She Leads Me, Crawling On All Fours After Her, With Every Word Of Affection That Pours From Her Fingers

She leads me, crawling on all fours after her, with every word of affection that pours from her fingers or her mouth.

I wish I was able to just tell people I loved them and am drawn to them and want to spend time with them, without the expectation of words

I want to know people but unfortunately that means questioning them. I want to touch their minds. I want to know and love everyone and take their face into my hands and tell them that in the dark, I will be there for them; at the end of all that is, I will stand beside them as we walk into the abyss, one people and one heart

I don’t post about her often enough, I feel, but I still hunger after her. I mourn that I did not see her, did not wrap my arms around her and burrow into her chest today. I feel pained. I don’t care if it’s odd. I love her, and words are barely enough to convey it.

I woke up at 6;30 (usual time) and the library doesn’t open till 9 on Saturdays HELP MEEEE I don’t want to study in my dorm

I hate waking up this early and none of the buildings on campus are open to study in

Edit: “why don’t you go back to sleep” I legit couldn’t, that rem cycle was flat over and sleeping another hour would have felt terrible

I’m! Going! Insane! Please put me on an icebreaker and let me go study Ursus maritimus and Vulpes lagopus AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

As you can tell, it is Not Winter and it’s so close yet so far away. I need that cold fresh air in my face, need my nose running from the miserable biting wind, I need it more than anything I can possibly imagine give me winter now