Can You Believe Philza Went Through Nearly All Of Purgatory Without His Emotional Support Bald Man?

Can you believe Philza went through nearly all of Purgatory without his emotional support bald man?

I was too tired to stay on Philza's stream... But I am winning, ok?

Fitza staying as strong as ever.

I'll talk a bit about purgatory, since I didn't have time while it was happening.

During the purgatory, we all were thinking that Wallflower duo was dying, cuz they both hunt each other down, but in reality they only got stronger! They are one of the few duos who could kill each other and still stay besties for life. Closer to the end of the Purgatory, they met up and threw a dice together, laughing and joking. Even hugging!! They were in different teams, yet they still hugged and respected each other so much. The Eye B_tch tried to break Fitza up, but their not so platonic duo was stronger than that.

I think it's a stretch, but I felt very warm, when Phil woke up and called for Fit first. I dunno why, but they are very dear to me. Fit is Phil's closest friend and vice versa. So Phil waking up and seeking Fit is so sweet.

And now to yesterday's stream. I didn't watched it all, but I've had enough moments to speak of. Firstly, Fit greeting Philza right when the latter logged in, as they did wayy back, in the first few months of qsmp. Then Phil shows his crows his wings for the first time, which was already huge af. But then he trusted Fit enough to show them to him. And in reality, Phil just showed his greatest vulnerability and insecurity to this specific person, and if it's not the biggest gesture of trust I don't know what is. After Purgatory, they both were supposed to be colder to and be wary of each other, but no. They still confide in each other, being the most honest they can. Fit even apologized. And when Dadza called himself a dumbass, Fit quickly said he isn't one. I love them.

And then Phil and Fit spent a lot of time together, as they did before. Walking, talking, cleaning the server for their kids, joking about each other's d_c-. They're calm around each other, cuz they've known each other for years. I think it's a stretch once again, but I feel that Phil would show his wings to Fit first even if he had a choice.

And again, if we're going back more, when Phil saw the picture of the skull and called for Fit, the latter came almost immediately. After Crow started saying "stupid... Stupid bird brain" 2b2t veteran informed that he believed in existence of skull picture. War criminal sees that dadza starts to doubt in himself, so he reassures him and lets him join him and Pac in the dungeon. Putting friends before roommates (they are so gay, why is Fit in denial... No matter how jacked he is he can't beat Fitpac allegations).

They rotate in my head every second of the day. Their friendship is stronger than anything. If the world came crushing down, they're gonna be together. If one's in trouble the other is already planning the rescue mission. They know each other for a long time, they know how ruthless they can be, but they aren't afraid. They're here for each other. They put their trust in each other, giving each other access to private chambers (Fit's secret bedroom and kid's basement). They're prepared to break the rules, put oneself on the line for the other's sake. They even share illegal stuff with each other. Fit is bullets for Philza's gun. The best duo ever.

Freeze your brain!

Shatter your skull,

fight pain with more pain!

Forget who you are,

Unburden your load..

Forget, in six weeks you'll be back on the road

When the voice in your head

Says "You're better off dead"

Don't open a vein!!!!

...just freeze your brain...

"Fish inside of birdcage" is so FitMC coded, it's unreal.

Screw this, I'm gonna regret it but here are my thoughts/hcs for my faves at the last day of purgatory. (I'll post Fit's later, I really wanna sleep)

The son of the sky was given his wings back. Well, not quite like that. They were very poorly made prosthetic wings, that connected to wings, allowing crowfather to fly again. The feeling of air touching his feathers, hair, face. The feeling of freedom and completeness overwhelmed Phil, as he touched the sky with his hand.

Too bad the wings were of no use right now, as he stared at his children, behind what seemed to be a bullet proof glass. They were all dirty, with cracks, and their eyes were filled with fear. Chayenne tried to hide his emotions, allowing only the relief show on his little face. Tallulah didn't try to repress anything. The pain and disappointed were the only things Phil could see, before she layed her eyes on him. Crowfather's ears were half deaf for this Eye, because it didn't matter anymore. The safety of the kids mattered much more, than whatever the heck it d_ck head had to say. But one sentence finally caught winged man's attention. "You have five minutes to get to the ship". Philza's heart sank. There is no way he'll leave his kids behind. The ground started shaking, as ceiling fell, yet plenty of people stayed behind, not knowing what to do. The stone dust blurred Phil's vision, but the moment he got it back kids were no more. Crow knew what to do, but knowledge didn't make this heartbreak any less painful. He fled through the water failing from the ceiling, and met Tubbo.

The boy suggested the most outrageous, yet the only options they have left: Philza has to lasso him and use his "new" Wings to get to the coordinates of the ship. And Phil does it putting the rope around Toby's waist and spread his wings. The child of the sky returned to this endless blue expanse. He flew as fast as he could. This sh_tty prosthetic made themselves known. The further they flew, the more broken this prosthetic became. The bolts loosened up and soon enough only Phil's wings carried them away from the hell it was. The pain, not only emotional, but also physical struck as feathers ripped away from the wings. His pride and joy were once again ripped away from him. His kids were gone, and so we're his wings. At the end the pair basically fell in the water as avian's back was bleeding. They made it to the ship, once again destroying any chances of freedom for the child of the skies.