your cheek, gently caressing it. With his icy blue eyes locked onto your lips, he whispered, âMay I?â
You nodded, but instead of waiting for him to make the first move, you pulled him closer by his collar, kissing him softly. The deep groan that escaped him sent a thrill through you as he tightened his grip around your waist with his right hand, while his left hand found its way to the back of your neck, deepening the connection.
The kiss was tender yet electric, answering the questions that had lingered in your mind for so long. He missed you, loved you, and that was all you needed. You pressed your forehead against his, feeling the warmth radiating between you.
With a surge of emotion, you kissed him again, this time more passionately, as if trying to pour all the lost time and unspoken words into that moment. The world outside faded away, leaving just the two of you, tangled in each otherâs arms, lost in a whirlwind of feelings that had been building for far too long.
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He groaned, and you held onto his shoulders, anchoring yourself to him as the kiss deepened, the world outside fading away. Good thing the pub was closed because, within moments, you found yourselves on the floor, completely lost in each other, breathless and exposed.
âFuck, you feel so good, dear,â he moaned, his voice rough and filled with desire as he began to thrust in and out of you. His movements were slow yet deliberate, sending waves of pleasure coursing through your body, each thrust eliciting heavy moans from your lips.
You wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him closer, craving more of him. Every inch of your body pressed together ignited a fire within you, each thrust igniting a deeper longing. His hands explored your curves, fingers grazing your skin, sending shivers down your spine as you met each thrust with your own rhythm.
âThomas,â you gasped, your head thrown back as the pleasure built, eyes meeting his fiery gaze. There was something primal in his expression, a raw need that matched your own.
He captured your lips again, the kiss becoming a desperate dance of tongues and breaths, a promise of everything you both wanted. With each thrust, he drove you closer to the edge, your body responding to his every move as if it were a well-rehearsed melody.
âIâve missed⌠missed you, y/n,â he whispered against your lips, his breath hot and ragged. The weight of those words sank deep into your heart, and you pulled him closer as if the closeness could bridge the gap that time and circumstance had created.
With every thrust, the heat between you intensified, your bodies moving in perfect harmony. You could feel the pressure building deep within you, a coil wound tight, ready to snap.
âThomas, Iââ you gasped, unable to form complete thoughts as pleasure coursed through your veins. Your body responded instinctively, tightening around him, and with a final thrust, you were sent spiralling into bliss, your orgasm crashing over you like a wave.
âY/N!â Thomas softly groaned, feeling the way your body clenched around him, drawing him deeper into your warmth. He didnât stop; he kept thrusting, wanting to prolong the pleasure that enveloped you both. Each movement sent another pulse of ecstasy through you, pushing you to heights you didnât know existed.
âPlease,â you whimpered, overwhelmed by the sensations, your body teetering on the edge once more. The overstimulation was almost too much, but you craved it, craved him. âI canât⌠too muchâŚâ
âJust a little more, love,â he murmured, his voice low and sultry, completely lost in the rhythm of your bodies. He thrust harder, deeper, chasing his release, wanting to see you unravel beneath him again.
With a series of slow, deliberate thrusts, you felt the familiar rush build once more. The world around you blurred as you scratched his back. âThomas!â you cried out, arching your back as the second orgasm hit, sending stars dancing, moaning as you looked straight into his icy blue eyes.
âY/N!â he gasped, feeling the way you tightened around him again, the sight of you unravelling beneath him igniting a fire within him. He couldnât hold back any longer, thrusting into you a few more times before he finally reached his climax, spilling himself on your stomach with a low groan.
The room fell silent, save for your heavy breathing as you both heaved from the intensity of what just happened. Thomas slowly withdrew, catching his breath, and a satisfied smile crept onto his lips as he looked down at you, flushed and blissed out.
âIâll be right back,â he murmured, leaning down to plant a soft kiss on your forehead before rising to clean himself up. You watched as he retrieved a cloth and gently wiped away the remnants of your passion from your skin, careful and tender.
âThank you,â you whispered, a shy smile tugging at your lips.
He returned to you, covering you with his big coat, the fabric enveloping you in warmth. You nestled against him, both of you laughing softly, the moment feeling almost surreal. You just did it on the floor.
âQuite the way to celebrate our reunion, eh?â he teased, his voice light, yet there was an underlying tenderness in his gaze.
âDefinitely not what I expected,â you replied, your laughter echoing in the empty pub.
As you both settled into a comfortable silence, the warmth of the coat and each other enveloping you, the world outside faded away.
-----(Watery Lane)
The next morning, Thomas took you to meet the family. Arthur and John were already waiting when you two arrived, grinning like theyâd just won a bet.
âTold ya sheâd come around,â John said, elbowing Arthur. âJust took Tommy long enough.â
You laughed, shaking your head as you reached into my pocket and pulled out a small pouch of coins. âHere,â you said with a smile. âYour winnings.â
John chuckled as he pocketed the money, while Arthur grinned at you like you were already part of the family.
