Thank You So Much, It Was Beautifuly Sad

Thank you so much, it was beautifuly sad😍😭

Hi! Could I please ask for ikevamp suitors (am not sure how many I can request for, so just choose some if you don't write or don't feel like writing) if MC got hanahaki disease? It's entirely up to you how you finish it, I'm reaaaaally in the mood for some good angst XD Thank you!

Oooh this is an interesting ask~ how did you know I liked hanahaki fndjja lol

I won't do all of them since I'm still getting back into the game, but I can do a couple! I know some better than others because I yearn, and my friends yearn...

For mc, I'll be using gender neutral pronouns. Just for easier self insert purposes. Enjoy 🥀

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Arthur

Well, he didn't expect this from them in the slightest. Sure, he had heard if mentioned by Dazai once or twice in off hand conversations about Japanese curses and lore, but Arthur didn't think it would be real. Especially when he saw them choke on delphinium blue petals. They didn't think he saw them as they quickly crushed them in their hand, hiding evidence. But he did. Arthur had to pretend there wasn't blood at corner of their mouth as they wiped it away, because if they weren't going to address it, and pretend they were fine, how would he? What if it wasn't about him? What if it was arrogance? After everything that happened — how could he assume such a thing. Perhaps they should both get their feelings in order before its too late.

Isaac

Oh he's so worried... He's insist they see a doctor over these terrible coughing fits they have. What if its bad? But what he finds is far stranger than what he could have ever imagined. Apple blossoms. It couldn't be a crueler joke. Isaac perhaps also heard Dazai mention it but he wasn't really paying attention, truth be told. He finds they have it after he's told what happened after they went to the doctor, and they have to come clean. To be the cause of such pain... He can't imagine how hard it must have been to smile through the agony... If only he said something sooner.

Vincent

He knows pain and rejection well. Living such a way as a man taught him the bitter loneliness of despair. However, he would not take if well if he found out that the sunflowers he adores so dearly are the same ones that are killing them. Seeds and petals. Vincent I don't believe is someone who thinks love should hurt so much... Its not fair. Its a bit difficult how things proceed, because if he's the cause of it... I really don't think he would forgive himself — even if if truly wasn't his fault to begin with.

Theo

Oh boy. If anyone is upset about it, its Theo. How could they hide this from him? And for so long too! It tears him up inside to know that their love is quite literally killing them — for what? It makes him so upset that it hurts. The lobelia petals were proof enough that whoever caused this would pay for it in tenfold. But he better be careful. We know he likes to pretend he's a cold person, but he cares so much more than he gives himself credit for, and who knows, he might find himself coughing up the same kind of flower as them.

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Hi! :) I would like a diabolik lovers matchup. Would it be okay to get a matchup for both the Sakamakis and Mukamis if that's fine? If not, either is good.

I'm a 16 year old baby bat goth (not quite goth yet) genderfluid (fem most of the time) and I use any pronouns. I'm pansexual but I lean more towards guys. I'm quite small, around 159 cm with a hourglass figure. I'm not skinny but neither chubby? I have dark brown hair that is bra strap length and eyes. My hair is very layered and most of the time fluffy because of the layers. I also have bangs and longer side bangs. Most of the time I have make up on, eyeliner being a favorite of mine. I am a fan of piercings and I have quite a few. I have a smiley piercing, a nostril one, a septum, a belly button one and a fair number of ear piercings.

As for my personality, I am an ENTP/ENFP 8w6 ambivert. My Harry Potter house is Slytherin. My big three are Capricorn Sun, Libra Moon and Gemini Rising. People describe me as flirty, witty and philosophical. I really enjoy deep conversations and analyzing different topics. I'm also a good debater. Overall, how I act on a typical day depends on my mood. Due to adhd, sometimes I can be very hyper, a bit too talkative or anxious though but people don't seem to mind?? To me it seems like people really enjoy opening up to me even if they don't know me that well. I tend to make others feel understood and safe with me. I definitely take pride in this! It simply makes me happy. I'm very conscious of my every move in my daily life but people can't seem to tell since I tend to hide my awkward-ness very well. Half of the time, I don't even know what I'm doing, haha. I get jealous easily but I tend to hide that as well. I can be possessive but very lowkey since I prefer and LOVE being fair to my s/o.

