Snowsshysblog - Sofia

It's so sad

This was me at 46kgs omg i wanna go back

i’m so sick of all these ✨starving is mind over matter, you’re in control sweetheart✨ posts like. be so real with yourself.

okay so you’re hungry. but you also have to mitigate not passing the fuck out and smashing your head in the shower, not crashing your car, not having a literal heart attack, not failing out of school or getting fired from your job, not shitting your pants or alternatively getting a bowel blockage, etc etc. you can’t just willpower your way out of destroying your body

maybe i’m just too old to be here but this isn’t a fucking cutesy little experience. starving yourself to death isn’t a fun little hobby like you’re encouraging your mutuals to keep up with practicing their drawing or writing every day. shut the fuck up

It start's small, until day's, weeks, months pass by and it's not enough I need to be "thinner" I'll do it, I'll do better.

Then, I can't stand how I look in the mirror, so I don't eat and again over and over until it becomes my obsession.

I want and I want until I'm left feeling dizzy and nauseous but it's so euphoric until I can't stop

What I need rn