I Don't Understand What I'm Doing Wrong? Why Does It Feel Like There's A Barrier Between Me And Other

i don't understand what i'm doing wrong? why does it feel like there's a barrier between me and other people? that there's something off about me when i say it? if someone else says it, it's not awkward or weird, but when i say it, it is. i wish someone would make an instruction manual to trying to interact with people my age

Asuka Langley

i want to be loved in the same amount that i love.

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Men hate me, I don't know any real men, when I tried to talk to one he made fun of me horribly… I don't know if I should say that it's actually my fault, maybe they are the bad ones

intro <3

꩜ haii, i'm honey 𖹭

꩜ my pronouns are she/they

꩜ i am 8teen !

꩜ i am desi (pk specifically) ꩜ i speak english, urdu, hindi, & punjabi ꩜ physically bi, spiritually a lesbian ꩜ classic bastard entp 7w8 ꩜ depression + audhd struggles ꩜ i'm a aquarius (but i don't believe in astrology) ꩜ i love asuka langely soryu. i am her and she is me. thank you for understanding 𖹭 ꩜ i run a jjk sideblog at @cyberhoneyyy ! you can follow me there for more wholesome, thirsty, and non-depressive content.

cw !!! ꩜ i will reblog, interact, and post content some may find triggering, which may include but is not limited to: -physical abuse -eating disorders -self-harm -gore -suicide

NOTE: i am not explicitly romanticizing/glorifying any of these behaviors. i use this blog as a coping mechanism. you will be exposed to the unfiltered mind of a mentally ill teenage bitch. what the fuck else do you expect?

꩜ i fw femcels, lifestyle jirais, misandrists, vents accs, mentally ill bitches, and evil women !! be my fucking friend !!! ꩜ dni if bigoted (racist, homophobic, etc..), zionist, proship, islamaphobic, or if you are a moo deng hater. i do NOT fw moo deng slander ho !! ꩜ i am in therapy as of now, so i am trying to get better. i am safe, for the most part anyway. ꩜ follow me on twt at @/cyberhoneyyy !

enjoy your stay at LOBOTOMIZEDBADDIE™ central ! /ᐠ˵- ⩊ -˵マ