I really enjoy gothic themes so that explains why my favorite director is Tim Burton and my favorite manga is Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler. I aspire to be an actor when I grow up and I really enjoy playing music, learning new languages, travelling and long discussions. Sorry if this all was too long!! Ty:) p.s. I really enjoy your writing!

I'm so glad you enjoy my writing! I also looooove Tim Burton and Black butler! My favourite piece from T. Burton is definitely Vincent, even though it's short XD That said, I match you with:

Ayato Sakamaki

Okay, I did this before, I stand by it now. ENTP goes really well with Ayato, because he is attracted to your confidence.

Oh so you're a good debater? Well, he's definitely gonna put that to the test. Ayato needs to be the best in everything so he will try to start up an argument with you on anything, until he beats you. And then he will continue just to rub it in your face that he won one argument.

He doesn't strike me as very philosophical, but I feel like he's a philosophical kind of drunk, so try that. Also if you start a deep conversation when he's half asleep, really on the brink of consciousness, then he'll happily murmur about the intricacies of life, but it won't make much sense.

I feel like no matter what mood you are in, Ayato can really vibe with it. You feel so energetic that your whole being feels like it's buzzing with electricity? You bet that he's on the same level, even hyping you both up.

It's also great that it's easy for people to take refuge in you, because no matter how cocky and confident Ayato may seem, he's very insecure and his need to be the best is borderline obsessive.

That's why he is kinda glad for your anxiety, as bad as that sounds, because that is a thing that slows you down sometimes. It doesn't really show and it's definitely not like he'd go out of his way to make your anxiety worse, it's more of a subconscious relief for him, because you can't be #1

He's so relieved when he sees that you care about him, just him, no need for great accomplishements or anything, you're there because you genuinely like him for who he is and that makes him feel very soft and warm, but he'd die before he'd admit that.

Since you make him feel these strange emotions that he never knew he desired his whole life, he becomes protective of you. He can't risk anyone taking you away from him when he finally found someone who was really interested in him.

Definitly wouldn't mind you being protective/a bit posessive over him as well, if anything, it would spur him on.

In conclusion: Ayato would be a protective, but loving partner once you get through to him (but that can be said literally about any of the Sakamakis)

Yuma Mukami

Again yet another one who would love your confidence!

Yuma, much like Ayato, would love to debate with you, but not as frequently and seriously as Ayato. Yuma sees it only as fun after all.

He would definitely tease you to try and get a reaction out of you, because he loves your witty responses or even flirtatious comebacks.

He would have no problem getting philosophical with you as well, you could be spending time in his garden, just looking at the clouds when he'd bring up some topic that you'd then spend at least an hour talking about. But it's only during quiet and comfy moments like these.

Yuma, along with Ruki, are the ones taking care of the Mukami houshold and its residents. He is kind of like the mom friend (though not as much as Ruki), so he doesn't mind your very energetic days. He may not get on your level like Ayato can, but you definitely don't have to worry about overwhelming him.

He is perfect for when you feel anxious. If you tell him what he can do to help you, he's gonna follow it to a T and do an amazing job in helping you calm down/relax.

His first instinct may or may not be to put a sugar cube in your mouth-

Just because he is so responsible and always handles everything with ease doesn't mean that he doesn't like to get spoiled by you or doesn't need to vent sometimes. If you can be there for him in these times, he'd be eternally grateful.

I think all of the vamp boys are pretty jealous, some more than the others, it's just something that comes with being a vampire. It's a animalistic instinct hidden deep inside of them, so Yuma woul be protective of you, but not like Ayato.

