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Smiling Softly At The Orange Cat, Running My Fingers Through Her Fur, I Was Sitting On My Window Sill,
Smiling softly at the orange cat, running my fingers through her fur, I was sitting on my window sill, staring at the night sky. Soon enough my furry friend climbs onto my lap, laying herself across my chest as I was leaning back. A soft hum came from me, using both my hands to pet her. Today had been a long day, having been part of the team for a good year now and nobody trusted me at all. I wasn't really surprised, a child with very strong powers coming from a criminal family trying to be good. I always thought they wouldn't judge but it would seem that I was wrong in the end. Pulling the cat closer to my face giving her a kiss on the forehead. A small meow came from her, lowering her back onto my chest. Whispering to her a small thank you for always returning and listening to me, getting a paw in my face making me laugh.
"You know, I wouldn't mind being an anti-hero or just someone how messes around with people. might even be better than working with the young justice, the only thing they do is look down on me for not coming from a normal family. you would think they would welcome me and happy that I'm using my powers for good instead of following my parent's footsteps, right?"
A small meow was sent back, wiggling her way out of my arms, jumping out of the window. I knew it, even animals get tired of me in the end. Looking and down I waved off the cat, closing the window and moving over to my bed. Turning on my laptop I pulled up a video that I wanted to watch. laying down I got myself comfortable, pulling the pillow against my neck, sleep taking me into its arms.
"Stay focused Black blood!"
Getting almost hit by another shot of Ra's al Ghul, I made wings grow from my back, using them to make a gust of wind knocking the wizard back. Standing over Robin, him being downed by one of Ra's people, I picked him up and quickly flew off. Putting him down away from danger, putting a force field over him if someone would come here, swiftly returning to the battle. Pulling Artemis out of an incoming attack, only to get an angry glare in return. Rolling my eyes, scanning the battlefield my eyes landing Ra's al Ghul himself. Rushing up to him, moving my hands in a certain way, magical robs quickly tying him up.
"Well done Zatanna!"
I couldn't believe my ears, did Superboy give her the credit?!
"That was my magic, Superboy!"
He looked at me like it was insane, but I quickly moved my hand to bring Ra's al Ghul over to me. He was starring at me trying to get free of the bindings.
"Impressive spell, better than baby magic over there."
Blocking the blast that was coming my way, it was stronger than I expected as I get pushed away from Ra's al Ghul. Looking over to see a boy my age with his hair looking like horns. That... that was pretty cute not going to lie.
"Thank you! But it would seem that you are not on my side."
He smirked, snapping his finger, my spell disappearing, leaving Ra's al Ghul free once more. Taking in a deep breath, the wings on my back straightening upwards, ready to fight the boy, only to get pushed out of the way by Zatanna. The boy seems to not like that as the smirk disappeared from his face being replaced by annoyance.
"And I was getting ready to have someone who might be fun to fight. But you had to show up, how boring."
Quickly covering my mouth before I let out a laugh, I looked away from the two. My shoulders were slightly shaking from holding back a laugh as I calmed down. Turning back I saw he was still looking straight at me, now a devilish grin on his face. Alright, he might be the more chiller villain I'm going to fight.
"Alright fight me then, if I win... you let me have Ra's al Ghul and your name as for you... Tell me your price!"
Stepping forwards, my wings relaxed, feathers trailing over the ground. That seems to make him happy, rubbing his hands together once more. Grinning I lifted my arms only for Superboy to step forwards, shaking his head."I will not allow this."
With a roll of the boy's eyes, he flicked Superboy away, a pull onto my waist, I was closer to the boy. A circle of ruins surrounded us, locking me away from the others.
"If I win, I want your name and... Mmh." He was tapping his cheek, with I now see, black sharp nails.
"And a day with you."
"I can agree to that."
"Then it's settled, ready?"
"Ready as I will ever be!"
White markings appeared on my skin as I lifted myself from the ground. I didn't need to say my spells out loud like Zatanna. Blasting the boy with my magic, making him jump back. Red lightning was shot my way, I just deflected it. He wasn't using his full power, a smirk pulled at my lips, rushing over to him. Going in for a punch a force shield blocked it, I flipped back, levitating high in the sky. Lifting my hands pulling lighting from the sky, feeling it go through me waking me straight up. Flinging it at the boy, he just put up a force field once more. Now! teleporting behind him, I round-house kicked him, him landing on his face making me laugh.
"And here I thought you would put a good fight!"
"Why you little.."
Catching the red flames, fuck too hot! Dropping it to the ground, waving my hands, quickly blocking the next one with my own force shield. Taking a deep breath, I lowered myself to the ground. Placing my hands on the ground, softly saying to the plants underground to wrap him up. Pushing my energy into the plants, they burst from the ground, quickly wrapping around the screaming boy. Flying over to him, taking hold of his face, leaning our foreheads together, I begin to drain him from his powers. Slowly his kicking and screaming stopped and he basically went limp in my hold.
