Cold Baths

cold baths

"why is it so fucking hot in here?" 

you cried while getting out of bed. you were already in your underwear and you felt too gross to lay in bed naked so you took a cool bath. as you turned on the faucet in your bathroom, you prepared a new set of lingerie for later.

 "i wish jinyoung was here... i miss him so much~" 

jinyoung was busy so you did everything to keep yourself busy and not miss him as much as you did at that moment. fortunately, you didn't feel too lonely at that moment since you were playing songs that created memories and because of that music, you didn't hear the front door open. the figure who stepped into your home heard muted tunes. 

your knees are pressed to your chest while soaking in the soapy water, humming softly to yourself.  jinyoung believed you were sleeping with music playing in the back but as he crept into the bedroom he noticed a messy and empty bed. his ears instantly detected your soft hums through the bathroom door. 

"y/n? are you in here?" 

"jinyoung? i'm here..." 

jinyoung peeks his head into the bathroom, his eyes go soft for you. he has seen you naked before but you were always confident. unlike right now to him, you seemed exposed and timid to show yourself. 

he found it cute but jinyoung loves every part of your body particularly the parts you didn't like about yourself. he slowly steps into the bathroom and kneels to you

"you look so relaxed, darling do you mind if i join you?" 

your smiling eyes suddenly meet his while slowly nodding.it took no time for jinyoung to strip down, he sat behind you so he can wrap himself around you.

 "y/n... is everything okay?" jinyoung asks while pressing his lips onto the nape of your neck. 

his touch made your heartache, you knew this was temporary feeling but jinyoung made you feel euphoria, ecstasy, nirvana, and other words that describe the warmth jinyoung provides you.

"jinyoung-ie~" you mutter as you set your head amongst his chest and close your eyes.

your lips pressed against his neck ever so slightly and it made him shiver slightly. jinyoung then presses his lips on the crown of your head, his hands caressing your torso as you look up at him. 

"can you do something for me, please?" 

"y/n i'll do anything for you..."

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"Y/n, I know you can sing this. we've sung this before!!"

Jisung stated as you stand in front of the large mirror in the dance room. he gently wraps his arms around your waist and sighs.

"there's nothing to worry about, no one is here."

you rub your face softly while taking a deep breath in,

"Ji, I don't know why I can't hit that note. I sang it before we came here," you stated in defeat.

"I want this to be perfect for your stays Ji."

"How about you sing by yourself for a little bit while I grab some snacks for us? You can even record yourself, y/n."

You simply nod as he leaves the room...

you've always been able to harmonize with Jisung's voice so you did not understand why you weren't able to sing this song with him. You chose to sit on the floor and prop your phone up to record yourself, you sang it the way you wanted and just in time because Jisung came into the room with your favorite snacks.

"baby, I think I got it. I finally have it." You exclaimed while hooking up your phone to the TV.

The video you took played as Jisung and you ate some of the snacks. Once the video finished he tackles you to the ground and laughs.

"I told you, you could sing it. Now we just have to do it together."

He pinpoints as he sat up, you softly groan while sitting up.

after you sat up, jisung propped up his phone and replayed the song, you two were able to mix your voices together in ways most people wouldn't expect. he used his higher range while you used your lower range (reminds me or Heize and DEAN's song, And July.)

As the song came to an end, you and Jisung started yelling out of excitement, you two finally got your shit together but now you two have to sing in front of STAYS. You were a nervous wreck and you couldn't help it, this was going to be the first time you're going to be singing in front of a crowd.

"I really hope your fans like this Ji, I don't want to embarrass you or me." you whisper as you tensely play with your hands, "y/n, they love you already. they'll love you even more by doing this, I'll love you even more for doing this with me." he says, slowly moving closer to you.

Jisung softly places kisses amongst the crown of your head, you were able to relax a bit as the rest of the guys wish you good luck, "you two are going to kill it!" Chan exclaims while getting his hair done. "Break a leg noona! Ah don't actually but you know what I mean." Jeongin says happily while hugging you.

You thanked everyone who gave words of encouragement and took a deep breath as Jisung approach the stage. he got the crowd hyped up for you, "What's up STAYS! As you all know, y/n and I have been together for a bit. We have prepared something very special for you all." He finally gestures you to come onto the stage, you were wearing a light blue silk ensemble which you felt extremely confident in. "hey STAYS, I'm so excited to show what Jisung and I have prepared," you said into the microphone while walking out towards him.

Abruptly, the stage lights shined onto you and Jisung, he presses his lips onto your hand and gives you a reassuring smile, "You are going to do great doll." he whispers into your ear as STAYS settle down.

You put your mic on the stand and made sure your earpiece was in your ear, "Tell me what to do, I don't know what to do. Your love is just a memory." you sang softly as your eyes shut.

Jisung sang the first and second verse, you added some ad-libs and harmonizes to compliment his tone which caused the audience to roar. You can see Stays holding their lightsticks and flashlights, swaying in sync which made your heart move.

"Tell me what to do, I don't know what to do. Your love is just a memory, Your love is just a memory yeah. Baby, it's your last time, To give me your best try, And to give your heart to me. Take it to the bridge..."

As the song ended, everyone around you was applauding. From staff members, members of Stray Kids, and the Stays, you felt so thrilled and privileged to be able to sing in front of a supportive audience. Suddenly Jisung runs up and picks you up,

"You did so well baby! I'm so proud!" he says into your ear.

Members suddenly rush to you and congratulate on such a good job, Jisung quickly pulls you to the back to give you lots of kisses and appreciation, "thank you so much, darling. This performance will always be special to me." he states as he sits on a couch in a dressing room with you on his lap.

"thank you for giving me the courage to sing in front of your fans. This was an amazing experience."

[11:09]

“baby do you mind taking pictures of me when we go out to eat?”

“anything for you my love, smile~”

you slowly take out your phone and start taking many photos of him.

god damn he’s so handsome...

so many thoughts ran through your head as he poses for more photos. the shit you’d do to him and his pretty face...

[12:42 pm]

you've been stuck at home, designing many outfits for your own clients. it's been that way since your lovely man jaehyun had exposed the relationship and also been on tour.

{little flashback}

you've always loved jaehyun and it was always so hard for you whenever you two had to be apart. it also doesn't help that he posts about you and sends really cute messages.

you remember the first post he made about you and you went nuts, not because it was cute but it was because of his manager and the rest of his team. you knew idols weren't exactly able to have public relationships but you two couldn't exactly resist each other.

of course his fans went crazy and you definitely understand why. some random girl is with their stan.

you couldn't help but feel anxious and such, jaehyun kept telling you that it would be okay and that his fans would love you.

luckily they do and that’s all you can really ask for. 

you and jaehyun can’t help but be all mushy and soft for each other, especially on social media...

[5:30 am] 

imagine waiting for the sunrise with your lover boy taeyong. warm cups of tea on the balcony and soft kisses upon your skin. “i am so in love with you.” those words were mumbled against your skin and you can’t help but chuckle at thought of him being so soft for you. all you can do is just wrap your arms around his core and sigh, you felt happiness with him. 

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