Do You Ever Wish You Could Curve Out Your Heart And Leave It To The Person That Refuses To Let It Go

Do you ever wish you could curve out your heart and leave it to the person that refuses to let it go so you could move on without the burden of attachment? No? Ok.

So tea or coffee?

Everyday I go through this cycle of convincing myself using logical reasoning and pattern reading that I hate him and he's no good for me,

to resolving to cut all tires and completely burn that bridge,

to hating how it would feel if I actually went through with it,

to missing him terribly,

to telling myself I'm not ready to face the void he'd leave in me,

to feeling pathetic because I really don't have a spike when it comes to the chokehold he has on me. Sigh 😮‍💨 I can't wait to break this godawful cycle