I'm Slowly Losing The Part Of Me That Has Hopes And Expectations. I Mean Even As A Child I Used To Tell

I'm slowly losing the part of me that has hopes and expectations. I mean even as a child I used to tell myself that I had no expectations because I knew it could hurt me but now as a teenager I feel like I've lost all hope in anything romantic. I can't imagine myself with a man anymore, I might die alone and I think that's okay with me.

A Tail Of Two Kitties 🐈🐈‍⬛

“They burned the bridge, then ask why I don’t visit.”

— Ugo Eze

I CAN'T FIND ANY BOOKS TO REEAAAADDD!!!!!!

But again I may or may not have a long life ahead of me. Who knows where I'll be or who I'll be with. I need to learn to stay in the moment and be happy with who I am as a person, but that's a whole different journal entry. If only it were as easy as it sounds...

I'm slowly losing the part of me that has hopes and expectations. I mean even as a child I used to tell myself that I had no expectations because I knew it could hurt me but now as a teenager I feel like I've lost all hope in anything romantic. I can't imagine myself with a man anymore, I might die alone and I think that's okay with me.

very on point for today

Kafka