"Good fight, love to fight you again, but then away from the city. Now mind me tell your name."
His tired eyes looked up at me, they looked like they were filled with wonder. I must be seeing things.
"Klarion Bleak."
"Charming name for a charming boy. But I must be going now, thank you for the good fight."
Waving my hands breaking the runes, walking over to the others. Eyes wide they moved out of my way. Rolling my eyes at them, I tie up Ra's al Ghul before entering the ship, Ra's al Ghul floating behind me. Locking him up I waited for the team.
"That was reckless of you!"
Getting another shouting by the one and only Batman.
"I know, but if it would mean getting Ra's al Ghul, I would do it again and again. Be happy we have him now."
I calmly replied, Taking off my jacket, staring up at the black-masked hero. His eyes stared me down, but I could care less, it has been like this from the very beginning. Noone trusted me and I could trust no one. It might always be like this, it's funny this is usually how villains are created. Being beaten to the ground by the higher-ups, them saying a big fat fuck you to them, and then turning to the dark side. HA star wars joke! A hand landed on my shoulder, looking up at superman.
"Don't do it again! Next time you will not be joining the team and be allowed outside."
Holding back my anger, just nod your head and go with it. After all the talking and debriefing was over I begin to make my way back to my room.
"Black Blood!" Looking over my shoulder at Artemis, giving her a small smile, but she didn't seem to want to return it.
"Yes?"
"Don't touch me ever again."
"As you wish."
Bowing my head in a mocking way, I turn and entered my room a moment later. Taking off my hero suit, putting it away, I fell down onto my bed, curling up into a ball. My breath becoming on even, until I felt tears spill from my eyes. Stupid teammates, stupid grown-ups, stop world. Gripping the sheets, I squeeze close my eyes a growl leaving my mouth. Never will they see me as a friend.
"Meow!"
Looking up from my book, seeing the orange cat once more, but it was raining outside. Rushing over, grabbing the towel from the kitchen counter. Opening the window, taking hold of her with the towel softly beginning to dry her off.
"What are you doing outside?! Why did your owner let you out?! It's raining!"
Just purring came from her, a fond smile pulled at my lips as I moved back over to the spot I was reading. which was right in front of the fireplace. She quickly took her seat on the pillow in front of it. I had used one of my older pillows to give her a spot to lay on in front of the fire.
"Just wanting to lay in front of the fire, you little sly cat."
A meow was my answer, making me roll my eyes. Leaning to her, kissing her forehead, before I got comfortable and began to read again. By my mind couldn't focus, they were busy thinking about a black-haired boy. Klarion Bleak. that sly boy had made its place in my mind and also maybe my heart. I had hadn't seen him since I had beaten him in a fight but I did see him through my teammates' eyes. I wasn't allowed to go on missions for a few months and was only allowed to watch from afar. Borning! So I just stay home, I could care less what the others think, I had given up on them, just like how they had given up on me. Running my hands through her fur, I put the book away.
"You know, I have had my mind on that boy I talked about. you know, Klarion. The team had a mission against him a few weeks back and I wasn't allowed to join! It was so unfair, I wanted to talk to him so badly! Fighting him was fun! I'm never allowed to spar against anyone! And I might have gotten a tiny crush on him..."
Hearing the words leave my mouth, I felt my cheeks burn. For fuck sake! I'm not some high school girl having stupid crushes... Alright, I might, but whatever. My furry friend rubbed against my hand, almost telling me to go on, talk some more.
"I can watch from my teammates' helmets or mask. And the few times they went against him, he... He really seems like that one villain you are happy to fight. He is just so fun and ready to have a good fight. My motto has always been 'Throw in a little chaos in the day if you find it boring!' and he is precisely that! That what I like about him. Then again he is chaos personified."
Laying back down, looking over at the widow a small sigh leaving my lips as I closed my eyes.
"Maybe when I go on missions again, I get to see him again."
Mission!!! Fucking yeah! It might be small but I'm more than happy to watch over New York today. Floating over the city, trying to look around for trouble makers. Letting my feet hit one of the rooftops just on the edge of the city. Rolling my shoulders, I try to let them relax.
"Hello there!"
Whipping around almost giving me a whip lace. Staring right into the eyes of the boy I thought I might never see again.
"Klarion!"
Lifting my hands, the tattoos on my body lighting up. But he quickly lifted his hands, shaking his hands.
"I'm here to just talk."
I should think better with that big smirk on his face but me being me, I let my hands fall and the tattoos turn back to black. Giving him a smile, I leaned against the edge of the rooftop.
"Go on talk, tall boy." He laughed, dropping his own hands.
"All talk and never being allowed on a mission."
"How did you-"
"Meow!" A familiar orange cat stepped out behind him.
"You little minx!! You told him about tha-"
realizing all that I have told that stupid cat, a deep blush began to crawl at my skin.