Polly watched you from her seat by the fire, her sharp eyes taking in every detail. After a long pause, she spoke. âYouâve got the backbone for this family,â she said looking deep into your eyes as she sighed. âYouâll do just fine,â Polly said approvingly. âYouâve got the strength to keep up with this lot.â puffing another hit on her cigar.
You smiled, feeling, for the first time in a long while, like you were exactly where you were meant to be. Felt like home.
-----(Married to Tommy <3)
Being married to Thomas Shelby meant more than just sharing vows; it meant a newfound power in Birmingham. There was an unspoken fear that rippled through the streets whenever his name was mentioned, and you could feel it. People admired you, not just because of your accomplishments, but because they understood the weight that came with being Mrs. Shelby. Thomas intended to keep you safe, to wrap you in a cocoon of protection that no one dared to breach. The knowledge that no one would dare hurt you, not with him at your side, filled you with a sense of security you had never known before.
As the sun began to set, painting the sky in hues of orange and purple, you prepared for Thomasâs return home. You had spent the day tending to the pub, the laughter and chatter of patrons ringing in your ears, but nothing compared to the excitement of having him back in your arms. The warmth of his presence was something you longed for, something that made your heart race just thinking about it.
The door creaked open to your shared home, and there he wasâThomas Michael Shelby, rugged and handsome, the familiar twinkle in his eyes igniting a spark within you. You walked to him, unable to contain your smile as you flung your arms around his neck. âWelcome home, my husbandâ you whispered, your heart swelling at the sight of him.
He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close, and you felt the world outside fade away. âI missed you, my wifeâ he murmured against your hair, his breath warm and comforting. Without hesitation, you leaned in, capturing his lips with yours in a soft yet passionate kiss. The moment felt electric, igniting a warmth that spread through your entire being.
As the kiss deepened, you could feel the weight of the day slip away. Thomasâs hands moved to your waist, drawing you closer as if he wanted to meld your bodies into one. You lost yourself in him, the world around you disappearing until it was just the two of youâlost in your universe.
Your heart raced as you pulled back, searching his eyes. There was a hunger there, an undeniable connection that only deepened with each stolen moment you shared. In that instant, you knew that this was where you belonged, wrapped in his arms, feeling utterly cherished.
Thomas leaned in again, this time capturing your lips with more urgency. His kiss was fervent, igniting a fire within you that made your breath hitch. The taste of him lingered on your lips, sweet and intoxicating, and you could feel the pull between you, a magnetic force drawing you ever closer.
He broke the kiss, his forehead resting against yours, his breath heavy. âLetâs not waste any more time,â he said, his voice low and filled with desire as he swept you off your feet. You gasped, both of you laughing softly, placing soft kisses on his neck as he walked up the stairs.
"Oh dear Tommy, I'll always fold like a Makahiya Leaf for you no?" chuckling as you licked his ear eliciting a deep groan from him.
"No worries y/n, I'll wait till you open again like I always do" as he kicks the door close. As he laid you gently on the bed, the air between you crackled with anticipation. He kissed you as his hands pulled your nightgown up and your hands unbuttoned his vest and polo, leaving both of you naked in minutes (With Thomas in his trousers).
Thomasâs eyes darkened with desire as he took in the sight of you beneath him, the soft glow of the setting sun illuminating your features. You felt your pulse quicken as he leaned down, his breath warm against your skin.
âJust relax, love,â he murmured his voice a deep growl that sent shivers down your spine. He started trailing soft kisses along your collarbone, his lips warm and teasing, igniting every nerve in your body. Each kiss made you arch into him, craving more of his touch.
âTommy,â you gasped, your fingers threading through his hair as you pulled him closer, urging him to continue. He chuckled softly, clearly enjoying the effect he had on you, and continued his descent, his mouth leaving a trail of heat along your skin.
His kisses travelled lower, savouring every inch of you. As he reached the hem of your dress, he hesitated for just a moment, locking eyes with you, seeking permission. You nodded, breathless with anticipation, and he wasted no time in lifting the fabric, exposing your bare skin to him.
âGod, youâre beautiful,â he breathed, his eyes roaming over you as if you were a work of art. With a slow, deliberate motion, he kissed your thighs, igniting a fire within you. You squirmed beneath his touch, the sensation of his lips brushing against your skin almost too much to bear.
âPlease, Tommy,â you pleaded, your voice thick with desire. He looked up at you, a wicked grin spreading across his face, before diving in, his mouth exploring you with a fervor that made your back arch off the bed.
His tongue worked magic, teasing and exploring, eliciting gasps and moans that filled the room. You held onto the sheets, desperately trying to ground yourself as waves of pleasure washed over you. The world around you faded away, leaving only the two of you in this intoxicating moment.
âJust like that, love,â he encouraged, his voice muffled against you, and you felt your body respond, tightening around the pleasure he was giving you. He continued to work his magic, his movements expertly bringing you closer to the edge, the tension building deep within you.
As your breath hitched, you could feel the pressure mounting, a delicious tension coiling tighter and tighter until you felt as if you might break. âIâm going toââ you gasped, unable to finish your thought before he intensified his efforts, bringing you over the edge into a blissful climax.
