Why You're Angry At Him

why you're angry at him

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Cedric Diggory

Because he died. Because he just had to be brave and wonderful. You're angry that he left you behind when your lives were just starting. This wasn't how things were meant to happen; fate was supposed to let everything settle into place, and you two were supposed to be happy together forever.

You're angry that he died. You're angry that he taught you the brutal lesson that shit happens

Neil

Because he lied to you.

Neil had the audacity to look you in the eye for nearly a year and lie to you. He knew the entire time that you were destined to marry another man. But he didn't do anything to change it; he claimed he knew you were happier with this other guy.

You were supposedly going to be thriving. Living your best life with the man of your dreams; not Neil.

It didn't feel that way.

Edward Cullen

Because he tried to control your life.

Edward was an idiot and he was trying to dictate the things you could and couldn't do with him; he was trying to set "boundaries".

Also because he remained remarkably calm when you started a fight over it. He sat there, looking at yih in silence, like he had the nerve to listen and he understanding. He got on your nerves so easily. He's annoying and you told him as much in a whirlwind of yelling before storming out of the meadow.

Bruce Wayne

Because he pushed you away. He became the Bat, but he did so during the darkest time of your life. After everything you two had been through together he was really pushing you away. He was doing it on purpose. And then he outright told you to leave him alone. Stop talking to him. That he wasn't able to offer you anything.

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Billy Hargrove:

Reconnecting

18+! Billy turns up on Y/N's doorstep to apologise, prompts 29 and 36 (angst, smut)

Stress Relief

18+! Y/N has a stressful day at work, Billy helps her unwind, prompt 34 (fluff, smut)

Bruce Wayne:

All of You

18+! Bruce and Y/N realise their agreement might have led to feelings, prompts 10 and 35 (smut, fluff, sugar baby reader)

Lazy Mornings

18+! Convenience couple. Bruce really doesn't want Y/N to get out of bed, prompts 3 and 38 (smut, fluff)

Fear

Convenience couple. Bruce gets does with fear toxin for the first time and Y/N has to go out and bring him home, prompts 12 and 22 (angst, fluff)

Jason Todd:

Favours and Revelations

Dick needs someone to watch an injured Jason, Y/N is the only one available, prompt 13 (fluff, angst)

Saviour

Some men break into Y/N's apartment, and with Dick away she calls Jason for help, prompt 11 (angst, fluff)

Control

18+! There's only one person Jason trusts enough to give up control to, prompt 41 (smut, fluff)

Late Night Take Out

Jason and Y/N both reveal secrets over late night take out, prompts 7 and 39 (fluff)

Neil (Tenet):

Reunion

Neil shows up on Y/N's doorstep after months of no contact, prompts 24 and 45 (angst, fluff)

Picture Perfect

Neil has been away on a job for a while, he can't wait to be home, prompts 4 and 22 (fluff)

Desk Duty and Muffins

Neil isn't entirely happy that Y/N might be cleared to go back in the field, prompts 1, 2 and 15 (fluff, tiny bit of angst)

Promises

Y/N gets a phone call she never, ever wanted, prompt 30 (angst)

Eddie Munson:

Pranks and Bruises

Y/N and Eddie play a prank on the jocks that results in Eddie getting a black eye, prompts 8 and 33 (fluff)

Books and Bullies

Eddie steps in when Jason and his friends catch Y/N with a DnD book, prompts 9 and 16 (fluff)

Steve Harrington:

Breaking Point

Steve doesn't know how to explain why he's been missing for several days, again, prompts 6, 26 and 27 (angst)

We're Okay- Neil x F!reader

Pairings: Neil x Fem!reader

Genre: Angst/hurt/fluff

Warnings: Injury, talk of death?, blood, gunshot.

(Y/N) and Ives’ team was just dispatched to Tallinn, Ives had told her Neil had called for the cavalry, that was enough for her to rush in, with each moment closer to getting to Neil and The protagonist, her veins were fueled with Anxiety, hoping to god Neil wasn’t hurt.

(Y/N) was the team’s second in command, psychotherapist, and medic. She was the real deal. She and Neil were recruited together, and since then they were inseparable as ever. They were the dynamic duo of the entirety of Tenet.

