When The Story Is Just Not Working, But You Keep Writing Anyway

when the story is just not working, but you keep writing anyway

Completely agree. I'd be able to afford more care for the strays that are apparently attracted to me. I'd be able to afford a home where I could be stable. I'd get an electric bike so I could get to more places. But I'd still work jobs. I LIKE working. I just wish it wasn't necessary to do to just barely survive.

another option:

turning it into a windows 95 logo is also acceptable.

in a mood

Shout out to psychotic & delusional people, narcissists, schizophrenics, systems, paraphiles, the most demonized, outcast people who are trying their hardest or gave up on trying who are fucked up one way or another.

life sucks but at least youre here making the world less normalized and a little more weird. rock on.

Yup. And you pick up some bad self-defense mechanisms as well. Realized that I've started guilt-tripping people with my suicidality. But at the same time, those people kinda deserved it. (If you get a text that someone is about to kill themselves and don't go looking for them for 10 hours, do you really care?) Though then that carries over into future relationships, so it's something you've got to work on fixing. Sigh.

It’s weird how everyone hating you when you’re nine years old still affects your self esteem when you’re 26 like yeah nobody came to my birthday party but that was like 17 years ago why is it stopping me from going to a gay bar