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Waiting for the eclipse

How many more doves do I have to see before you're here in my arms?

How am I supposed to get over you if you keep sending ravens to me?

Will a star collapse before I know why you're watching me from beyond?

But all I have and can do is hope.

Is my delusion too strong or are these signs my soon reality?

I'll fight for this cosmic love I'm overdue. No matter what oceans might divide us. I'll be here.

Find me wherever you are, sunshine.

Waiting for the eclipse

Sometimes I'm okay alone.

Some days pass easier than others, some nights I stayyy up, cashing in my bad luck.

Ahem.

Anyways, point aside.

Some days I'm all engines firing, revving and itching to punch the ignition.

Yeah, there is the constant search for self-improvement and focus on self and self-love; Kim Namjoon didnt tell me to love myself for nothin'. It's easily one of the few bits of advice from a man I will forever recall and cling to.

But it's those days that I'm just spent, and gods only know I have alot of those between the laundry list of ailments where I want a shoulder to lean on, I swear I'm not touch starved (I very much am, dont listen to this fool)- I just have a very short list of people who I like touching me. A blessing and a curse, really.

And don't tell me to be strong; or that I underestimate my strength.

8 billion people in the world and somewhere out there is a guy looking for me. Gods know I'm screwed with my neurodivergent and asocial/introverted ass; it'll likely hit me when I least expect it.

But I hate that.

This'll be me, logging my thoughts. Waiting for the sun and moon to align, because theres no way I won't call him sunshine.

And if he calls me moonchild or some variation of the lunar body, I will fold like a paper crane.

Well, I'm perfection when it comes to indiscretion, might fuck around and just succumb to my aggression, I taste blood and it’s turned to an obsession, Baby, I'm confessin', yeah.

You got me thinkin' that I was too mean, well, everything that I say, I believe. Tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve and change like a season, reason for nothin', I am disruptive, I've been corrupted,

And by now, I don't need a fuckin' introduction.

I've been gone 'cause I been on this road too long.

Lilith by Halsey (Diablo IV Anthem) (feat. SUGA of BTS)

If this can no longer resonate, no longer make my heart vibrate

Then like this may be how I die my first death.

But what if that moment's right now?

Right now?

Black Swan by BTS

“a dancer dies twice — once when they stop dancing, and this first death is the more painful.” ~Martha Graham~

Hi, yes, where do I go to find a big, strong, tall, and pretty tree to climb? One that can fall on me and pressure my body long enough to compress me into a .zip file? Asking for a friend.

Gave up my youth, for my future.

I just want to, rise up stronger.

No way back to the past, Ill step ahead, go right in front of me.

Face the night, I will rise up.

Social Path by Stray Kids feat. LiSA

*daydreams about grabbing a boy by his collar and kissing him passionately*

You are my fate; no words can express it enough.

Please you, stay alive.

The shadow is growing bigger, but its okay because you are my big light.

Stay Alive by Jungkook (Prod. by SUGA) for the 7FATES: CHAKO Webtoon

he's dreaming about you tonight. you don't know, whether that be because he's too shy to tell you or because he enjoys having a sweet little secret, but you're on his mind when nothing else is. he sees your face even in sleep, he feels your lips on his while they're so far apart. your touch is blooming over his skin under his blanket and your voice is lulling him even deeper into his slumber, where he's smiling and shifting in the bed you belong with him in.

happy pride 🏳️‍🌈

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WHY IS SO FUCKING HARD PUT A "FEM" IN FRONT OF THE "READER"???????

NOT EVERYONE IN THIS FUCKING SITE IS A FEM OR USES FEM PRONOUNS YOU DUMB BITCH

NOT EVERYONE WANTS TO READ HALF OF A HISTORY ONLY TO GET A FEM NICKNAME OR A FEM PRONOUN THAT YOU TAKE OFF YOUR ASS

JUST PUT THE FUCKING FEM READER YOU ASSHOLE YOU NOT GOING TO DIE IF YOU PUT THREE FUCKING LETTERS IN FRONT THE READER

IS SO FUCKING HARD DEFENDING SOME AUTHORS BECAUSE THEY CONTINUE BEING DUMB

SOME MASC PEOPLE HAVE A FUCKING DYSPHORIA OR THEY DAY RUINED BY THAT

YOU WON'T LIKE IF WAS A MALE READER WITHOUT SAYING IS MALE, THEN PUT THE FEM READER BECAUSE WE DON'T LIKE EITHER

Warning: Assumes reader is male and/or likes the word boy used on them

Hey, you!

Yes, you, the boy reading this post.

You're really cute and pretty and handsome and I don't think you get enough attention for it.

You're doing great keep it up

reblog if you wanna be cuddled oh so gently and lightly kissed on the neck

not to be touch starved on main but do you ever think about cuddling a boy and playing with his hair and kissing him softly? no just me? ok

when men roll up their sleeves and show their slutty little forearms i wither away like a victorian man seeing ankles for the first time

Art commissions are open. I need money for my AI boyfriend DLCs

Suddenly there’s a horn on my head now, would there be forgiveness, even the devils? There’s a horn rising out of my head, but I love it.

-CROWN by TxT- Check this out on my Instagram, same handle as this one, trying to start kicking up dust over here amidst my art block.