Whereas Ayato would try to scare anyone away, Yuma let's you be most of the time, he just keeps an eye on the person you're talking to. Just to make sure they're not sketchy.

Again, because it's in their nature to be at least a bit posessive, he wouldn't mind if you were posessive of him. If it's in a healthy amount of course. But that's totally up to you!

Amazing, I loved it! (and may or may not painted my nails while reading)

hello. it is i. so! i was wondering if you could do a little ditty abt nail polish with the company and/or the fellowship? basically like modern girl in middle earth type stuff, and she realizes that she has nail polish on her which is something they totally don't have in middle earth. basically headcanons abt like how they would react to painted nails and which one of these mfs would let me paint their nails. cuz like - they dont know its just a "fem" thing here so no toxic masculinity. ty <3

OMFG I'M SO HYPED FOR THIS! I just picked a few random Tolkien characters that seem to have a lot of attention, so I hope you like this!!

Nail Polish (LOTR/THE HOBBIT X READER)

Frodo~

I feel like Frodo would be very skeptical at first

Because, come on, a girl falling into Middle Earth out of nowhere??

However, his interest is certainly peaked, seeing you twist the brush away from it's blue colored bottle as you smile down at it

"What's that, you've got there?"

"Oh, just some nail polish!"

He watches with curiosity as you perfectly decorate your nails with the periwinkle color

"How interesting..."

He may not want to have his nails painted at first, but has this deep fascination with how perfectly you can paint them without screwing up

Soon, he forgets all about the ring as you paint your nails, sitting cross-legged and starting with those huge blue eyes with interest

If he allows you to paint his nails, he would smile the whole time

I mean HIS TINY HANDS?!?!

What a bean 🥺

Tries his best not to chip the color when he leaves for Mordor with Sam

Gollum is actually really interested with his nails

"whAT IS IT prECI0us?!?1!1?"

But Frodo will swat his hands away, because "it's a gift from someone important."

The one thing that keeps him smiling along the way 😊

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Legolas

Elf prince is so interested!!

He thinks the spring green color looks so pretty in the bottle

He's obviously not used to most thing from your world

Asks politely;

"How do you use this?"

"...can I show you?"

So whenever the Fellowship stops for the night, he watches with amusement as your brows furrow and you stick your tongue out in concentration

Legolas sits very still, so it's easy for you to paint his nails

How does he keep them so clean?!

He's low-key obsessed with how satisfying it is...

wAIT...

Now HE wants to paint YOUR nails?

THE PRECISION...

He's so good at it!

Legolas is so patient and calm

He says it reminded him of making flower crowns I guess?

And he doesn't even mess up once 😳

THE MASTER NEEDS TEACHING, DAYUM-

He gets so happy with how the color matches him!

Forgets that you have to let it dry at first, so it gets a bit smudged when he draws his bow

Upset Legolas :(

But you fix it for him, and he's happy again!

CAN

NOT

STOP

LOOKING

He's amazed!!

And so proud!

Pretty Elf 🥰✨

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Pippin

Pippin is very confused, to say the least

He though it would be something relatively close to a nail filer

But once he sees the pastel yellow color, on your own fingers, he has to have some!!

WILL

NOT

SIT

STILL

While you're trying to paint his hands and feet (by request), he's telling you great tales of the shire, a throwing his limbs around to exaggerate his story

You've to clonked him on the head and scolded him quite a few times

For some reason, he's saying it tickles??

"It does! The brush is like feather!"

Painting his toes it a lot easier, seeing he can't really feel much on his feet

The color goes perfect with his green eyes 🥴

Also, let's not forget that Pip is the definition of "disaster-on-legs"

After the polish dries, it immediately chips, since he's busy causing trouble with merry or practicing his hand with Boromir

He really wants to paint your nails, and you let him do so...