"You better not have told him about... you know!"
A smug meow left the orange cat.
"Tell me what? about the missions or about seeing me?"
Looking down at the cat, glaring at her for a second before looking back at the boy standing in front of me. Seems she might not have told him, I fucking hope so otherwise, it's going to be awkward!
"Second..."
Another laugh left his mouth, clinging his stomach. His pet walking over to me, jumping into my arms. Cathing the cat, I rolled my eyes at her, but I can't stay mad at her.
"Well, here I am, anything you want to know?"
Fuck! why must he be so smug and hot at the same time? Try not to look to effect by him by rolling my eyes.
"Is it true that you are chaos-personified? and that you cannot really be contained?"
Feeling how his ego was boosted, his smirked also seem to grow, taking a few steps to me. But I could care less, if he wants to hurt me, I know he would have already done so.
"Yes I'm chaos personified and to the second yes I can't be contained. I do like to know why you wanted to see me again."
Try to casually look away, taking in a sharp breath.
"Because you are interesting to me. You really seem to be like that one villain that I'm happy to fight. You... you just seem to be so much fun and ready to have a good fight. Fighting against you was fun, a good spar! A good fight for once!"
Looking back over to him, seeing him looking down at me with an unknown expression on his face.
"How about we fight again? Right now?"
"I can't I have a duty to watch the city."
An evil smirk came to his face, lifting his hands, clapping them. Screams soon to be heard.
"There! A little bit of chaos, tell them I'm here. Now let's fight~!"
Putting the cat down, quickly leaning over the edge seeing monsters beginning to attack the houses.
"Black Blood to base, Monsters have appeared in the city, Klarion seems to be the one controlling them. I will hold them back as much as I can!"
"We understand we will be there as soon as possible."
Putting up fore fields around the houses, I turned to Klarion, him smirking his face off.
"Well, what are you waiting for, tall baby!"
His eyes widen as I threw the first punch. Blocking it, hold my first in his hand, a loud laugh leaving his mouth. Throwing me off the building, I flipped myself over to be floating, turning to Klarion. Block his fire with a shield I threw a gust of wind his way knocking him off balance. Fire soon following that attack, but he just absorbed it, red lighting made it way over to me. Dodging it, I use my momentum to swing a black orb at him. Hitting straight into his chest sending him into one of my fore fields protecting the houses. It only stuns him for a split second before an energy blast came my way. Barely being able to dodge them, red lightning connected with my side, sending me to the ground. Harshly landing, I groan rolling over onto my back.
"Right you mortals and your easily breakable bodies."
Seeing him float above me, smirking. A grin pulled at my lips as I slammed the ground, rocks flying up into his face. Quickly moving above him, I try to blast him in his back, but that was blocked by him.
"Smart girl."
Smirking, I let fire dance in my hands, my tattoos finally lighting up. The red color of the flames slowly drained away leaving silver flames behind.
"nesohc fo eht noom."
My voice always sounds so strange when I let these powers fully take over. Lifting my hands above my head, I threw a big flaming ball at the boy who was looking at me like I was amazing. A small blush pulled on my face, but this was a sparring match, not a crush nation.
"ecarbme eht thgin!"
silver ropes wrapped the boy up, rushing forwards trying to take hold of his face like last time, only to get blasted back. My back hit the ground once more, rolling until I hit a car.
"BLACK BLOOD!"
Growling I stood up, lifting myself from the ground. Looking up at Klarion, a smirk on his face. As the others came rushing to my side, but I pushed them all away from me. I could feel blood trail down the side of my face, dripping off my chin.
"I got this."
"No! look at you."
"I said I'm fine."
"Why must you always be this stubborn?!"
Ignoring the young league, I lifted myself from the ground. The silver flames leaving me slowly began to turn black, moving my hand a specific way. Black orbs surrounding my hands, then pulling them up to the night sky.
"ruo seof rehtiw htaeneb a olah fo denekcalb emalf!!"
A black halo covered the horrified-looking boy.
"HOW DO YOU KNOW THIS TYPE OF MAGIC?!"
quickly flames beginning to cover his body, making him weaker and weaker. Lowering himself to the ground, trying to keep standing. Floating in front of him, with a flick of my wrist the halo disappeared, the flames slowly going out. Taking hold of his face, leaning our foreheads together.
"Go."
I breathe out, letting my energy sink into him. Myself lowering onto my feet, the tattoos disappearing. My headlight, I pulled myself away from him. A soft smile on my face, before everything turned black, I could feel arms taking hold of me.
The team was staring at me as Wonderwoman stood next to me a smile on her face. This was the first time I met her, but her aroura was present. She was talking to batman and superman. The fight was fun, but the team was once more not happy with me.
"I will take them as my sidekick. They are worthy and I want to train them." Hearing those words hit my ears, I wiped my head around to look at Wonder Woman. Eyes wide, feeling pride swell up in my chest.
