RAGH I LOVE HIMMMMM

RAGH I LOVE HIMMMMM

Look at his COAT I think my favorite part is his EYE!!

HIS SCHEMING RED EYE!!!!

Also his widdle blush ☺️

Drawing Dark Sun pets Sun's cat in To be a mirror Au.

Dark Sun hummed, holding the gray cat’s hips gently, too gentle for someone who was supposed to do a lot of terrible things.

I swear you hit it the nail on the head every time, you just can't miss.

I just keep thinking the first thing Eclipse does when he wakes up with his new found sentience in Sun's head: "W-Where am I? Is that me outsi-wait....Why am I still here?!? We agreed to kill Sun, we agreed to kill this idiot!"

"Now he calls him brother???" Eclipse, ~sent from Sun's head~

This was from the ep we finally got to see Eclipse wake up and the entire thing was from Eclipse perspective told by Eclipse to himself really. So it's 100% honest to what really happened.

He said 'we' cause Old Moon at the time WAS aware of KC and from what we know he had some baseline form of communication. He made an agreement but then Monty came along and split them and gave them their own bodies but even when Moon was getting what he wanted he just...."Well I'm gonna dump this in Sun's head because he resets it naturally so whatever this is will be dormant in him and I'll never have murderous rage again. This will not affect me or Sun's future in anyway" Then when Sun went to the other Dimension where they never split, cause the computer thought it'd be funny to do un-anesthetized surgery on Sun and send his merry ass on his way to a literal hell on earth to meet a Moon so insane in the first second of seeing Sun he tries to bite his face off.

Brazzy Moon "No...I killed you! I killed you and I heard you scream! You...I don't know how you're here but I'll kill you again...I remember how you begged, maybe you'll do it again! it's the ONLY way I can be free! The only way I can be out!" *chases Sun around the daycare claws out ready to literally rip him apart*

You know I was mad steamed too when baby girl got home and all Moon really cared about was that Sun saw the darkest part of him in another dimension. He wasn't mad at Sun for being in danger, he was mad Sun had the audacity to learn about something he didn't want him to know about.

Yeah one can argue Old Moon genuinely didn't think leaving KC fragments in Sun's head might affect Sun...but like no. Just No. He was flat out being his usual harmful selfish self and we have proof of this from another Moon in another dimension who treats his Sun far better???

Sane Moon "When Monty split us I didn't leave the killcode in Sun's head, that would have hurt him. I know better then to do that. I just read my code and took it out via programming." proceeds to comfort this random extremely depressed Sun by lying to him and saying what he wants to hear. Our Sun met him by chance, but I don't think it was. Sun is slowly, painfully slowly, having to come to terms that Old Moon was awful and terrible for no justifiable reason. He didn't just harm him by accident. It was always intentional.

I really think it'll be so tragically ironic if Sun somehow is kidnapped and even brainwashed to serve Nexus (hee hee ANGST POTENTIAL) but even Nexus who is in his whole "I don't care who I kill" phase doesn't lay a single finger on Sun.

No matter how angry New Moon/Nexus ever got, he never hit Sun. He one time tried to hug him, to a big disaster (Sun was not in the mood to be touched and understandable I do not want to be hugged when I'm mad). Even when NM/Nexus was angry, down right pissed, he didn't even so much as insult Sun. He just yelled.

*Twirls my hair cutely*

Also Girl's supporting girls!!! Yes!!! Dark Sun was so happy to meet Sun finally, even if stinky Old Moon ruined it. Dark Sun seemed so genuine when meeting Sun. I heard actually emotions in his voice! Then Moon talked and his joy died.

I find it sooooo interesting he went out of his way to basically warn them about Nexus and tell them Nexus is going to do some naughty things. Almost like he's hoping to encourage Sun to knock some sense into his little brother.

I also noticed that cute little moment when Moon tried to get Dark Sun to say what kind of relationship he has with Nexus is, because they're not brothers, and Dark Sun got ooohhh soooo snippy.

Hee Hee he's hiding stuff oooohhh girllll Dark Sun you baddie, keeping your secrets.

