I Dont Know Whats Wrong With Me - Tumblr Posts
My deputy headteacher at my school was having a go at us at the start of our assembly because our year is horrific and we get into so many fights it's unnatural. Anyway, he was like "I don't mean to be a Killjoy or anything" and I was thinking "why don't you want to be a Killjoy? I'm disappointed in you, sir."
It’s getting bad again. The pain is always worse at night, when I don’t have as many things to distract myself with. I think I pulled every muscle in both legs. Hurt my knees and ankles, too. Of course. Just my luck that my joints are more flexible than they should be and that I was born with low muscle tone. And sensory issues, which essentially force my brain to focus on the fact that I’m in pain, making little to no room for thinking clearly.
All this because I tried to get some exercise. More than 24 hours ago.
I fucking hate everything right now
On Problem Solving
problem: lit teacher demands five-part poems
solution: sherlock haiku
In Other News
my mother has asked me twice recently now if i'm depressed
i'm not. and i'm pretty sure it's just general unhappiness and sickness and being angry because colleges are awful, but i still don't understand why i feel weird and not cheerful for no reason more frequently than normal lately
it also makes me significantly less pleasant to be around and then i feel bad and don't know what to do about it because i love my friends and suck at feelings
i'll stop whining now hum de dum
i have now officially soft reset over a shiny poipole 3 times.
i feel like they are mocking me. arceus help me.
I saw this tiktok and I said "I'm in this post and I don't like it" and I laughed but then I started crying and now I can't stop. Wtf is going on.