Yup. And You Pick Up Some Bad Self-defense Mechanisms As Well. Realized That I've Started Guilt-tripping

Yup. And you pick up some bad self-defense mechanisms as well. Realized that I've started guilt-tripping people with my suicidality. But at the same time, those people kinda deserved it. (If you get a text that someone is about to kill themselves and don't go looking for them for 10 hours, do you really care?) Though then that carries over into future relationships, so it's something you've got to work on fixing. Sigh.

It’s weird how everyone hating you when you’re nine years old still affects your self esteem when you’re 26 like yeah nobody came to my birthday party but that was like 17 years ago why is it stopping me from going to a gay bar

How is it that pretty much my entire family is shitty?

My legal guardian was narcissistic and physically and mentally abusive, my aunt was emotionally abusive and is now financially abusing me, my mom was narcissistic and emotionally, financially, and mentally abusive, my dad was physically, mentally, and emotionally abusive, my stepmom is emotionally abusive, my aunt through my stepmom is two-faced and emotionally abusive, and my grandpa through my stepmom is emotionally abusive.

My older sister is good, but she's been so sucked in by my mom that she's completely forgotten how well we got along and has shut me out. Same with my younger brother. My youngest sister I can't even get in contact with and don't know well. My other younger brother got away from our mom, but we don't stay in contact much. My adoptive brother is pretty understanding, but he still thinks that our guardian was a great mom and shuts out all of the abuse that we went through. He also is still being manipulated by our aunt who is in control of our major finances.

Part of me feels like I'm the problem, and it's my fault because if every relationship I've had has gone to shit and I'm the common denominator, then how could it not be?

But my one brother getting away and going no contact with our mom gave me some validation. I've also gained a few friends that I get along with just fine, so that helps, too.

I just have to keep reminding myself of all the shit that these people put me through: My guardian hit me and tried to force me to act neurotypical, as well as denying my mental and physical health issues while acting like I had so many other ones. She had me on too high of a dose of ADHD meds to try and force me to be normal, and never let me go to doctors appointments alone, because she had to talk over me the entire time. My mom had me paying for her animals and caring for them, but guilted me about how I didn't do anything, as well as threatening to take mine and my sister's animals away on multiple occasions because she was mad at us. She later blamed me for my youngest sister being suicidal and abandoned me at a homeless shelter. Then stole over $1000 woeth of my stuff and tossed the rest on the curb bmthe night before pickup. My dad repeatedly and intentionally triggered PTSD attacks, as well as putting his hands on me to restrain me during one. And when I went no contact for 2 years, he told everyone that I had molested his dogs and my sister. Later, he used my animal abuse/neglect charge against me and told everyone that I liked to kill animals. This time, he's repeatedly called animal control, supported my aunt when she stole my cats, and is telling everyone that I'm an animal abuser. And he allowed my service dog to be nearly killed on multiple occasions by his severely unstable dog, who has also snapped at his own kids and the neighbors kid. He nearly bit my face and him and my stepmom still defended him and yelled at me for instinctively hitting him.

My mom and dad now are claiming that I was the abusive one and that I'm manipulative and malicious.

I'm sick of it. I just wish I could have decent familial support.

Good fucking God. So because they didn't articulate something correctly, they're automatically discredited? I'm autistic and have a hard time putting my thoughts into words correctly. Does that mean everything I say is worthless?

Transabled people are disabled.

Transracial people are the race they say they are.

Transtraumatized people's trauma is real.

Transage people are the age they say they are.

Here Before vashti bunyan

And it doesn't even have to be eugenics.

It could just be that werewolves who were more docile were able to cohabit with humans better, so they eventually evolved that way due to the benifit.

And the wild werewolves could have evolved in their way because the way that they do things worked for them.

It's easily just a case of speciation, and no higher authority made decisions, but instead it just happened.

World building idea!

Domesticated Werewolves.

There are “wild” werewolves and then there are “domestic” werewolves. Domestic werewolves were the humans who were better at controlling themselves while transformed. As the centuries went on, traits like “complete control” and “cuter more dog like features that didn’t terrify people” were selected for. I will elaborate later.