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Sooooo.... I got sucked into the Greatest Showman fandom. The music slaps and the plot is whumpy, what else was I supposed to do? Right now, I’m writing a sick!fic for Phillip, it’ll hopefully be done very soon, and I was wondering if anyone wants to read it. I know it’s a smaller fandom, and I’m not the best writer, but I’ll definitely post it here if anyone wants to read it. Just let me know.
Jo! You’re so amazing to me. I’m so excited! I love these things! But SUCH hard questions! I almost can’t choose!
hallucinating whumpee or stabbed whumpee? concussed whumpee or delirium whumpee? exhausted whumpee or mind-controlled whumpee? scared whumpee or angry whumpee? self-isolated whumpee or hiding injuries whumpee? stomach bug whumpee or throat sore whumpee? dehydrated whumpee or electrocuted whumpee? insomniac whumpee or guilty whumpee? (almost couldn’t choose here) tortured whumpee or food poisoned whumpee? touch starved whumpee or amnesia whumpee? asphyxiated whumpee or kicked on the ribs whumpee? beaten up whumpee or gunpoint whumpee? gas poisoned whumpee or self-sacrificing whumpee? (so hard to choose!) collapsed lung whumpee or migraine whumpee? broken ribs whumpee or shot in the leg whumpee? lost in the woods whumpee or broken voice whumpee? desperate caretaker or killer-mode on caretaker? scared caretaker or stoic caretaker? hiding shaking hands caretaker or trying not to cry in front of the whumpee caretaker? overprotective caretaker or worried sick caretaker? (that’s it, I can’t choose) exhausted smile caretaker or dark circles under eyes caretaker? bandaging whumpee caretaker or feeding whumpee caretaker? offer their lap to whumpee caretaker or hold them tight caretaker? bloody hands caretaker or human-shield caretaker? offer their hand to hold caretaker or manhandling whumpee caretaker? showing up in the last minute caretaker or self-sacrificing caretaker? medical skilled caretaker or non-medical skilled caretaker?
And that’s me! It was soooo hard to choose, but I did my best.
Tag list- @the-wandering-whumper @toosicktoocare @justwhumpythings @whumpitywhumpwhump @99point9percentwhump
Whump Would You Rather
(by @cpaperheart)
hallucinating whumpee or stabbed whumpee? concussed whumpee or delirium whumpee? exhausted whumpee or mind-controlled whumpee? scared whumpee or angry whumpee? self-isolated whumpee or hiding injuries whumpee? stomach bug whumpee or throat sore whumpee? dehydrated whumpee or electrocuted whumpee? insomniac whumpee or guilty whumpee? tortured whumpee or food poisoned whumpee? touch starved whumpee or amnesia whumpee? asphyxiated whumpee or kicked on the ribs whumpee? beaten up whumpee or gunpoint whumpee? gas poisoned whumpee or self-sacrificing whumpee? broken ribs whumpee or shoot in the leg whumpee? collapsed lung whumpee or migraine whumpee? lost in the woods whumpee or broken voice whumpee?
desperate caretaker or killer-mode on caretaker? scared caretaker or stoic caretaker? hiding shaking hands caretaker or trying not to cry in front of the whumpee, caretaker? overprotective caretaker or worried sick caretaker? exhausted smile caretaker or dark circles under eyes caretaker? bandaging whumpee, caretaker or feeding whumpee, caretaker? offer their lap to whumpee, caretaker or hold them tight, caretaker? bloody hands caretaker or human-shield caretaker? offer their hand to hold caretaker or manhandling whumpee, caretaker? showing up in the last minute caretaker or self-sacrificing caretaker? medical skilled caretaker or non-medical skilled caretaker?
I tag @whumped-cream and @whumpwhumpwhumpwhump
I think I need to scream into the void a little.
It might get heavy so skip this if you are sensitive to topics of abuse, disability and whatnot.
I'm trapped. Trapped in an abusive house, and there's nothing I can do about it.
I have autism, ADHD, and a worsening anxiety. I also have something I like to call "shotgun brain" where my head fires off lots of little thoughts. Only some will hit this post, and ones that should have will whizz into the dark, even when it was probably important. That's why I'm lucky if anything I say is coherent.
I'm worse in real life. I constantly lose speech. I am not able to even write fast. I mull over what I want to say. Even simple compliments might take an hour to form.
My birthgiver likes to tell me I'm not disabled and shame me over it, even though some days are so bad, I need to walk with a cane. That's barely enough really. I honestly sometimes need crutches, but she throws a fit with just the cane, so what can you do? She is trying to get me on disability, not because she believes I actually am, but because she wants to reap the money from it. She told me that herself, to my face. My birthgiver wanted a human worker rather than a child.
I'm unemployed. Being someone who can barely talk and walk sometimes tends to be a barrier in the hellscape that is capitalism. I also just can't stand department stores. The buzzing florescent lights, hard floors, constant noises is hell on my senses. I just get so dizzy being in there. Gods, I can't handle an hour being in bloody Walmart.
Of course, my family doesn't know I'm trans. I have no doubt they would actually try to kill me if they found out I am. I'm so exhausted of hiding who I am, but I have to if I want to survive.
I don't really take care of myself. Can't remember to, a lot of the times. I learned recently it's an experience a lot of trans people have, before they come out/get on HRT.
I want to get on HRT, but I don't think I'll ever be able to. I live in a rural area, far away from civilization. Everything is just fucked. Can't find a doctor for my disability, much less my transness.
I just curl in on myself, the only thing I've got is my art, it's my escape, and Tumblr and AI scalpers want to rip that from me as well. It's a bad joke.
