Consider This Permission To Make Fanworks Of My Fanworks If You're Ever So Inclined (although My Ego

Consider this permission to make fanworks of my fanworks if you're ever so inclined (although my ego is laughing in my face right now that I would even assume it a possibility. 😂). I only ask that you let me know if you do, so that I can baaassskk in the wondeeerrrr.

(But Lord help me if you give my babies a sad ending. LORD HELP ME, I WILL FIND YOU and I will cry on you until you regret it)

have you ever read a fanfic so good that you wanted to write a fanfic about that fanfic, but was too shy / too intimidated to ask for the author’s permission and too afraid that your writing wouldn’t be half as good as theirs and that it would be an insult to their work that was basically a literal masterpiece, so you just sat there fantasizing about their work and how beautiful it was and how you wished you could just eat it and how you wished canon could write your blorbos half as good as this writer did and how you just wanted to cry because you just loved that fic so much????

IT KEEPS. GETTING. BETTER.

I GIVE UP the twitter is only working for those who have the app… so im risking it and just posting it here😶

This is a nsft continuation of the homework help comic, sketches (at the end) and musings under the cut😎

snek pek:

(warning for some VERY nsfw thoughts and power bottom dean lol; this sam is at the end of gr 12 and is 18, and this is definitely not the first time theyve had… relations)

After every question dean does something like kiss sam or mouth at his neck etc. but then at some point the reward is moving them to a bedroom, next question sam gets pushed to lay down on the bed, next dean sits in his lap, but when sam goes to put his hands on his brothers waist dean grabs sams wrists “nuh uh sammy, you have to earn that, be a good boy and keep your hands up here and dont move unless i say you can” and pushes sams hands up so theyre crossed above his head on the bed.

(Sam reacts VERY well to being called good boy)

Now dean rewards each correct answer by taking one article of clothing off of either himself or sam, interspersing the stripping with things like licking up sams chest, pinching a nipple (either sams or his own lol), grinding down on sam, biting his earlobe, sucking on sams tongue for a moment etc. as rewards.

Sam is having an incredibly hard time focusing of course and theyre both rock hard from all the teasing by the time theyre naked.

Deans starts prepping himself then, turned around so sam gets an eyeful without being able to touch. Inbetween adding fingers (as rewards of course) dean does things like licking a stripe up sams cock, sucking a hickey into his inner thigh, biting at his hipbone etc. until hes ready and then sits on sams dick (or just puts the tip in maybe?) for the next reward

(could also have dean let sam suck his cock for a bit as rewards before the prepping🤔 dean just holding the tip on sams lips while gripping his hair with one hand and holding the cue cards in the other between questions and rocking back and forth into sams mouth or just letting him suck on the tip for the rewards. Sam is looking just totally blissed out, barely able to answer the questions, eyes unfocused and of course still not touching dean at all or moving without permission))

ANYWAYS now dean is almost through the cue cards and is just sitting on sams dick, maybe slowly rising and dropping himself a couple times as rewards until the last question, he tells sam that hes allowed to move if he gets it right. Sam does get it right of course and as soon as he is allowed to move he snaps, super wound up from all the teasing and flips them over to fuck his brother before dean can finish saying “good boy”😎

Sketches are of that last bit, plez enjoy😈

damn just imagine being sam's big brother, no one's ever been loved like that, like how many bitches can look at you with those huge puppy dog eyes and say wosrshipfully "i unleashed a force on this world that could destroy it to save you . and i'd do it again . in a second, i'd do it again" or kneel before you with their bare neck driven by such blind all-consuming devotion they're gonna let you kill them while saying shit like "you will never, ever hear me say that you, the real you, is anything but good"

But whyyyy am I slightly aroused right now?

I think the general consensus (and the most boring read tbh🤧) is that Sam is not afraid of dean because he knows Dean would never hurt him. sure. We love that. But allow me to propose. an Alternative. Sam is not afraid of Dean even though Dean might hurt him. im just thinking about demon!Dean chasing Sam through the bunker. or how badly Sam flinches when Dean yells or throws something or breaks something. Sam trusts Dean SO COMPLETELY..but also..in the back of his mind always holds the idea that Dean MIGHT hurt him. Not because he WANTS to but just because..uh…he’s Dean… but Sam still getting right up in his face always because “Big Bad Brother i am not afraid of you. You can do anything to me and I will not be afraid of you.” It adds to the horror of it all imo. “You would NEVER hurt me…..but can we ever know for sure??” much to Think about

You have a real gift with faces. Just gorgeous. 🤩

This was supposed to be a rough sketch but it turns out his face is wonderful to stare at and relaxing to paint so I got a bit carried away 🤷‍♀️

I'M HELPING

(Co-signed, @fictionallemons is wonderful and we don't deserve them. 🥺💖)

thinkign about a fic I read many moons ago where Sam is talking to someone about Dean and he says “he was beautiful, and he practically raised me. He gave me everything. of course I fell in love with him” this changed my life. don’t know what the fic is . Don’t know who wrote it. But whoever u are just know that i think about this no fewer than 14 times a day