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this summer i’ll write a little mermaid!odesta AU and then you’ll see… THEN YOU’LL ALL SEE
tw: mention of sexual harassment
yesterday i found out that a person i considered a friend (ill call them J for convenience) told someone on our uni course (ill call them k) about sexual harassment i faced last year.
i didn’t want J to tell anyone, especially not K seen as K and his friendship group were literally there when i got sexually harassed and bystood the whole event.
i keep trying to make sense of it but i cant. i cant rationalise it.
i told J about this confidentially. it told them about something super traumatic that happened in my life and now they’ve taken it and discussed it with someone who they know bystood the entire event and didn’t step in to help me whilst i was being harassed.
it makes me sick. J came up to me and told me yesterday and said “i know it wasn’t my thing to say, hope it’s okay that i did.” and it’s like???? if you knew it wasn’t your thing to say why did you? i made it explicitly clear that i didn’t want to talk to K or his friendship group. i’ve been ignoring them all year for a reason. i can’t look at them without panicking or feeling sick. i associate them with what happened to me, and i truly feel nauseous whenever i think about how none of them stepped in to help me or comfort me afterwards.
it feels like something has been taken from me. a trauma that should have been my own to decide what to do with now belongs to people i never wanted it to. only K knows for now i think, but the rest of his friendship group will soon and then all of them will know and i hate this so much. i feel so sick thinking about it.
i trusted J with something so personal and they used it as gossip fodder to become closer friends with K. i trusted J with an awful event and they fucking told one of the people that i directly associate with it.
it also feels like J never really cared about how deeply i was affected by being harassed. or like, they didn’t attach much weight to it and therefore thought it would be okay to talk about it. i’ve spent months trying to tell myself that what i experienced was serious and i wasn’t overreacting in the aftermath. it’s so devastating to feel like it’s all very trivial and just gossip.
i feel so distraught. i feel like im crazy. i can’t imagine doing the same to someone else. i dont know why J thought it would be okay.
idk if i’m making much sense rn, everything feels like a mess
everyday i see terrible THG takes on twitter on instagram and every day i have to make my sorry way back to tumblr to cleanse my soul
guys i’m turning 20 tomorrow i can’t believe ill never be a teenager again
not to be yearning on main but sometimes i think it would be very lovely to be cuddled and given forehead kisses
guys i was telling my mum id like to get married and she said “you need a boyfriend for that……or a lady friend”
does anyone else’s ao3 look like this on safari and if so how to i change it back to normal 😭😭
hello to all the new people who are here bc my annie victor poster edits is doing the rounds again.
close behind by noah kahan is such an everlark coded song guys im going to cry
every day i wish i could draw because i hear songs and get fanart ideas and then have to sit with the fact that i CANT MAKE IT A REALITY
hello!!! i am currently writing the next part of the ficnick and was wondering if anyone had any annie/odesta centric flashbacks scenes in particular they want to see? if you have any suggestions then let me know! 😽
hello! i really really hate clothes shopping (when i do it in person, i get overwhelmed bc of crowded areas, and not liking how i look in changing rooms. when i do it online it’s the fact that things rarely ever fit and im like an old granny with sending packages back etc). so i was wondering if anyone who likes shopping has any tips on how to not start tweaking the moment im in a clothes store? i’m supposed to be going to a black tie event on the 27th and ive been going to so so many shops and looking online every day for a dress and nothing looks good or right😭 tomorrow im going to go out and try to find a dress again but im just dreading it because its always so hellish
so i was watching enchanted yesterday and i noticed some little details so i thought i'd share because i love this movie a lot
when giselle is looking at the fishtank in roberts workplace, the motif from part of your world plays! specifically the melody of "up where they walk, up where they run, up where they stay all day in the sun". it's such a cute little easter egg, especially when Jodi Benson, the original voice of Ariel, plays the receptionist in the scene!
then this scene. i might be wrong but it feels like a callback to the sound of music? or at least these two shot heavily remind me of each other! it also reminded me a lot of this scene from beauty and the beast!
on the topic of beauty and the beast, paige o'hara (the original voice of belle) also has a cameo!
finally, narissa really reminded me of gothel in terms of character design. i know tangled came way after enchanted, but i wouldn't be surprised if she was a source of inspiration for gothel
okay that's it! feel free to add more if you've spotted any! <3
reading that there’s going to be a new hunger games book vs reading that they’ve already announced the release date of the film too
katniss everdeen and i 🤝 loving the forest
