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Sometimes I Try To Remember How Your Hands Felt In Mine, How Calloused Your Palms Or Cold Your Jewelry
Sometimes I try to remember how your hands felt in mine, how calloused your palms or cold your jewelry or gentle your touch. Instead of memories of sharing a coat pocket, I find instead a pain I’d forgotten I could feel, and my heart clenches in its cage. I feel the weight of dying all over again. I think that’s what grief truly is. Dying over and over and over again until a version of yourself is born that has not touched or held or comforted that of which you grieve. Drying until a version of you is born that knows how to live without them. Sometimes I wake up with the ghost of your breath dancing across my skin, and I am grateful to have been the version to wake up this morning. Perhaps those versions of me that have died are somewhere with all the versions of you that they have loved. Perhaps they can be happy. Perhaps they do not remember the ache of not having you. Some version of us deserves happiness, after all.
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