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Nirvana
Montage
Everyday I go through this cycle of convincing myself using logical reasoning and pattern reading that I hate him and he's no good for me,
to resolving to cut all tires and completely burn that bridge,
to hating how it would feel if I actually went through with it,
to missing him terribly,
to telling myself I'm not ready to face the void he'd leave in me,
to feeling pathetic because I really don't have a spike when it comes to the chokehold he has on me. Sigh 😮💨 I can't wait to break this godawful cycle
The universe really wants me to move on but I'm not ready. I know the world will never wait for me to be "ready". Things need to keep moving and I get that but I don't want to accept the fact that what's done is done and I need to let go.
#sharthemilfyconquest
Nobody talks about how hard it is to stay positive especially when nothing is really happening. But I will keep on keeping on because the alternative will just end up with me spiralling down a dark hole.
Do you ever wish you could curve out your heart and leave it to the person that refuses to let it go so you could move on without the burden of attachment? No? Ok.
So tea or coffee?