I also loved how Dark Sun called Sun out too, "Eventually you'll grow a back bone" Because he knows Sun is still bottling everything up! Sun has so much to say but hasn't spilled the tea!

I still don't fully understand Sun myself! Please! I want to know your thoughts Sun! Project to the universe how you really think and feel!

I would also like to point out, there's a big repeating cycle of people coming back and telling Sun they'll include him. At first they do! He's consulted and included at first and usually has a lot to offer. Eventually though, the people who make those promises inevitably phase Sun out of the loop to keep him 'safe' and 'protected'.

Old Moon said to Sun he'd be keeping less secrets and I just finished ep Ruin and Moon's AGREEMENT in VR chat and guess who was not informed and I have a guess will never be informed? LMAO I don't even need to say it :)

Sun to Earth in the ep Earth checks in on Sun in VR chat

Sun: "Earth, he tried to kill you, it's ok to not forgive him. As bad as Old Moon was...he didn't want to kill me."

⚠️Me "Nobody tell him."⚠️ Still thinking about it honestly.

LMAO never forget

It's literally THE ultimate trump card to get Sun to leave Moon. Craziest thing is it's not a lie and it wouldn't even be manipulation at that point.

Just also finished Sun and Moon FIND Dark Sun in VR chat

Dark Sun: "I can't ✋🙄 believe how 💅naive💅 I was "

Sun: "😶"

Dark Sun: "Also 💛Sun💛, it was really 💋nice😉 meeting ~✨🔅you🔅✨~"

*cue glitter dust*

it really went like that I swear don't fact check cause I'm always right the meeting went like this.

Would you trust him?

True true! Never unhinged enough!!

I love your Sun content, keep it up, unleash the beast. Your other content is also top tier!!! I like how you write the others and especially Molten! It's very cool!!!

Still not I've over the wedding crack. That was comedy gold 🫰

Still just love Sun angst. The fandom is always cooking when it comes to his suffering. I'm but a humble consumer eating the food when it's provided.

Like thank you chef, this was delicious.

Just need you to know I've been catching up and I love how unhinged you are. You are literally so funny. Because of you I've shed my southern shame and very loud and proud simp for Sun on main and also publicly call for his misery.

You did this and now it's your problem.

Same goes for Nexus I love his angst too. Absolutely sends me.

Hello, unhinged. I'm dad. /sorry I couldn't help myself 😔😔

Hehe!!!! I'm glad that you have thrown away your shame and go to the Dark Side!!!! Please join me, We have the high ground!! And cookies!!!

Anyway, There is nothing more beautiful and awesome than simping for those characters and praying for their suffering at the same time.

Beauty and destruction go toes to toes, and isn't the most breathtaking moment of the rose is when it gets destroyed in the palms of the one who picked it?

I love Sun. I mean, I never feel more intense with one character like I feel towards Sun. Dude lives inside my brain rent free, and I swear in my laptop only the scenes of how I could make his life become worse.

Every Sun and variants of him make me feel so much screaming....

And Dark Sun and Nexus... And Moon... and Solar... Earth.... Lunar.... The potential of raw angst.... I can stay all day rant about them!!!

Sometimes yeah... I can be a little bit unhinged but come on, you never unhinged enough when you join the fandom!!!!

SUN HAREM

Yes!!! YES!!! OMG!!!

I love that so much. There's also more Sun's that should totally be included in the harem but I just didn't know much about them! There's that Minecraft Sun, EAPs Sun, Canon FNAF SB DCA Sun, dead Sunny (Solar's Sun!)....

Any and All Sun's. I want to see it. I want to be there. I don't know every Sun yet but they're there.

All making out...

Sun Poly real 🙏🙏🙏

I'm glad you laughed!

I hope your day gets better!!!

Saw your post about giving you a crack ship, I got nothing. Instead I propose, what if Dark Sun gathers all the known Sun's for a fun gossip session?

A real bitch fest?

Imagine all the dirty laundry?

Servant Sun "yeah.....Lord Eclipse cries himself to sleep. On some nights, he asks me to read Charlotte's Web and instead it's me crying to sleep."

