Can Someone Just Tell Me Who I Am? Because I Dont Know Anymore. That Fact In The Mirror, It Isnt Me.

Can someone just tell me who I am? Because I don’t know anymore. That fact in the mirror, it isn’t me. The voice I hear when this mouth moves isn’t mine. The hands I’m using to type these words feel wrong. Who am I? Where am I? What am I?

The realization that my mom still sees me as a child is kind of painful, to be honest. I’m going to be 20 in ten days. I’ve been an adult for two years. I had to grow up way too fast.

But I can’t get a tattoo because she isn’t ready to let me. I’m a grown ass man. An adult. The only reason I can’t just go out and get one anyway is because she has control over my money, which I work for, by the way.

I can’t think of any other explanation for her reasoning. She gets defensive every time I try to have a conversation about how she treats me like a child. Yeah, I’ll admit, my social skills suck. I’m terrible at talking to people. Mainly because I don’t tolerate being treated like shit, and most people I meet treat me like shit.

Not my fault she never modeled proper communication skills when I was a kid. Not my fault I spent my childhood trying to hide from the abuse and neglect. Not my fault I spent my adolescence in a fucking psych ward.

Just because she spent 25 years with someone who treated her like an object doesn’t mean she gets to call me immature for standing up for myself.

Gonna bring this up with my therapist today. And have my mom come into the session. Maybe hearing it from a professional will make her realize that she’s the immature one here.

Just got an add for bird treats. Joke’s on you, advertisement company, my bird has more treats than she’ll ever need! She’s a spoiled little creature and she knows it

I am perfectly normal about cheese. I did not eat half of the cheese my mom and I purchased on the way home from the grocery store.

Everyone repeat after me

STOP USING THE TERM NARCISSITIC AS A WAY TO INSULT SOMEONE

NARCISSISTIC PEOPLE HAVE FEELINGS TOO

WE DONT LIKE IT WHEN YOU TAKE OUR DISORDER AND USE IT TO DESCRIBE A SHITTY PERSON

USE EGOTISTIC OR A WORD THAT ISNT DEMONIZING A DISORDER

“All I’m saying is that if everyone wore fursuits, Covid would’ve never happened.”

- Corpse Husband