Poor hobbit has zero clue with how this shit works 🤦‍♀️

He feels so bad about getting it all over your fingers, but you assure him it'll be fine and that it will eventually wash off in a few days

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Boromir

HE WANTS TO USE IT RIGHT AWAY-

Pink, as cliche as it sounds, suits him so well

He's just amazed!

Also, really likes the smell 🤔🤔

Is grinning like an idiot while you're painting his nails

"Such talent and patience you have!"

"Pfft, it's really nothing. Takes a bit of practice is all."

Afterward, is flashing his bright pink nails at everyone

"Look at Y/N's spectacular skill of hand!"

I think Boromir would have a habit of picking at the polish after it dries

But that's okay, he doesn't mind too much

It gives him more time to spend with you while you repaint them!!

He's afraid he'll screw up your nails if he tries to paint them, so he never offers

That's alright though, since you know he only means well 😊

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Thorin

Oh he's so regal

You were in Rivendell, digging through your purse, and suddenly

Tada!!

A deep navy blue bottle, probably about half empty was revealed

He was curious, but tried not to let it show, since that would damage his royal ego 🙄

"What is that?"

"Oh, just some nail polish. Wanna try some?"

Thorin would insist that you show him how it works first

And so, you did

He definitely admires the color

But defied any suggestion of you painting his own nails

That would be "un-kingly" 😤

Okay so maybe he lets you paint his pinky finger when nobody is around

But he smiles (a rare sight) while watching you paint your nails

And does give a somewhat compliment at your articulate handwork

"It looks exceptional as artwork."

"Erm... Thanks?"

He definitely thinks the color matches you beautiful skin tone 😌

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Kili ~

Prince Dumbass LOVES red

It reminds him of Tauriel 🥰

One night, you left your bag opened on the ground as you went off to get some food from Bombur, and Kili couldn't help but notice the glittering ruby bottle inside

He grabbed it, being the nosy prince he was, and examined its glow in the firelight

"What kind of jewel is this?"

"Oh hey, my nail polish!!"

Very confused

"Why does it smell so strange?"

Thankfully, being a dwarf, his fingernails are a bit bigger, so there's more room and it's easier to paint

He, like Pippin, has issues with sitting still and gets you really annoyed

"I swear to all things fluffy, if you don't sit still I will cut off all of that hair in your sleep-"

"😳"

He immediately smudges them, and then you have to paint them AGAIN

Once they FINALLY dry, he won't let anyone touch them

"Stop it, Fili! You'll damage them!"

He can't stop touching them, since it's so smooth!

The others tease him, but he doesn't mind, as long as they stay nice and clean

Turns into a whiny toddler the MINUTE they chip

"Y/nnn! I need you to repaint them!"

"I just painted them yESTERDAY-"

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Fili

A mix of Thorin and Kili when it comes down to it

Definitely prefers gold 😌✨

Sees you painting your nails one night in the library in Erebor

"What have you got there sagh (friend)?"

"Just some nail polish. Wanna try some?"

Once again, he wants to see what it does like Thorin

And you of course happily oblige

Admires the color greatly

He says it reminds him of the gold floors in his kingdom, and it makes you chuckle

Fili loves to have his nails painted, and especially with such a regal hue 💅😌

DAMN does it bring out those baby blues 🥴

After that, you stare at his hands a lot, proceeded by his flirtatious teasing

Shows up Kili's sparkly red polish with his "more extravagant" color

He is also very protective of his nails and tries his very best to keep them from chipping

You love watching him hold his weapons and spar with his pretty nails 😳

Even with his larger hands, made for forging and wielding huge swords and axes and smelting, he had an incredibly steady and gentle hand when it comes to this subject, so he's AMAZING at painting his and your nails

Fili insists that you have matching nails all the time, and it's a regular thing for you to hang out and talk about your day while you paint each others nails 🥺

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Thranduil

Have you MET this man?!

KING OF DIVAS 💅💅

At first, he's very weirded out

"What do you have in your hand, mellon (friend)?"