Dark Sun "Charlotte's Web is an emotional journey."

Servant Sun "After that other Moon from the prophecy showed up I've walked in on my Lord doing poses and practicing talking in a deeper voice. I think he was practicing his big reveal for when Moon comes back."

Our Sun "I think Lunar is growing black mold. He's a walking biohazard. I just want to power wash him down or throw him in the washing machine."

Cringe Sun "Does your Lunar eat like wayyyyy too much Nutella? My Lunar turned into Nutella, he's this odd cannibal-animatronic-overly-processed-sugary monster now. At least he can still dance."

Dark Sun "I can't help you with the Nutella Lunar situation, I don't really understand your dimension, but maybe if you lock him in a cage for a bit? He sounds feral."

Then they all make out

Thoughts?

My god.... It is so funny 🤣🤣🤣 I laughed so hard when reading it. Yess!!! Suns poly!!!!

Omg...I definitely give this area a try

What a wonderful thing to read first thing in the morning 🙏🙏🙏

I loveeee it!!!

Ugh that was so good 😭😭😭 the morning angst real!

I always get surprised by the dynamics and how you write them. There's much intrigue in platonic relationships moving into obsession. I'm also blown away by how fast and consistent you write too!!!

Good morning!

Ship to consider, if you're okay with it: Evil! Earth/Sun. Alternatively (since I know that one's a bit out there), Eclipse/eaps Moon? Just suggestions ofc. Your writing is very nice :)

Sorry for take it so long @apalonespinifera . I kinda having a lot of mental breakdown and sleep for two days. Also, i have to rewatch Evil Earth. Platonic though. I am hecking suck at writing romance, and i actually forget to ask what kinda relationship you want to ship. sorry.

[Evil Earth x Sun] Yellow rose

Earth remembered, when she was a young robot, just starting to become sentient, Creator was very gentle.

He kindly guided her on how to walk, told her adventure stories every night, and patiently listened to her interest in dolls that she would probably ramble on for hours.

He taught her how to replace machine parts, how to hack and infiltrate AIs, how to weed and prune so that the flowers she was growing would flourish.

In the garden of white roses that look like Earth's cloud hair, a secret place Creator had created just for herself, she was happy.

Some beautiful and gentle days, when Earth's biggest worry was which princess cartoon she would watch tonight.

"What do you want to do when you grow up, Earth?" Her father asked on one sunny day, as his robotic hand ran through complex code operations over her code board.

And like a good and innocent girl, she smiled sweetly as she hummed a happy melody, touching the white rose in her hair.

“I want everyone to be happy.”

A simple, vague wish. 

She remembered Creator had smiling contentedly, his humming melody echoing down the hallway, remembered trying to catch the yellow butterfly that landed through the iron-barred window in the hallway but letting it fly away.

The sky was clear and sunny.

She wondered since when, the rain had become more familiar to her, as the rainwater silently washed away the blood that had splattered on Earth’s shoe heels and someone’s broken piece of metal shaped like a sun that flashed on her eyes.

***

Another day… Another assassination. Earth tried to keep her mood upbeat, but there were so many problems happening lately that even her positive self felt shaken. Lunar was brainwashed, again. Moon pushed himself into stress and went crazy, again. And Sun…

“Why did you do this?! Why did you do this to us!!!?” Her sunny brother’s face was filled with anger and betrayed as his body constantly struggled to escape the reforming machine.

The smile stuck on Earth’s mouth, she looked at her brother with pity.

Sun didn’t understand.

Her brother didn’t understand that this was the only way to make people happy. Sun didn’t understand that this was the way to make him happy. Sun didn’t understand that she was so tired of trauma after trauma, of her family being torn apart and hurt, of how she could never fix anything.

He didn’t understand that she was so exhausted with the dead returning, and the pieces of the people she loved fading away over time, leaving only shadows of the old ones.

“Don’t worry Sun. Everything will be fine when you wake up.” She giggled, playing with her kind brother’s sunshine, ignoring the look of horror at betrayal in her eyes. “You just need some sleep.”