So it would make sense when Neil was sent to take care of the protagonist, she was beyond anxious for him. Even though he reassured her his safety both at the agency and at home, she couldn’t shake it off. But nevertheless let him go as it was his job. But to her delight she had to start the mission for and with him, while he started things in Kiev, she made sure that the Mumbai mission would go as planned. She was the shadow of this mission before they had taken her to the team. This was actually the longest time the two would be separated from each other.

“Jesus Christ Neil!” she gasped looking at the wound in his shoulder, quickly getting her supplies out. “Take your stupid gear off.” she grumbled, he frowned but complied nonetheless.

He knew her better than anyone on this planet. So he could quite literally see the gears in her head turning so fast, he swore they would malfunction. He did feel a bit guilty for making her worry too much, he loved her with everything he had and the last thing he needed was for her to hurt. To hurt the woman he loved. “(Y/N/N)…”he tried, but she refused to meet his eyes and continued working on the wound, trying hard to stop it from bleeding. He sighed knowing she wouldn’t listen to him right now. All he wanted was to tell her everything would be okay.

She was trying not to panic with the blood seeping while she tended to it, she tried. She tried really hard not to let her feelings cloud her judgment but that clearly failed seeing she decided to stay mad at him. She couldn’t bare to see him in pain, she loved him too much. The last thing she needed was for him to hurt. See the man she loved get hurt. “(Y/N/N)…” every time he would call her that, she wanted nothing more than to call him hers. But right now, she had a job to complete and a man to be mad at. She heard him sigh knowing very well he got the message.

Ives grimaced looking at the two, feeling sorry for the guy while he gave orders to his team. (Y/N) now moved to the protagonist, letting out a breath of relief when she found no serious injuries on him. She stood up, refusing to meet Neil’s gaze, moving past Ives, nodding, walking away to go over the new orders.

“Love!”

“She seems pretty mad.” Ives commented, as the trio looked back at the woman who was checking on the weapons. Neil let out a frustrated breath, running his hand through his hair, followed by rubbing his face. Ives snickered at his actions.

“Who is she exactly?” The protagonist asked. Making Ives chuckle.

“(Y/N) is one of our best agents, she’s kind of a multiasker, she’s an expert marksman, medic, psychotherapist, and she’s my team’s second in command.” Neil couldn’t help but feel pride hearing Ives’ words. She was his best girl. Neil politely excused himself from the conversation, preparing himself to talk to (Y/N). Ives patted his shoulder as a good luck.

He saw her in the corner of the room, doing something with her back facing him, with one quick motion there was a dagger in his neck, threatening to cut it when he touched her shoulder “Neil you know better than to sneak up on Me.” she mumbled going back to facing away from him, checking the weapons.

“Hey.” He wrapped his arms around her waist bringing her back to his chest. His chin on her shoulder. She closed her eyes, stopping whatever she was doing, enjoying the way their bodies were flushed together. “I’m okay.” He whispered in her ears, sending shocks all over her body, she was glad she was still in her full handed gear, he didn’t have to see the Goosebumps that decorated her skin.

“I was so scared Ni.” she spoke in the same tone, resulting him to tighten his hold on her.

“I know.” he kissed her temple “but hey,” one of his hands left her body and into his pocket to pull out a talisman, hanging on a single red thread. “Lucky charm, you told me I’ll be safe as long as I have this on me when you gave this to me didn’t you?” she simply nodded taking a deep breath.

“I’m sorry.” she sighed out, feeling bad for being mad at him.

“This is our job (Y/N), you can’t save everyone.” he stated calmly. That was enough for her mind to enter a spiral of ‘what ifs’ again. Neil noticed and immediately turning her around, the grip still on her waist moving to hold her face in his hands. “(Y/N)…hey…we’re okay.” he started only to be cut off her by her.

“Neil, I can’t lose you.” She shook her head with glassy eyes. “I can’t…you’re all I have.” she threw herself on him, he was quick to hold her against him.

