Well, Back Home After Another Visit To The Emergency Room. As Expected, The Bloodwork Came Back Saying

Well, back home after another visit to the Emergency Room. As expected, the bloodwork came back saying that I’m actually perfectly fine. After sitting around for like three hours and occasionally being told to “calm down” and “try to stay positive” by a nurse, I’m still in just as much pain. The only thing that’s changed is that I’m also pissed off, which is why I’m not screaming and crying anymore.

I’m beginning to wonder why I even waste my time talking to doctors when they all seem to have the same capacity for rational thought, listening skills, and common sense as a carrot.

Actually, I take that back. That was a mean and unnecessary thing to say. Carrots are at least useful and have never gone out of their way to make me miserable or invalidated. Carrots are wonderful, actually. Probably smarter than most, if not all of the doctors I’ve met, not to mention better for my health.

Me and who?

psa for cane, crutch, and wheelchair users getting top surgery:

you will not be able to exert much effort with your arms. self supporting with a cane or crutch or self propelling in your wheelchair is inadvisable.

make sure you have a support person to help you, or be prepared to be using your legs more if you are able.

cool ship concept for arospec/aroacespec characters: don't

Laying in a hospital bed right now because I tried to prove something to my mom (and myself. Mostly myself). Really needed this

It’s getting bad again. The pain is always worse at night, when I don’t have as many things to distract myself with. I think I pulled every muscle in both legs. Hurt my knees and ankles, too. Of course. Just my luck that my joints are more flexible than they should be and that I was born with low muscle tone. And sensory issues, which essentially force my brain to focus on the fact that I’m in pain, making little to no room for thinking clearly.

All this because I tried to get some exercise. More than 24 hours ago.

I fucking hate everything right now