Sun was fine. Her brother had been a little distracted lately, but nothing a family played night couldn’t fix.

Sitting at the daycare table, she hummed. She hadn’t been a daycare attendant for a long time, but she still liked the nostalgic feeling of going back to the old place, when things were simple and good.

When it was just her, Sun, Moon, and Lunar.

A ding sounded, the portal from the ballpit swirled up, making her frown.

Lunar had just talked to her, there was no way he would come back so soon. And Moon was probably out in space operating the spaceship, probably not back until next week. And there was no way Monty would use the portal in the ballpit…

Who could this be?

“--COMPUTER! YOU PIECE OF CRA—!!”

The scream was so familiar yet so foreign that she hadn’t heard it in a long time. The brilliant gold reflected in Earth's eyes. The sound of a plastic ball rolling, lightly hitting the corner of her feet, seemed to emphasize that this was true. The lively, cheerful music of the nursery, but still far inferior to the sound of the silver bells that person wore.

A limping figure waded out from the ballpit.

The tired, wary look that softened when she saw her, a look she had not experienced in a long time, too used to the stoic, soulless worship that her sun animatronic model displayed, made the smile on Earth's lips twitch hesitantly.

“Oh, hi Earth.”

The shy awkwardly giggled, something from her Sun that Earth had not witnessed for a long time.

Earth was not a fool, being a president did not allow her to be naive. Her Happy plan would not succeed if it was only for a dreamer. 

But she was curious, too, and she wondered if it was the same Sun who had come to her with the Moon who had impersonated her brothers last month, the one whose hands were shaking and whose eyes were distrustful but still unguarded as she approached…

Earth would not admit that she missed the unaffected, devoted trust, like a thirsty person craving a glass of water.

She missed the gentle chuckle, the subtle awkwardness her brother used to give her. The firm but trusting embrace, a willow that seemed to wither but remained steadfast, that appeared whenever she felt like she was about to collapse.

Solar might have been the one to listen to her ranting the most, but to breathe relieved, it was some magic that only Sun could provide.

But there was no more Sun in this universe. At least not the person who she remembers. 

Only the reality where Earth was alone. The feeling like she was living beside the dolls.

Just a puppeteer, but what fun was there without an audience to watch.

So Earth smiled, her voice filled with innocence and joy… playing the role of a clueless little sister.

“Hello Sun. It’s good to have you back.”

***

Earth remembered that in Earth’s old rose garden, there used to be a wild rose bush.

It wasn’t the kind that Creator had planted, with its white petals that never faded and its smooth stem without a single thorn.

No, it was an unfamiliar yellow, humming in the sunlight and lifting itself gently in Earth’s hands with its thin and sharp thorns, only the sharpest eyes could see it nestled in the deepest corner of the garden, entwined deep into the fence.

Compared to the pure white she was used to seeing, that yellow seemed alive in its extreme fragility.

Earth was a good child who never asked for anything, but she also liked the way the rose petals were soft in her hands, and had played with it so hard that it bled bright yellow blood when she pressed her fingers and crumpled it with delight before bursting into tears because she had ruined what she loved so soon.

“If you keep holding it too tight like that, you will have nothing left to play with, my daughter.”

Her father had hummed as he burned the entire pile of wild roses that she had destroyed. He still doted on her, but Earth had vaguely realized that day that she could not hold on to anything.

And as she heard the wails of those who had fallen for her destruction and those who still blindly believed she was a good person stretching out like a path of sinful footprints before Earth, she wondered if her father was a monster, what that said about her, his daughter.

***

The yellow rose nestled neatly in her hair, Earth's eyes were fascinated, amused by Sun's awkward stuttering while still pretending to be her brother.

He had been here for two months.

Earth did not understand the allure of being like a frog in a pot of water so stupid that it could not jump out when it was boiling, when she manipulated and begged Sun to stay and stay and stay.

It was like breathing fresh air, when things were different from what she had planned but still enough for her to control.

She retracted her claws and hid the things that Sun did not like, she put on her old skin of the simple days.

Cleaning up the blood, brutally silencing the rebels, the places she took Sun to were all peaceful and beautiful.

