runawaydr3amerao3 - Agent of Filth and Depravity, Dickvestigator
Agent of Filth and Depravity, Dickvestigator

Dreamer, She/Her, Fic Author, SPN, Bibro AO3: runawaydr3amer Sam/Dean 馃挅 Jared/JensenAnti-Hate: Both boys get love here and so do both actors. Ship and let ship. YKINMKATO.Pro-Cat: I fricken love cats! Frick! 馃悎鈥嶁瑳馃悎

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I Know I'm A Masochist Or Something Because Unrequited Love Is Just Incredibly Delicious To Me. I Babbled

I know i'm a masochist or something because unrequited love is just incredibly delicious to me. I babbled about unrequited samjohn but also unrequited wincest??? It's so peculiar and messy because dean loves sam more than ANYTHING in this world and yet doesn't return sam's love and desires the same way and it tears sam apart. Maybe dean would be even down for fucking him in any way he wants but i think sam wouldn't go through with it. Baby boy will cry and say "not like this" and reject dean after dean fully offers himself to him. It's just. so good. Yearning teen sam literally drives me up the walls man. The way his entire body will be on fire from the intensity of his want and it'll be painful, it'll be a torture. Whether next to dean or not, sam feels like drowing in hellfire but he still wants to be near dean and he wants to run away and he wants to crack dean's ribs open and curl inside and he wants to break dean's jaw and beat him bruised and then leave and leave everything behind.

He'll make a new life at Stanford, he'll have a picture of john & mary on his shelf but no trace of dean. He'll delete dean's number and reject his calls and buries his nose in book until he crumbles. He falls on his knees for older flirty pretty boys with leather jacket and Marlboro on their lips. But one day guilt would be too much and he'd just go for men with no trace of sweetness in them, men who are nothing like dean, and he let them bend him over and use him. And he will finally get a girlfriend and try to turn his mess of a life around. He'll fall in love and he'll have some alien sense of happiness for a while. He'll bury all the past so so deep and he'll be happy that maybe he is finally leaving that scorching incestuous love behind and then one night he wakes up to sound of someone breaking in his apartment

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1 year ago

Excruciating. Detail.

Fanfiction writers only want one* thing and it鈥檚 disgusting

*Comments where you explain in excruciating detail how each line made you feel


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1 year ago

This is the song of my people. *bangs drum*

Yall need to interact with fanfiction author's more.

So. After the ao3 strike.

I was encouraged to write more comments and make my love known to fanfic writers.

I dont really like commenting. Because im a bit shy and soooo lazy.

Now though. I am writing more comments. And dude. This is so heartwarming. Ya'll need to treat writers better. They are doing the lord's work.

Take for an example, couple of days prior, i was searching for something interesting to read, and found an oneshot quite compelling.

I read it. At the end of it, i was blown away by how good it was. It promised me something and it went beyond my expectations. But then i saw a crime, zero fucking comments!

At that moment, i wasn't feeling up to writing a comment. Because, normally i like to write huge paragraphs. But because im lazy i decided to be brief.

Next day, the author answered that the comment lift their mood for the whole day.

That warmed my heart.

Duuuuuuuude! Write comments! Suport the writers of the fics you like! No need to be something super elaborate. Just give your thoughts. Freak out. Ramble. Ask something. Make theories. Compliment. Make a joke about how you wished to give kudos every chapter but ao3 sucks(not true bby) and won't let you.

Truly. Just. Comment. It can make someone's day. And that is part of the apeal of writing fics. Interacting with people.

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1 year ago

@sam-is-my-safe-word help it's us 馃槶 someone pls

the way i actually have to write my fic for it to be written is crazy


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1 year ago

I have no idea what I'm doing.

I Have No Idea What I'm Doing.

@sam-is-my-safe-word help


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