scrapbook-of-sorrow - I wanna be better (I wanna get worse)
I wanna be better (I wanna get worse)

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Hey Just Wanted To Say Im New To Edblr. Ive Had An Ed For Like, 10 Years And Im Relapsing Hardcore. Dms

hey just wanted to say im new to edblr. ive had an ed for like, 10 years and im relapsing hardcore. dms r open, 18+ only, minors dni.


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1 year ago

A trick I’ve learned (I don’t condone or recommend this to others) is to convince my brain that eating makes me physically sick.

For example, “oh god if I take another bite I’m gonna puke” or “the texture of this food is disgusting I feel nauseous” or “this food looks revolting it’s gonna make me sick if I eat it”

This works pretty well for me considering I’m terrified of throwing up or being sick in general like that. When I convince myself I’ll get sick, I start genuinely feeling nauseous and start gagging sometimes too.

I just repeat those uhhhhh affirmations (???) until they kick in, which they do every time.

I feel disordered lol

1 year ago

Just because the food is there does not mean you have to eat it.

Just because you’ve been offered food, does not mean you have to say yes and accept it.

Just because you’re craving an unhealthy food, does not mean you have to go out and buy it.

There are always other options for better results. The choice is always yours, and you decide your outcome.

1 year ago

DO NOT FOLLOW ME IF YOU ARE A MINOR

DO NOT MESSAGE ME IF YOU ARE A MINOR

DO NOT INTERACT WITH MY POSTS IF YOU ARE A MINOR

DO NOT USE MY ASK BOX IF YOU ARE A MINOR

I shouldn’t have to be this explicit. If “minors DNI” is in someone’s bio, this is what it means.