"Why would you ever want to take in a child from two criminals."
My shoulders dropped, head falling, I sigh, looking away. They weren't wrong, why would she ever. But feeling a hand lift up my chin, making me look straight up at Wonder Woman. A proud smile on her face, softly patting my cheek.
"And I couldn't be more proud of you. I can't believe you guys, that you think treating them like this, is the right way of treating them."
Feeling tears gather in my eyes, I looked away from Wonder Woman's face. But with a play full squeeze to my cheeks making my eyes snap back to her.
"Go pack what you need, Then we will be off to Themyscira. I will train you personally."
my eyes wide, I nod and ran off to my room. This could be it!
After having moved to Themyscira, Klarion began to visit me from time to time. Usually, once in a month or two, the woman here could basically feel when a guy steps on the island. But I began to worry, I hadn't seen him for over 5 months. Taking a deep breath, pulling my hair out of my face. Today, after 2 and a half years of training was my final test. Showing Diana that I'm ready to rejoin everyone, showing what I have become.
The first test was of Hand-to-hand combat, with Diana having trained me personally I beat the other Amazon woman without struggle. The second test was of patience, which I had plenty of, having to take the comments of the young justice, I had patience enough. So without worrying I passed that. Last was controlling my powers. We found out that the goddess of the Moon, Selene, had blessed me with her powers. Controlling those powers had proven difficult after we fully dove into them. I had hurt Diana accidentally and I didn't want to use the powers for a full week. But Klarion had shown me how to control it in a night. Giving me tips along the way. Remembering his words I passed the test.
"I granted you to be Amazon, Chosen of the eclipse. May that be your title. Chosen by the moon itself to protect this earth. Let your enemies win nothing but death."
She placed my new hero outfit in my hands, letting me rise. With a victory roar, the others around me shout out to me, letting me know I earned this with my own sweat, blood, and determination.
Returning to base in my new outfit, showing off the gold star and the silver moon on my outfit. The team turned to the opening portal, seeing us return. The team staring at me, a proud smile was present on my face. Diana placed her hand on my shoulder, the both of us walking up to batman and superman. Batman had apologized after a year with me training under Diana, as she had taken him to the island to show my progression. I had let go of the anger I felt towards him and accepted the apology. As soon as I was close enough, he placed his hand on my shoulder.
"Congratulations, you did great."
"Thank you, Batman."
"You have earned your place among us."
Smile at Superman, it took some time to come around but he had apologized in the end. Smiling, he gave me a small hug.
"Welcome back your old teammate, Bl-"
"Moon light, please."
Batman nods, a small smile pulling at his lips.
"Welcome, Moon light."
The young teens were looking at me but Rocket stepped up first, pulling me into a hug.
"I'm sorry." She whispered, pulling back smiling at me.
"It's alright. we were young and foolish."
She nods stepping away from me, everyone began to re-introduce themselves and their sorry's except for stubborn little Robin. He will always be that little guy with too much ego. The others were beginning to have a fight with him over me. Telling them off, that he should take his time and I will see if he ever says sorry.
"Moew!"
"Teekl!"
Rushing over to the orange cat, softly picking her up, pressing her against my chest. Telling her I missed her, only for her to escape my grasp, seemingly wanting me to follow her. Follow her I did, soon stopping in front of a hammered-off warehouse. Turning myself into smoke I went through the small opening of a board-up window. Reappearing on the other side I looked around, Teekl quickly sprinting off deeper into the warehouse. Rushing after her, rounding a corner seeing Klarion stand there cathing Teekl in his arms.
"Where have you been?"
"Moew."
"What do you mean visiting an old fri..."he trailed off seeing me stand there, a shy smile on my face.
"Where have you been the last couple of months, tall boy?"He whispered my name, Teekl jumping from his arms onto a box, loudly meowing at her partner.
"I'm sorry they locked off my magic for that island.... i-"He took a step to me, as I rushed over to him, jumping into his arms.
"I'm sorry for not letting you know."
"It's alright, you tall dummy. I missed you so much!"
Pulling away from him, he smirked down at me.
"Am I that irresistible?"
Pushing his face away from mine, rolling my eyes at his stupid joke. Taking hold of my wrist, lifting it to his lips, kissing my palm. My cheeks felt warm as he smirked down at me. Now or never you coward! Taking hold of his face with my other hand, I pulled him down to my height, placing my lips against his. He stiffened up, taking that as him not liking it, I quickly pulled back.
"I'm sorry, I tho-"
His lips crashed down on mine, dropping my wrist, instead, he took hold of my waist, pulling us close. Tilting his head to the side, deepening the kiss. Slightly opening my mouth, he immediately reacted, his tongue exploring my mouth. He tasted like sugar and a small hint of something more metallic. Pulling back, taking in a deep breath, his hand slipping up into my hair. After taking a few good breaths, he dove down once more. His tongue quickly exploring again, pushing me up against a crated. He was panting as I pushed him away, taking deep breathes myself.
