As A Feather - Tumblr Posts
Please all I want is to do a 24 hour fast but I live with my family
💓Hi! I’m looking for a bestie who is in the same situation as me.💓
We could motivate each other to reach our goals and achieve our dreams!🪽🌟
🍂I’m looking forward for this fall feeling motivated🍂 the only thing I wish for is a bestie so we can cheer on each other and be friends! <3
I love cal0rie Counting apps. They make me feel like I’m in control and not my cravings
I feel so happy and calm whenever I skip breakfast. I feel like I’m in control and it feels good. Remember you are in control of what you eat not the feelings
I hate it SO much that I’ve gained weight! I don’t know what am I doing wrong. I’ve exercised so much that some of it could be muscle but I’m going back to the basics and start counting cals so I know for sure I’m on a deficit
I broke down today really bad.
I've been so stressed out, and I took a plan B which made me feel bad about myself. I always wanted to be a pure virgin, but now i have a boyfriend and Im not going to not, because thats unfair to him. So, I ate like 2k calories, and I usually eat >500. I'm still 140 and its making me want to rip all my hair out. I workout for about 45 minutes a day, which as much time I can carve out. I love looking nice, so my makeup, hair, and outfit is always as perfect as I can get it. So, working out and getting nasty doesn't sound very appealing to me. I literally haven't eaten more than diet coke, and maybe 6 doritios in the past eight days and nothing is happening.
What else should I do to lose weight?
and how do I stop myself from binging?
Anytime you’re tempted to binge just remember:
You will never regret skipping a meal, but you always regret giving in and eating. Restraint is about mindset. It takes practice to be successful.
I want to peel off my skin and grab the chunks of my fat off of my bones before stitching myself back together so im nothing but skin and bones and ill finally be beautiful
Guys I need advice with smth 🙏 I think my weight has plateaued and it’s freaking me out, I’ve never needed to do a metabolism day before and honestly I rly don’t want to :/ is it my only option if I want to keep losing weight?? I’m scared that eating 1000-1500 ish cals will make me gain weight and I don’t want to lose my progress. Any advice on what to do???
Honestly it’s just at the point that whenever I look at food all I see is a bunch of numbers and chunks of fat just waiting to form on my waist
welcome to my edblr blog!
little facts about me:
my name is mischa, i’m seventeen, i’m 🇷🇺 x 🇮🇹 but I live in the us!
stats :
HW: 115lbs / 52kg
SW: 105lbs / 47kg
CW: 95lbs / 43kg, 93lbs / 42kg as of July 7th!!
GW: 92lbs / 41kg
UGW: 90lbs / 40kg
height: 5’5” / 165cm
disclaimers
i am pro only for myself, i don’t encourage this disorder and i honestly wish i didn’t have to go through this but i’m not ready to get help, if you’re thinking about recovering i fully support and encourage that. this blog is mainly to comfort people with similar struggles as me and to hold myself accountable.
please, please block & don’t report. i know it’s alarming to see these kinds of blogs especially if you aren’t suffering from an ed, but my ed won’t disappear because my edblr acc did, this is a safe space for me so please respect that.
I walked out of my room w a crop top on and my mom said “how small is your waist now?? 20 inches??” 😭😭 this is all worth it, literal motivation to keep going
I’m struggling so hard 😭 today is my metab or calorie day but I’m so afraid of eating above 600-700 cals..
I finally got to 93lbs, I have just one lb to go before I reach my gw what if I mess it all up by eating too much?? 😕
only losing more from here 🙂↕️ running after every workout has changed the game omlll but also got a heater in my room so life changing right there 🙏🏻 and why tf do ppl try n get u to recover like NO MF I WANNA BE SKIN N BONES I DON'T WANNA LOOK HOW I USED TO LOOK. i swear mfs js wanna see u fat
i love drinking 0 cal energy drinks right when i wake up. i like the burning feeling it gives on an empty stomach
only reason i wash dishes is to burn extra calories 🥰 other than that ts boring asl
this is a reminder for myself that maintaining is better than gaining.
maintaining is better than gaining.
as someone with an ed i subconsciously became so aware of other people's eating habits
i notice when they just push around their food around their plate or when they eat smaller portions than normal and wonder are they a picky eater or have an ed?
or when they go to the bathroom soon after a meal and i wonder are they throwing up or just have to use the bathroom?
and when they eat so much food in one sitting and i wonder are they just hungry and have a fast metabolism or did they binge eat?
and i feel so guilty all the time because one of the first things that always pops into my mind is that...
"i can't let them be better/thinner than me."
as much as a love visiting my sister's house, it's always so horrible because they always try to feed me😭
like i know it's their love language but goddammit it's my hate language or whatever cus i keep thinking they're trying to get me fat or something💀
no kidding they pile food onto my plate and get kinda offended if i can't finish