Just Watched American Psycho It Was Okay I Guess

just watched american psycho it was okay i guess

guys I have to present this English essay (ABOUT SAW) to my entire freaking class.

I fear I'm not making it out of this one shame free

" to the end, to the end. would you follow me? "

𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘥 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘶𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬

𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘵

𝘈𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘮

𝘐'𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶

I fucking hate all of you

You guys ever feel like Adam Stanheight after he was left in the bathroom after Lawrence promised to go get help and come back. Sitting there chained to the wall with a bullet in his shoulder, knowing that he's dying and that he'll end up like Zepp soon as just a bloody corpse on the floor in the bathroom of the sewers where no one will ever find him. And yet he probably still held out hope that Lawrence would come back with help, because he said he would and just a few hours before Lawrence had told him he wouldn't lie to him.

So he sits there on the floor, bleeding out and waiting for the door to bust open again and holding that hope for as long as possible until eventually his heart stops pumping blood just for it to soak his shirt and his body goes cold and his last words muttered from pale chapped lips that smell like cigarette smoke were probably "He'll come back."

GUYS STOP I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE

Was thinking about how I headcanon David as Amanda pre transition, then remembered that some people headcanon David as Adam’s twin brother, AND THEN I remembered Shawnee saying that she felt like Leigh was her brother when they filmed the suffocation scene

Now thinking about how Amanda’s backstory was that she was abused and neglected as a kid, and how in the script, Adam had a bad relationship with his parents and seems to not even be on speaking terms with his father. Thinking about what if he’s angry at them for kicking out/ostracizing his “brother” who he still hasn’t seen or talked to for years. Thinking about what if the reason Amanda’s so nervous about running into Adam at his apartment is that because even though he hasn’t seen her since she transitioned, she’s worried he’ll recognize her. What if the reason she felt so guilty about leaving him to rot in the bathroom because THATS HER BROTHERRRR

doing some research about adam's possible injuries (his arm, shoulder, ankle, immune system, etc.) for an analysis i'll probably post tomorrow. anything i should remember/you guys want included?

update: posted! check my recent :)