My Mind Immediately After I Say Anything To Anyone:

My mind immediately after I say anything to anyone:

“They don’t care. That was fucking stupid.”

we got to talk more about how disabling "picky eating" (sensory issues / arfid) is. like I can be in totally normal situations surrounded by food and not eat for days just because I can only eat a small like. less than 1 percent of food out there.

Anybody else w PDA have like, One Specific Person who can get away with anything? Like she has multiple times just straight up told me to do something and it simply just Does Not trigger me at all and then i just. Do the thing. But if anyone else even tried to say the same things to me i'd blow up so fast it wouldn't even be funny

this is your friendly reminder that faking is a conscious choice. you can’t fake unintentionally.

you can be mistaken, and that’s ok! there’s no shame in that. you chose the label that best fit the information you had at the time. that’s just part of life, and that means you’re growing and learning more about yourself.

it’s ok to be unsure, don’t be too hard on yourself. you’ll figure it out, in time. <3

Being a fat person with ARFID (an ED) sucks, because on one hand you've got the stereotype of fat people loving food and always eating and constant jokes about it, but you find food disgusting and the act of eating it a chore you despise, but on the other, ppl w EDs are stereotyped as usually thin/skinny, but, again, you are fat and do not fit this idea of what a person with an ED looks like. So it all around just completely sucks