"I have waited so long to do that."
He spoke, looking down at me, his hands exploring my sides. Leaning down, kissing alongside my neck. A moan leaving my mouth as he found that spot on my neck. Putting my hands on his shoulders pushing him away, my head was spinning with how fast he was going.
"Same here, lover boy, but slow down."
Out of breath, I gave him a small smile, he gave me back a genuine smile. Leaning down give me a quick peck on the lips. A small laugh left his lips, placing his forehead on mine. Pulling me impossibly close, a deep sigh left his lips. Pushing his head up, I softly kissed him again, standing on my toes. Soon the kiss turned heated again, pushing me to sit on one of the wooden crates. Laying me down, climbing on top of me, pulling back looking down at me.
"Your so beautiful."
"And you are so handsome, thank you for being in my life."
His eyes widen, looking away, clearing his throat, pulling on his tie. Laughing, he wiped his head down at me, glaring as I laughed at him. Leaning down his lips found the spot again, I almost choked on my own spit.
"K-Klarion."
Let's just say that night I never felt more loved in my whole life.
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Sorry for any grammar mistakes well if I messed up something from young justice, I haven't watched it in so long so if there are any mistakes let me know!
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-pov-
as (name) fell forwards Rey quickly caught them, unsure of why they fainted she slowly turned her around, seeing the piece of metal in the side of their body. "(Name)! (Name)! no!" Ben quickly took hold of the piece of metal, pulling it out as they both began to help close the wound. "Come on, (name) you saved me, don't lose yourself yet okay? You hear me?!"
Tears fell from Rey's eyes as she looked down at them, not wanting to lose them. slowly the wound closed, their skin returning to their normal body color. Their chest moving up and down. "They are breathing that's good. Now let's get out of here." Ben softly said taking (name) from Rey's arms as Rey nob standing up. taking them back from Ben's arms as he stood up, a groan of pain leaving his mouth as he held his side.
As Rey was looking over the sands of Tatooine, a woman stopped with her animal looking at the young woman. "There has been no one in so long, who are you?" "I'm Rey." A hand wrapped around her waist, feeling Ben's presence next to her. "Rey, who?" Feeling other familiar presents she looks over to the sands, two force ghosts taking from. Leia and Luke softly smiled at her, as she smiled back, then looked up at Ben, who looked at his mother. She softly smiled mouthing 'i love you' to her son. As he looked down at Rey as he nobs at her. "Rey Skywalker." Feeling a hand grab hold of her hand she looks at (name). The woman nob walking off, as the three of them looked over the sands of Tatooine once more.
Ben held the lightsaber of Anakin skywalker, (Name) holding Leia skywalkers lightsaber, as Rey held her own. The three of them at peace, the suns shining down onto them, BB-8 rolling around in the sand, happy for his friends. "May we never lose ourselves ever again." (Name) softly whispered, smiling at Rey and ben, who nodded ben pulling them close, hugging them as they laughed loudly. Anakin, Obi-wan, Luke, and Leia were looking at the happy and in love people in front of them. "May they find happiness in each other," Anakin said, a soft smile on his face as he saw the three of them kiss one another.
Ocean Eyes (Brienne of Tarth x Female!reader)
Snow... Snow was eveywhere, it made you think of what is to come and what was. but mostly about those ocean eyes, that has seen so much death.
You have known brienne for sometime now, having traveled with her for sometime together with the sweet boy pod. You talked for so long togehter, pob even helping you swordfight. You have learned much from him, what you heard from brienne herself he grew so much over the couple of years.
Sitting by the red tree, at least that is how you called it, looking at the frozen pond as snow began to pile up on your head. You have been sitting there for a while now, thinking, your hands red and nose red as well. The cold slowly getting to you, the big fur cape helping you keep warm.
Slowly looking up snow still falling, your breath being seen in this cold weather. "(Name)?" A soft whisper called your name out in the cold air, the snow crunching underneed thier footsteps. "Hello Tyrion." Slowly you lowered your head to the man standing at the other side of the pond. "What is it that you need, my lord?"
You where not in for a long talk, you just want to go back to thinking in your head. "What is on your mind? You seem to be back here almost everyday. It worries me." A small smile came to your face, you sometimes forget that he was such a good friend of yours. "I have been thinking, with the fight coming up, what I want to do before I may die..." "(Name)! Do not say that! You will come out of this in one piece!"
You chuckled shacking your head, as you stood up, brushing the snow from your legs. "You don't know that Tyrion, I'm not that good with a sword. I'm great with bow and arrow, but that's it, but that will not help me if I run out of arrows." You walked around the pond to his side, a small sad smile on your lips. "Lets get you inside, your lips are blue." Tyrion took your hand, softly pulling you back to the towers. "(Name), promise me you fight to life and not just to fight."
