Shallweselvi - Selvi

Today, two girls were brutally murdered in my country. The killer threw one of the girls' heads down and then jumped to his death. Today I realized again that no matter where I go or what I do, I will never be safe. I'm stuck in a fishbowl and men always watch me. They can take me out at any moment and kill me, but I can't do anything. No matter where I go, I am not safe. Why can't I experience the comfort of life like a man?

Whenever I feel like my nails are too long that they start to look a little weird and I dont wanna cut them because I feel too attached to them, I just remember how men with long hair don't cut their hair even though it looks like a rats nest and a buzzcut would probably look much better on them.

'Altena, Germany