4 Am Thoughts - Tumblr Posts

Me: *types emoticon in chat*  ;Y;

Me: Idek it looked better in my head

Him:

Me:

Him: I’m sorry it looks like a crying vagina.

SHAMURA: ACROSS THE SPIDERVERSE

Some very important things to consider at 4 in the morning #1

1) *can you imagine nothing?* a) ok so... as far as I am concerned our universe (if it exists) is limitless. It has fucking borders. b) we don't know but we suppose that the number of universes varies from 0 to infinity. (Yeah, not a big deal right?) c)if we consider this scenario: There is one (or in fact any finite number more or equal to one) universe and it has its boundaries. Can you imagine this nothingness beyond the boundaries. No... wait... it gets worse. There is no beyond cause boundaries are the limits and then there is nothing. Can you imagine how this nothing looks? Like no cause it is nothing and it doesn't look like anything. Neither it is a black void nor a white limitless space. It is nothing.

modern au with phones and shit. eddie still dies. at his funeral (bc he actually gets one now) dustin takes eddie’s phone and texts everyone “thanks for coming. it means a lot to me”

I’m afraid no one will ever fall in love with me. I feel ugly and unloveable.

Its 4 am. I've been sitting under the hot water of my shower for the last 45 minutes. When am I supposed to feel good?

May 17, MMXIV

4:00 A.M. I keep on running away from everything and pretend like I'm not hurt. Well, you know what? Screw this. I'm tired. I'm not okay. I never was.

I give up.

Whenever I feel like my nails are too long that they start to look a little weird and I dont wanna cut them because I feel too attached to them, I just remember how men with long hair don't cut their hair even though it looks like a rats nest and a buzzcut would probably look much better on them.