Joe Bowler But Make It Everlark

joe bowler but make it everlark

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about to do a big edit of "the forest the fire and the witnesses watching" bc wbk it needs a bit of tlc

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

Finnick doodles this time

do you ever think about peeta, post-war, just walking around his house when he all of a sudden doubles over in debilitating sobs? all because his entire family is gone. just gone. gone and never to return.

THE FOREST, THE FIRE, AND THE WITNESSES WATCHING

prompt: “can you write something about the Victor’s reactions while watching Katniss and Peeta in the 74th Hunger Games? I always imagined Johanna laughing and cheering when Katniss pulled out the berries.”

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The realisation that Rue’s body must still be warm under Katniss’s touch makes Johanna vomit there and then. Except she hasn’t eaten anything sufficient for days so all that comes up is bile as she retches and tears stream down her face.

If Finnick saw her like this, she thinks, he would unplug her television and make her sit outside in the cold. Pull her against him and rub at the gooseflesh on her arms like a brother would his younger sister. He’d ruffle her hair maybe, squeeze her shoulder comfortingly. Tell her that it’s going to be okay.

But Finnick isn’t here. No one is.

And so, without anyone to stop her from doing so, Johanna continues watching the Games.