You stopped walking, your hand falling out of his, stairing out infrond of you. That made your really think for what you where fighting for, what made you want to survive that night. There they where again, those ocean eyes making your mind swim with the adoration for her. "Brienne..." "What?"
Looking down at Tyrion, he looked straight back at you. "I fight to surive the night so I can see Brienne again." A small smile came to Tyrions lips as he grab your hand once again walking of to the towers, as the ocean eyes keep hunting your mind.
Once inside, Tyrion left your to your thoughts once more. Slowly you warmed up again, as you keep on stairing into the flames, trying to figure out your mind. Once warmed up, you put your cloak back on and went outside once more. Walking over the wall you looked down at the training grounds. Men where fighting one and other, you should be down there training but knowing yourself, you would space out and get hit by a sword.
It made you chuckle, as you looked on as people trained. Then there where they again, those ocean eyes talking to Jaime. Brienne was talking to Jaime, one of the best swordsmen in the army they have. You didn't feel jelous you felt happy, you where happy that they where getting along for once. A song sprang to your head as Brienne looked up at you. A small smile pulled at her lips, making you smile back.
Once she looked away, you shoftly begin to sing. "I've been watchin' you for some time. Can't stop staring at those ocean eyes. Burning cities and napalm skies. Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes.... Your ocean eyes." Your voice rang through the air, to soft to be heard by brienne and the other soldiers but for those on the wall, who was no one, could hear it.
"(Name)?" Tyrion came to check up on you but saw you where gone again. "I can't leave t-" Looking out of the window seeing you ontop of the wall looking over it, seeming to talk to yourself. As you looked up at the sky, a softly laugh left your lips. It was more of a sad one, then a happy one it was even proven so as a tear left your eye. "No fair. You really know how to make me cry. When you give me those ocean eyes. I'm scared. I've never fallen from quite this high. Falling into your ocean eyes. Those ocean eyes."
Trailing alone the wall, not looking back at brienne as you sigh, wipping away your tear. Sansa and Daenerys walked outside, Jon snow soon following after them. When Daenerys looked up and see her friend walking over the wall seeing you wipe away your tear. Worry took over but seeing Tyrion walk up to you a bit of her worry fade away.
"(Name)?! Why can't I leave you alone for two seconds?!" Hearing your sad chuckle, made him look up in your eyes. "I've been walking through a world gone blind. Can't stop thinkin' of your diamond mind. Careful creature made friends with time. You left her lonely with a diamond mind. And those ocean eyes." Her soft song made him realise what she was singing about. "(Name) go talk to her, you need to tell her. T-"
"I can't! It will not tell her, it will only weigh her down. And it seems she likes sir' Jaime look at her." A grin came to your face, you turned to look over the wall again looking at the training ground. Tyrion softly sigh taking hold of your hand rubbing the back of your hand, softly asking to continue the song.
"No fair. You really know how to make me cry. When you give me those ocean eyes. I'm scared.I've never fallen from quite this high. Falling into your ocean eyes. Those ocean eyes." Not being able to look at Brienne, your ripped your hand out of Tyrions and rushed of to somewhere els. "Dammit (Name)!" Hearing your name being called in to the cold air made Brienne look up at the wall seeing you dissapear out of sight.
The door slammed shut, as you stood infrond of the fire, crying into one of your hands. Those ocean eyes made you think of them maybe falling shut forever this coming fight. Not seeing them again, not seeing the spark of joy in them, or even sadness. It made you sick, sick to think about not seeing her again, alive and well. You just didn't know what to do anymore.
Brienne made her way up the stairs as she saw Tyrion standing there, worry in his eyes as he looked around for you. "My lord, what happend? Where is (Name)?" A small growl left his lips, running his gloved hand through his hair. "We where talking about something, she got angry and rushed off. I'm trying to find her." "What where you talking about?" Silents hang in the air for a few seconds, unsure if he should be trueful. "You... We where talking about you." Her brows frown, unsure if she heard him right. "Pardon me? You where talking about me?"
Slowly you stopped crying, as you has your cheeks began to hurt as did your eyes. You felt like a child, crying over your stupid feelings. "I'm such a child." Looking over to the window, you sigh running a hand through your hair, letting it fall in your face. "I fight for you tonight, Brienne of Tarth. For I love you, and i will till I die." You whispered into the empty room, still seeing your own breath leave your mouth.
Tyrion and Brienne where looking around for you as they bump into Sansa, Daenerys and Jon. "My lady's, my lord, have you seen (Name)?" Sansa nob, a frown on her face. "Yes why?" "(Name) ran of. I may have made them angry or something." "I saw (Name) run of to the more far of rooms. Let us join, I'm worried for my friend." Deanerys said, already beginning to lead them to where she saw you last.