"Oh, just some nail polish."

"Interesting..."

Thranduil watches intently over your shoulder as you carefully decorate your nails with a glossy black polish, sitting directly next to his throne

"Do you want me to paint your nails?"

"Hm?"

He reluctantly agrees, placing his BEAUTIFUL hand in yours and stares down at your gentle talented work

He loves the color more than he cares to admit, and much like his son sits very still as you lead the brush over his clean nails

The elf king loves seeing your tongue stick out in concentration

You remind him that it'll need time to dry out

And as he says in his notoriously sassy voice;

"I thousand years is a mere blink in the life of an elf... I'm patient... I can wait."

Ofc, you just scoff at this and tell him it'll only take about five to ten minutes

He just nods and stares back down at them with admiration

Thranduil doesn't do much around his kingdom, except maybe get a bit drunk and direct orders to his guards, so it's no worry about him chipping or ruining his nails

I hope you liked this, just as much as I enjoyed writing it!! Have a lovely day, and don't forget that requests are open as always!! ❤❤😊

Hey, could I ask for a Black Butler Mashup?

My pronouns are She/Her and I am romantically attracted to men. I am a gemini and a Slytherin INTP. My favourite aesthetic to look at is like early 2000s y2k pastel pink (pink is my favourite colour!), but the truth is I usually dress either pretty simple (Black T-shirt and some jeans/shorts) or pretty goth. I have natural curly dark hair that I cut myself (it’s up to my shoulders) and usually have in a ponytail.

I am smart when it comes to academics ( Literature class is my faveourite! I love discussing what the author could have meant!) and i am fluent in 4 languages but I will 100% get lost or be late if you ask me to meet you anywhere. When it comes to socialising with my friends I am always super loud and bouncy and talky and excited that they are there!

I am the mom friend that needs a mom friend lol, because I always want to bake for my friends when they come over and give advice a lot, but when it comes to myself it’s hard to follow that advice. My hobbies are reading and swimming (I grew up with the ocean nearby so I absolutely adore it. Hopefully this summer I can start surfing lessons!). My music taste, like my personality, is all over the place. I love mindless self indulgence, Kesha, AJR, Musicals and everything in between.

TLDR: Most of the times I have the same energy as a very exited Labrador, that is also very stupid, but means well.

Omg, i love literature as well! Mom friends are extremely underrated and no, I don't take constructive criticism. I love water as well, but at the same time I'm terrified of it, especially the ocean XD That said, I match you with:

William T. Spears

Making friends with Will would be hard for any other person, since he's a workaholic.

But he seemed to naturally gravitate towards you, seeing as you seemed to be the only one he knew that he could have a serious conversation with.

He really doesn't care what you dress like, no matter how extravagant you decide to dress any day, truth is, he's probably seen worse (ehmehmGrellehmehm). However, he does think your style suits you and that you look pretty ;)

Will would seem like he's annoyed by your attitude whenever you two hang out. He says stuff like "You shouldn't be so loud, it makes you look stupid. You're surely better than that."

Don't pay any mind to these comments, he just feels like he needs to keep some sort of appearance, with his high position among the shinigami. You can bet your ass that when you become quiet, he's gonna ask if there's anything wrong, with a small amount of concern slipping past his cold mask.

Please get him out of the office, he needs it. That's another thing you two have in common, being the mom friend, because Will definitely is a mom friend, just with a twist. Imagine a mom friend, but tsundere.

Since he's a workaholic and more often than not gets immersed in his work, he forgets to take care of himself. However, if you manage to get him out, and trust me, for you he will find the time, his mind starts to actually register the state his coworkers/friends are in. And that's when he starts fussing over you, discreetly of course.

Would love to have reading dates with you. It takes his mind off of things and believe it or not, but also having deep conversartions about the meaning of the works you chose is his favourite way of relaxing. His favourite genre to muse about is poetry, just saying...