Your body trembled as you rode the waves of ecstasy, calling his name, your fingers digging into his hair as the world around you spun. He didnât stop, though; he continued to savor you, prolonging your pleasure as the overstimulation sent you spiraling once more.
âTommy, please,â you gasped, overwhelmed by the sensations, but he only increased the fervor, his mouth working tirelessly. Your body responded, the waves crashing over you again, igniting every nerve ending until you were a quivering mess beneath him.
With a final surge of pleasure, you let go, your second orgasm washing over you like a tidal wave. Both of you lay there, breathless and entangled in each other, the world outside forgotten. Thomas gently kissed your forehead, his clean fingers tracing soothing patterns on your skin as you came down from the high of your shared passion.
He finally pulled back, just enough to meet your gaze. âYou alright, love?â he asked, concern lacing his voice, but the smirk on his lips hinted at his satisfaction.
âMore than alright,â you replied, a grin breaking across your face as you snuggled into him.
After a moment, he got up to clean up, his movements effortless and casual. You watched him, feeling a warmth swell in your chest. When he returned, he draped a big coat over you, wrapping you in warmth and comfort.
âReady for round two?â he teased, his eyes sparkling with mischief as you laughed, the sound echoing in the cozy room.
âThis is going to be a long night,â you replied, a mischievous glint in your eye as you shifted beneath the warm coat. You could feel the remnants of passion coursing through you, and the sight of Thomasâs relaxed, satisfied posture ignited something within you.
With a playful grin, you pushed him back onto the bed, surprising him. His eyes widened, a mix of curiosity and amusement flashing across his face. âOh? Whatâs this, then?â he asked, his voice low and teasing.
âJust returning the favor,â you said with a smirk, your confidence surging as you climbed over him, straddling his hips. His breath caught in his throat, and you could feel the heat radiating from him. You leaned down, capturing his lips in a heated kiss, savoring the taste of him on your tongue.
As you pulled back, you let your hands roam down his chest, feeling the muscles beneath his shirt. âI think itâs time I take care of you, Mr. Shelby,â you whispered, your voice sultry and inviting. You could see his surprise morph into a pleased grin, and he nodded, a hint of anticipation in his eyes.
You began trailing kisses down his neck, your lips brushing against his skin, eliciting soft gasps from him. The thrill of being in control sent a rush of adrenaline through you. With each kiss, you worked your way lower, taking your time to explore him, to tease and tantalize.
âBloody hell,â he breathed, his hands instinctively gripping the sheets as you continued your journey. You could feel the tension building in him, and it fueled your desire to push him further. When you reached the waistband of his trousers, you paused, looking up at him with a playful smile.
âDo you trust me?â you asked, your voice a low murmur. He met your gaze, his icy blue eyes darkening with hunger as he nodded. âAlways.â
You leaned down, slowly unbuttoning his trousers, your fingers brushing against his skin. The moment you freed him, you wrapped your hand around him, feeling him pulse in your grasp. You looked up at him, a wicked smile playing on your lips, before taking him into your mouth.
âY/N,â he groaned, his voice thick with pleasure, and you felt a surge of satisfaction at the sound. You began to move your mouth in a slow, tantalizing rhythm, taking your time to savor him. Each flick of your tongue drew deep moans from him, and you reveled in the power you held.
âGod, you feel so good,â he gasped, his hands tangling in your hair, guiding you gently. You picked up the pace, your mouth working him with a fervor that sent shivers through both of you. The sounds he made only spurred you on, pushing you to explore him further.
As you lost yourself in the pleasure of the moment, the world outside faded away, leaving only the two of you, intertwined in this blissful dance. You could feel the tension building within him, and it ignited a fire deep inside you.
âDonât stop,â he urged, his voice strained, and you obliged, wanting to bring him to the brink. You intensified your movements, your mouth and hands working in perfect harmony as you brought him closer and closer.
With a few final strokes of your tongue, you could feel him tremble beneath you, his breath hitching as he neared his peak. âIâm close,â he warned, his voice thick with need, and you took that as your cue to give it your all.
With one final push, you enveloped him completely, taking him to the edge before he finally released, his moans filling the room as he spilled into your mouth. You swallowed every drop, feeling victorious as you pulled back to meet his gaze.
Thomas lay there, panting, his chest rising and falling as he looked at you with a mix of admiration and desire. âYouâre unbelievable,â he breathed, a wide grin spreading across his face.
âJust doing my part,â you teased, wiping your mouth playfully before leaning in to kiss him again, feeling the warmth of his body against yours.
You settled beside him, feeling utterly satisfied and connected. âWhat do you say we continue this long night?â you suggested, a playful sparkle in your eye.
He chuckled, pulling you closer. âI think I could be convinced.â
With that, the night was filled with love and sense of comfort. Thomas Shelby was all you needed. A man who could wait for a Makahiya Leave open once more and shower her with all his love.
Indeed, he was all you needed.
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đ§Wrote this in my laptop... The spacings off... I got lazy removing the extra spaces sorry bout the long spaces in between hope it was still readable :"3đ§
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