"Why where you two talking about me?" "(Name) loves you." Brienne stopped walking, shock run through her body. "Me? A beast like me? A woman like me?" Tyrion sigh, shacking his head. "(Name) doesn't care about how you look, she cares for you because despite every man or woman trying to bring you down, you still continue to be yourself. You're stand fast, you fight for the once you are loyal to. And that is what (name) loves about you." Brienne frown as she quickly walked of to find you, she needed to talk to you, she want to hear it from you. Those words that Tyrion said, she hoped they where true, she didn't believe them unless she hears them from you.
Moving over to the window, you look out over the sky as the last part of the song sprang to your head. "Why not..." You took a deep breath slowly sing the last part. "No fair. You really know how to make me cry. When you give me those ocean eyes." Your voice seem to be so loud in Briennes ears when she heard it, your voice brought a heavy feel to it. "I found them." Deanerys softly whispered, as she slightly opened the door. There you where stairing out of the window, softly singing the last part of the song.
Deanerys pulled brienne to the door opening it more, But brienne stopped her. "What do you think your doing, your grace?" "You need to talk to (Name), tell them at least something." Slowly brienne entered the room as you kept on singing. "I'm scared. I've never fallen from quite this high. Falling into your ocean eyes." Slowly turning around you saw those ocean eyes staring back into your own (c/e) eyes, your eyes widen. Stepping back you whispered out the last line of the song. "Those ocean eyes." It was silent for a few seconds, none moved or said anything.
Brienne took a step to you but you quickly stepped back. "Can we talk, (Name)? I heard from sir' Tyrion, that you had feelings for me." Your eyes widen, looking over at the door seeing Tyrion looking at you with an apologetic look. With out saying anything, you turned and stormed out. "(Name)!" You didn't listen you wanted out of there, you thoughed you could trust Tyrion, but it seems like you couldn't.
Hearing her footsteps run after you, you turned a corner trying to run faster. But a hand wrap around your arm, stopping you in your tracks. "Please, (Name) listen to me, are the words sir Tyrion told me true?" Looking up at her, you saw the doubt swim in her eyes, she was so insecure about herself but hearing those words from Tyrion, made her hope. "I don't know what he told you b-"
"He-he told me you... you see me as me. That you don't care about how I look. You care for me because I'm stand fast and that I-I-I.." Softly you placed your hand ontop of hers that was still holding on to your arm. "I love you for you, not for your looks, even if you are so beautiful in my eyes, I love you because your a strong woman who does what she has to do and what she wants to do. I-I-I... I love you because I love all of you!"
Tears fell from your eyes as you looked up at her, scared you may have scared her with your words. But surprise arose to your mind when tears appeared in Brienne eyes, as they fell on top of your cheeks as she was towering over you. Her hand fell from your arm as your hand fell to your side. "I-I-I'm sorry! I should have just kept m-" Briennes lips crashed into yours slightly pushing you back into the wall, you quickly kissed back, her lips felt so soft against yours. Quickly standing on your tiptoes trying to make it easy for her, still brienne had to hang over you.
Softly pulling away from one another, both of you being sort on breath, as you stared in the other ones eyes. "I love you." Brienne whispered back to you, her breathing still short but fast. "I have for a while, but you always seem to drift off in your head. So disconnected from the world that you seem to not care for anyone in the world." Shacking your head you wrap your arms around her midsection, the armor may be uncomfortable but you didn't care. This moment seems to be fake, a dream to be popped at any moment.
"I'm an airhead, but I do care for a lot of poeple, I may not show it much but I do. I'm just scared to get hurt and have my feeling made fun of." That made Brienne kiss you again, making you realize this was not dream, she was here in front of you, kissing you, pressing you up against a wall. Brienne pulled back, a small smile on her lips that reached her eyes, she looked so beautiful like this in the dim light. "Don't worry, i would never hurt you, nor your feelings. I love you, (full name)." Smiling up at her, throwing your arms around her shoulders as you stood on your tiptoes.
"And I you, Brienne of Tarth. and I you..." You whispered back.
Alone
That is all you have ever been, alone. Nothing more nothing less, but when those two... hero's entered your life it felt so fake.
You felt like you didn't fit in, no... you didn't deserve them you kept on telling yourself that. Even if they tell you that you do deserve them. But then again, you felt alone, you did not have controle on your powers or even your life.
They try to help, they really do, but you are just afraid you hurt them, just like you hurt your parents. Even if you didn't like your parents at all they where still your parents. They didn't deserve to die a horrible death, they didn't deserve to suffer like that.
"(name)?" You slowly lift your head as you heard wandas tired voice ring out in the room. The morning sun was shining down on wanda's face making her look even more beautiful in your eyes. Her tired blue eyes stairing right back in to your own (e/c) eyes, unsure of to look at her or not, eye contact still made you nervus from time to time.
"(Name) please look at me?" Her voice was soft, sleep still heavy on it. But that didn't make her any less beautiful, nothing can in your eyes, same always goes for vision. He always tries to help you, sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't. You didn't really turn your head to her but moved your eyes over to her making eye contact.