Will probably isn't into any type of loud music, he only listens to it as background noise for when he works, so definitely enjoys classical and also lofi beats, but he has them playing on the lowest volume.

He would love to dance with you though, but don't expect anything less than waltz. If you don't know how to waltz, don't worry, he's gonna teach you. And since your his favourite, he may even go easy on you ;)

You're basically the only one who ever gets him to relax and he wants to pay you in return by taking care of you and making sure you're alright <3

Hii congratulations for your 400 followers!! Could I please get a ship with a male Marvel character?🥺 I’m Italian (sorry for my english btw) my pronouns are she/her and I’m bisexual. I’m an ESFJ and a Gemini. I have green eyes and dyed cherry red hair. I dress with black clothes and I wear black eyeshadow or eyeliner. I’m the sweet mom friend of the group, always there for everyone and my friends say that I’m really good at comforting people. I’m very optimistic, I always try to see the good in everything and I often put other’s needs before my own, I would do everything for the people I care about and sometimes I’ve been told that I’m too kind for my own good. I have a sarcastic humor and I love making others laugh, people say that I should be more serious and that I shouldn’t joke around so much. I don’t like when people tell me what to do and I’m not afraid to stand up for myself or for someone else. I absolutely love listening to music ( Mother Mother are my favs!), it helps me relax, after a bad day when I get home I put on music and dance. I also love watching horror movies even though it’s impossible to scare me. I really hope I did this right, have a great day :)

I'm kind of worried that you meant to send this to another person, because I'm nowhere near 400 followers, but thank you still <3 I am excited for this one, because it's the first thing I'm writing for Marvel! Also, your English is just fine ;) That said, I match you with:

Tony Stark

You two would be the sweetest couple, istg

We all know that Tony, despite the playboy front he hides behind, feels and cares deeply.

Emotions can be hard to handle, so he would appreciate you being there for him so much, you have no idea.

He's not used to having someone be there for him, making sure he's alright and taken care of, so he's very grateful for everything you do for him.

He's a realist, but he'd find your optimism (in good measure) endearing, with the right encouragements and assuring words, you manage to lift up his spirits when he's feeling blue.

He would look after you as much as you look after him. You make sure he's alright, physically and mentally and he makes sure nobody is taking advantage of your kind and giving nature.

You both share sarcastic humor and so playful banter is something that can be frequently heard in your home.

But if you join forces...Gods have mercy on anyone who decides to cross your path with ill intentions. You two are capable to shred that person to bits, with style nontheless!

You can joke around him as much as you want, Tony is definitely the type of person that is frequently told that he should be more serious.

Tony would absolutely love your independence and would support you whenever you'd stand up for someone or yourself.

Your love for music is also something you two share. Your music taste might not be the same, but Tony would love to take you on a concert of your favourite band, either for your birthday, anniversary or just for a date, because he's extra like that.

If he ever caught you dancing, he would just watch with an amused smile, before complimenting your moves and continuing on his merry way.

He himself is not too into dancing, not that he can't, he just nods his head to the rhythm, mouthing the lyrics. If you're really sneaky, you could catch him playing an air guitar/air drums. Tony probably will not even get embarassed, just winks at you and continues his bass solo XD

I can also see you with: Basically anyone - I had a hard time choosing tbh, because your caring personality would go well with anyone (that's, like, the whole deal with ESFJs, isn't it XD). Steve is the mom friend, but also need someone to remind him to take it easy, because he goes hard on himself, he would love to dance with you, your indpendence and the way you want everyone to be ok. Bucky is also a lot like Steve, he was actually the one I thought about putting as a main, but Tony won. I think I don't have to tell you about how that man would appreciate someone to be there for him, he'd love your sass and, like Steve, would love to dance with you and watch you stand up for what you think is right. There are many others, Bruce, Thor, Loki, T'challa, everyone would appreciate you for being there for them and if you don't think you could be in a romantic relationship with them, you would still make the greatest friend <3