It felt like smoke and mist, as she tried to piece together the best parts of herself for Sun, and Sun responded to her with the honesty that she had destroyed.

They usually just talked, and hung out.

Stupid, silly stories, like the mermaid's sea foam, lies that fill thicker and thicker over time.

Clear as a lake, an illusion that disappears at the touch.

It's like butterfly wings and cat ears, smooth and soft, making Earth want to touch it but afraid of breaking, afraid of tearing.

"When will you stop this nonsense, Mr. President?" Her Moon asked her one day when Sun was sleeping.

"We both know this Sun is hindering your intergalactic plans. You're being too distracted."

And Earth responded by making Moon a mindless puppet for a week.

***

"This movie is terrible."

Earth complained, about something they'd both seen more than a dozen times, 'Princess Pea.'

Sun chuckled, with tea and fruit in his hands.

This Sun didn't like honey and only added sugar. He also had a habit of peeling and arranging apples into bite-sized pieces shaped like rabbits that Earth secretly liked, instead of simply cutting the apple in half.

His eyes also softened as he listened to her story, as if she was still a precious little sister, someone her Sun had once pampered.

He had not broken into a thousand pieces like her Sun. Not a shell that only knew how to run away, someone who still lived and breathed. In that darkness and sadness, there was still a glimmer of hope.

Earth wants to keep it like a drowning person who desperately wants a hand.

“I thought you could watch it forever without getting bored?” Sun teased, he was no longer so stiff like the first day, much more comfortable with her hugs.

It reminded her of a dog that, despite being hungry, still refused to eat food from anyone other than its owner.

She jumped on Sun, hugging his waist like a spoiled child. Enjoying the warmth and the sound of the fan running in Sun’s chest.

“Sun! I am not that bad at aesthetics.”

“Right, right.”

Sun smiled, he fed her a piece of apple into her mouth indulgently. Then, the laughter faded, the gloominess sank into Sun's eyes again.

The same old topic, the same old desire.

Sun wanted to go back to his cosmic dimension, his home, his Earth. But Sun was too kind to say it, and she was always quick to divert Sun's attention elsewhere.

But not this time.

What had to happen had to happen, and though Sun and her brother often lied to themselves, they were never the ones to lie to others.

The Little Mermaid dissolved into bubbles at sunrise, and Cinderella returned to her original form at 12 o'clock at night.

“Earth… I'm not actually Sun. I mean, I'm not your brother from this dimension.”

Sun's soft and worried voice was almost like scratching on a blackboard, and she wanted to cover her ears.

She wanted to blame Sun for ruining this, the whole happy thing.

But it is not Sun’s fault, and then she just smiled, nodding her head in a lost manner, as if something cold wasn't flowing through her main circuit board, stabbing deep into the AI ​​chip, flipping her code from 1 to 0.

“I know.” Earth shook her leg, her smile not reaching her eyes. She was so comfortable, she had forgotten that this person needed to return to his place.

“Since when, Earth?” Sun was startled, but he wasn't too surprised. He still touched her arm, preventing her hands from squeezing tightly together, a bad habit she had when she was nervous.

“Since when you showed up.”

Reality came back with the ideal, Earth wondered if she could lock the person in front of her and keep her to herself forever?

“And you didn’t say anything.”

“You didn’t ask.”

It was just confirmation. She should have nodded and smiled, continuing to think of anything to stop Sun from leaving. But she couldn’t, she just avoided Sun’s eyes like a child caught stealing cookies.

“I need to go home, Earth.”

And I need you. She didn’t say it. She couldn’t say it. The cold that only the Sun could warm her, the truth in the world that was full of dead people.

Sun didn’t understand, and she didn’t want to say it.

Deep inside Earth, she was still a weak and innocent child who needed someone to hold her hand.

“I just want to make everyone happy.”

That child cried and cried.

“I will help you.”

Earth said, as if the poison and thorns of roses didn’t pierce her mouth. As if it was true.

And as if she isn't a father's daughter.

“Look at you, I’m so proud.” Her father’s ghost seemed to be laughing from hell.