Honestly, I don't know what to do. I'm so tired of fighting, every day is a fight.
The words are dying in my brain , so just going to hit post
Disability is a Spectrum
A little half-vent piece about how my disability can feel.
There's always a misconception about disabilities, especially invisible ones. Some days, I can walk perfectly fine without a need for a cane. Other days, I crash to the ground like a puppet with their strings cut, which makes Sandrone an apt self-insert.
Doctors, at least the ones in the US, are the worst people to have these misconceptions. If you're disabled, but having a good day, on your disability check-up, you might as well be fucking yourself over, because they'll see your good day and decide you don't need help anymore, or something akin to that. They'll happily take your money though.
A friend of mine has to wear themselves down to prove they're disabled, then they're out for the week recovering. Luckily they have a support system.
A while back when I was ignorant to the inherent injustices of our medical system, I personally tried to get my disabilities checked out, but all that they said was I was "high-functioning". The doctor/psychiatrist never really spoke to me, he just talked at me, you know, the girl that loses speech sometimes. But because I couldn't express myself well, I got a misdiagnosis, which has been fucking my life currently.
Bah, it's a fuckin mess.
Whatever, I'm done now. I do hope you enjoyed the art
Random thought but I have a lot of unposted art in all kinds of fandoms.... And I just never posted them because I didn't have them social media ready or I just didn't like them after. Most of my discord friends are the only ones privy to my stuff but I have been thinking about sharing the old pieces.
My tumblr blog is a place for me to Brainrot and hyper-fixate so I was thinking about... What if I posted some of my old art pieces here?
I don't know... Might be embarrassing but it's always nice to see. I get burnt out a lot so seeing where I came from might be encouraging? 😂
RAGH I LOVE HIMMMMM
Look at his COAT I think my favorite part is his EYE!!
HIS SCHEMING RED EYE!!!!
Also his widdle blush ☺️
Drawing Dark Sun pets Sun's cat in To be a mirror Au.
Dark Sun hummed, holding the gray cat’s hips gently, too gentle for someone who was supposed to do a lot of terrible things.
Oc Chibis I made some months ago, they may be kinda old, but I really love them , they were the first oc’s of my universe after all
I made them when I was like, 14. They used to be a friend group back them, but doesn’t fit the story anymore sadly. Gonna make them interact somehow cause they own my heart
Does anyone else connect Fyodor Dostoevsky in the most recent stuff with Baba Yaga and other Russian/Slavic folklore? I know the irl Dostoevsky referenced folklore in his works. Maybe there is some connection. Both Fyodor and Baba Yaga are associated with skulls and are “immortal”. We see the two side of Fyodor in dead apple while he is “crime” is ability refers to its self as “punishment” which can be seen as life and death. Baba Yaga is a goddess of birth and death. There is the Cannibalism Arc in bsd while Baba Yaga is a cannibal. They both transform Fyodor takes over Bram’s body and Baba Yaga is a shapeshifter. Both are extremely smart and manipulative. Fun fact Baba Yaga can take the form of a bird. ;) Nikolai and birds ;)
steve, making a pb&j: hey buck, pass me the butter knife
bucky, murderous ex-assassin: *hands steve one of his daggers*
steve, screeching: tHATS A M U R D ER KNIFE
bucky, also screeching: BUTTER CAN BE CUT WITH A N Y K N I F E
bruce, a doctor: herpes are an organ
tony, technically a doctor but not that kind of doctor: i have lots of organs
bruce: including herpes?
tony:
bruce:
tony:
tony:...not that you can prove
*on a mission*
bucky, over comms while getting stabbed: i got stabbed :(:(:(:(
sam, a bucky barnes hater: lmao sucks
everyone: :0
Trying to get back into drawing… Traced my hand a few times and turned it into a weird ol’ fish…
I think I'm gonna try streaming soon.
Here's my Twitch: LianLilac - Twitch
So I’ve seen the ADHDers CANNOT sit properly in a chair for more than a second thing and while a totally agree, you’ve missed another huge aspect.
Not using an “actual chair”
I sit on the floor (especially in corners and between furniture because it’s just comfy) more than I’ve ever sat in a chair when I have the option. My family is always giving me side eyes about it and I gave up trying to explain because I don’t understand it either.
Also, a mountain of blankets is THE most comfy thing ever. Give me a big nest of blankets to snuggle down into any day. Combined with a weighted blanket it’s just pure bliss.
I need more ARMY writer mutuals but idk how to make friends on here 😭😭 my TL is dry af pls help
Show vs comic fanart based on that one panel in the comics. Please excuse any mistakes, I am no artist but I love the way that they look so silly
How could you ever resist teasing this dude.
Original Text
(you know the drill: click for better quality or whatever.)
I love/hate this drawing. Like, they look so stupid I love them but also they look so stupid I wish I could draw.
(Rant under the cut)
I did this scene redraw or whatever it’s called because i was supposed to be mind-mapping ideas for my A-Level art Personal Project but couldn’t because the idea of such a big project felt too daunting to start and I had so many ideas in my head I was rendered completely unable to write or articulate any of them. Then I felt so guilty for drawing this instead that I sat down and wrote a far-longer-than-necessary essay about my initial ideas and two artists I could investigate because I have systems in place for writing essays through executive dysfunction but not mind mapping through executive dysfunction. I’m actually irrationally terrified I’m going to be in trouble for not doing the task properly even though I overcompensated out of guilt and my teacher has never been mad at me before. I’m pretty sure he secretly hates me though, expect rationality I know that’s not true and I hate that I can’t convince myself that my teachers are not completely lying to me about everything. i need therapy.
Hwang Hyunjin