“You won’t lose me (Y/N).” he promised. “besides, if anything were to happen to you, I’d go out of my mind love.” he remembered the times she went on missions without him, he would stay back in the office scared out of his mind, wondering what would he do if she never came back. As their ranks increased the dangers increased. She pulled back when she felt a drop of tear in her shoulder.

She took his face in her hands, wiping the tears which decorated the curves of his cheek. “We’re okay Neil.” she repeated his words, he nodded firmly making her smile. “Lucky charm.” she showed the said lucky charm in her hands making him roll his eyes.

“How many times do I have to tell you not to pick my pockets?” he playfully glared while taking back the talisman.

They never realized how close they were until now. (Y/N) looked up at him only to see his eyes fixed on her lips, she took a sharp intake of breath, letting out an airy whisper of his name to which he gave a soft smile, while his eyes asked the question which she was too eager to answer.

And she did. She pressed her lips to his, smiles breaking out on their faces, the two genuinely could not believe they were doing this. Finally. He was the first to pull back breathing heavily, closing their eyes and foreheads touching, they started laughing in disbelief.

“God I wanted to do that for so long.” he panted with a huge beaming smiles, her face mirroring his, nodding in agreement.

“I love you Neil.” the soft tone of her voice made Neil close his eyes as though it was one of the most beautiful song of the universe.

“I love you (Y/N).” he let out another breathy laugh, connecting their lips again in pure bliss.

“I thought you said they were best friends?” the protagonist asked Ives, watching Neil kiss (Y/N). Ives stood there with a proud smile and a relived thought saying ‘finally, that took way too long’

“Yes I did” he laughed walking away.

Goodbye - Neil {TENET}

Pairing: Neil x Reader

Words: 1.5k+

Type: Angst

Summary: Y/N decides to leave after Neil comes back injured from a mission.

Warnings: Mentions of blood and death.

You walk back in the room and stare at Neil’s asleep state. He looks peaceful, just like any other night.

It doesn’t even look like he took two bullets onto his abdomen and isn’t laying in a hospital bed.

He had just come back from surgery a few hours ago, and he should be waking up soon, or at least that’s what the doctors said.

Your chest aches at the sight of all the cables connected to his body and the large bruise on his jaw. You had seen the large bandage that covered his torso when a nurse came to check his stitching, and you just can’t take your mind off of it.

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imagine neil recruiting you or saving you during a mission 👀

Right! I feel like if he would recruit you he’d have it stuck in his head that he’s responsible for you now since he was the one who pulled you into this whole thing.

That gave me a little idea so, i wrote it (and i made myself sad :( )

I’ll be alright

Neil x Reader

“(y/n)? hey! look at me”

You could hear Neil’s voice echoing in your head. The sharp pain above your stomach made it impossible to answer, you tilted your head to look at the figure kneeling next to you. Your breath became faster and more shallow, you open your mouth to speak.

“no, no don’t” Neil shook his head as he lifted your shirt to examine the gun wound.

“I’ll fix it, you just...i need you to stay calm okay?” The pain was growing stronger, you reached to grab his hand and squeezed it tightly.

“Neil...” you started

“no, no, no don’t talk, please. I’ll get you help, I can fix this. hey, you hear me?”

You looked up at his face and nodded quickly.

“you’ll be fine, you’ll be fine i promise” Your body shivered, was it from the pain, cold, or were you just scared?

Laying on the ground you could see the blood covering Neil’s hands as he applied the bandages over your wound.

“is it all mine?” you thought and instantly felt dizzy. You knew he’d help, you knew you were in safe hands, you trusted him...but your eyelids felt heavy. You knew you couldn’t close your eyes, you’ve helped him save people before, you knew letting them drift away was dangerous.

“... I’m scared” you said quietly “Neil... I’m sorry, I’m scared.”

“No, no don’t be sorry” he started, trying to calm you down “I know what I’m doing you’ll be alright I promise”. You shivered again and he pulled you up so you could rest your head on his chest.

“Just don’t close your eyes love, okay?” He held you tightly in his arms as he placed a kiss on your forehead. “You can’t close your eyes, you can’t. Do you understand?” He stroked your hair gently and you could swear you head pain in his voice. “

I’ll be alright” you whispered as you tried to keep your own body from shutting down “i promise”