"What is the matter, miláčik?" A soft sigh left your lips, your feelings rising in your throat. Words seem to be out of this world for you for a second, as your head felt down. "I feel like I don't belong." Slowly standing up you walked over to the bed, vision seem to still be a sleep. Even if he didn't need it, it made him relaxed and happy. It made you smile seeing him sleep, it brought some calmness to you. Was that even a word 'calmness'. A small shock of your head made you look down at wanda once more. You sat down, the bed dipped a bit, it felt soft against your hands.
"It feels like, you and vision are way to good to me. I can't control my powers-" Soft hands took hold of yours, lifting them to her lips, giving them a kiss. "You got them more under controle, and you do belong. vision and I love you so much." A soft smile pulled at your lips as, you felt tears spring to your eyes as her hands let go of your hands. taking hold of your face, your hands over lapping hers, pushing your face into one of them and kissing the other one.
"I'm sorry that I'm like this, doubting everything I do." Hearing the blankets move you looked up seeing vision sitting up, even in his human 'form' he was stil beautiful. He moved with such grace, making you doubt even how you move. "(Name), don't doubt yourself, you are beautiful just the way you are. We love you for you, not for what." You softly smiled as wanda softly pulled on to your arm, asking you to join them in bed.
A smile pulled on your lips once more, as you climb over wanda and laid in the middle. Where they liked you the most, they could both hold you close. Once in the middle, vision pulled you down on to his chest. As he ran his through your hair, as wanda layed her head on your shoulder. "You are very precious to the both of us. nothing can change that." Visions voice washed over you as his voice rumbled his chest. Wanda's hands found yours under the blanket as vision had pulled it over the 3 of you.
"Never forget we love you with everything we have." "Know you both are in my thoughts and weighing so heavily in my heart all the time. Know that I love you both so much and I’m so happy to know that you love me both that much too. And I want you to known that right now, I could not take the change of losing you." Your voice wispered out in to the room, as wanda hugged you close, as vision kissed the top of your head.
No more words where spoken in the morning, no more need to be spoken. Your words was more than enough to know that you loved them with all of your heart. Slowly the three of you fell back a sleep, and for once you didn't feel lonely or that you didn't belong.
You belong, you felt loved and there was no better feeling in the world.
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miláčik = sweetheart
Slow nights (Octane x reader)
Playing some shooter game on the big tv when the door opened to the apartment. Grinning I threw the controller onto the couch, rushing over to the door. Being greeted by a very tired-looking Octavio, who just let himself drop into my awaiting arms. Softly kissing the side of his head, I pulled him up into my arms.
"Long day?"
A small hum came from him and that was enough for me. Picking him up, I walked over to our bedroom, talking him through the day. He liked it when I talk about my day, made him feel at ease. Place him on the bed, taking off his legs, he let himself fall back. A chuckle left my lips as I helped him out of his pants, taking the mask and goggles from his hands placing them over on the chair. The legs always stay next to the bed, just in case something happens or he wakes up before me.
Walking off to the bathroom, waiting for the water to warm up, picking up a brush and a soft cloth. Filling a bowl of warm water, I walked back over to the bed putting down the bowl and brush. Seeing the rest of his clothing were thrown to the chair. Shacking my head with a smile on my face, I dipped the cloth into the water, feeling Tavi's hands taking hold of my shirt, pulling on it.
Turning to him, I straddled his waist, softly cleaning his face. His eyes slide closed, melting into my hands. Hands gripping my tights, as I dipped and cleaned the cloth in the bowl, moving down to his neck and chest. Leaning down I softly kissed him, he really seemed to be out of it. The fast and loud Octane now all slow and quiet, it's nice for a change but today must have really pulled at him to make him like this.
Pulling back, cleaning the rest of him, I dropped the cloth in the water and pulled out some soothing cream for his legs, sliding off his waits letting his tights lean over mine.
"I love you."
I just wanted him to know, he always seems to care for me so much. I massage his legs with the cream, I could hear the relieved sighs coming from him as he flexed his fingers.
"I love you as well, mi amor."
A grin pulled on my lips, his nicknames for me always made me feel giddy. Finishing, I climbed off the bed taking the bowl with me. Cleaning my hands, I returned to the bed, picking up the brush, pulling Octavio up against my chest. His hands returned to holding my tights, drawing patterns on them as I begin to brush his hair back. I smiled as I see his eyes beginning to drop closed, placing away the brush, I pulled us both down. Tavi laying on his back, placing my head on his shoulder. He rolled over, pulling me into his chest.
"gracias, amor. You do too much for me."
Running my hand through his hair, I leaned into him.
"I see nothing wrong for loving my partner."
His lips connected with mine, before he pulled me into his chest, taking a deep breath.
"buenas noches, amor."
"Good night, sweetcheeks."