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almost every time I buy something from Northshore they give me booster for my padding, I have no clue how good they are but I definitely should make time to try them out eventually. I have two now, now I just need to come up with a reason to use them, megas already last sooooo long.

Why does it seem like everyone around me has such a pessimistic view of relationships? Like half of the relationships seem like they hate one another, and the other half seem like they only tolerate one another because it's easier than changing situations. I don't understand why people put so much emotional investment into someone they seemingly hate.

It's so difficult to feel big sometimes ☹️ I keep trying to cuz I need to focus on work while I'm here, but it's really really hard rn. It definitely doesn't help that every few minutes I get reminded that I'm padded lol.

So, uh, scrolling Tumblr hits different when you're wearing a diaper and onesie and sucking a paci, huh?

Stop, drop and pushies!

Well my plans of waiting to mess till I escape markarth's jail right before I shower are no more, I guess I should hurry up 😣. Thank you for the ask, you caught me at a good time cuz I was kinda cheating a little lol.

So much for being big after work🫣

I find it funny how my brothers shirts and sleeves are always chewed up and gross cuz he never stops chewing on them. But everyone seems to think I just don't do that, when I reality I do, just on my paci or thumb rather than my shirts lol.

Somehow embracing being a baby has made me seem more adult in some ways over the years.

This is Doggie, one of my babies

Doggie came into my life far before I can remember, sometime when I was an infant. Ever since I've known, they've protected me and made me feel safe. briefly doggie and I were separated from between when I was around 6 to when I was around 16. Yes, I feel horrible about it, and I'm always sure never to put them in any kind of bag without being absolutely sure they are ok with it just in case. This separation gap is the norm for my babies sadly, but hopefully now that society sees me as an adult I can avoid large separations like that in the future.

Doggie is the bravest of my original babies, thus it was between them and Flopsy for the first intro. Doggie loves it when you hug, squish, toss lightly, kiss, or lay on them. Honestly doggie just seems to like any and all gentle attention they can get, which makes it very easy lol. Most times, doggie likes to sleep on my face over my eyes, which helps me not freak out over moving lights or items over the night, ever since I was young doggie helped me with sleeping well and happily, as well as made me happy during the day.

Generally, doggie has protected me and made me happy since I was forming memories. I would do anything for them, which probably isn't considered healthy, but is true. I have lots of stories to tell about them and stuffs so if you wanna hear them just tell me.

I love waking up super little on my day off, endless cuddles and comfort are a wonderful way to start the day.

Now I just need motivated to get up and change, but I'm just so comfortable and warm and cozy I don't wanna get upppppp. Lol

Speaking of the niche parts of 24/7 that barely come up, I have a few rapid fire questions I would like to ask the lovely people of tumbler

1. do any of you know if any discreet swim diapers you want to recommend? I litterally go swimming like twice a year, but I do want to keep having the ability to swim on those occasions. Technically, I could go without, and just hope things work out until I can get padded agian, but last time i had no backup plan things went badly, and given summer is basically over I have plenty of time to get what I need, so I figured I'd ask for recommendations

2. Firstly, I wanna say I want to avoid my padding and lifestyle interacting with my medical life as much as possible. Do any of you have any suggestions as to how I should handle the doctors for things more than a cold? I could wear a pulley rather than thicker padding, and I could forgo a onesie for a bit, but those bits are the easy parts. What should I do if I know I need something like an X-ray or it's something to do relating to my bits regardless? Agian I can just forgo padding for a few hours and just bring my bag to change after, but I'd like to be at least a little protected all the time, so I'd like to avoid being unpadded as much as possible. Realistically if it's actually important I'll consider it an "emergency" and remove all restrictions, but imma try not to do that if I can lol.

3. If I'm at a friend's house, and we are all hanging out in the same room, and eventually I need a change. What's the best way to handle that situation. If I'm at my house I would just walk in my room, change, and walk back out without acknowledging it or saying I was looking for a phone charger or something. But if I'm at a friend's house, I would need to walk over, grab my backpack, disappear in their bathroom with it for 15-20 minutes and then reappear, put bag back, and then go back to hanging out. That feels really obvious something weird is going on, at work I don't give a shit, but with my friends I do. What's the way you would handle It random tumbler user seemingly reading this post?

Thanks for any suggestions, these things aren't gonna be an issue for a while so it's not a big issue exactly, but these will definitely pop up within a year or two, probably more like half a year for the friend one, luckily most of the time we use my house so it's not an issue. Regardless, once I know my plan for these I think I have basically every normal situation covered so only real issues will be issues.

I was litterally planning on buying more mega maxes today because I was starting to run low and it was my day off, and I come home to find a package on my porch, turns out I subscribed to auto ship for them sometime around three weeks ago while I was super high and little and forgot lol.

Guys I promise I don't need them I just have them on auto buy, leak sometimes when I wear an m4 instead, and haven't been dry by the time I've gotten up for the day in about two weeks.

Changing in public is still scary, but I do see why people say the embarrassment around simply wearing in public goes away after a while of wearing 24/7. My m4s feel like the norm in public now, and this routine honestly is starting to feel like habit. I still think about the potty sometimes, and sometimes I don't feel like changing when I should, but overall I've basically integrated being 24/7 into my life almost fully now.

Now the only things I need to figure out are how to stay at friends houses and what I should do if I need to go to a doctor.

To all the other pre transition trans peeps out there, do you guys ever get the feeling that you are "running out of time" to transition?

I've been getting increasingly upset at the idea I might not ever see the young version of the me that I want to be. Do any of you have any tips as to how deal with feelings like that? I've improved so many things in my life lately, and I'm much happier, but I just cant shake the thought that for some reason time is running out, even though I have basically no reason to feel like that

Being able to sit on uncomfortable stuff comfortably is such an underrated part of wearing 24/7. It's super useful even when I'm not feeling little lol

this is your reminder to take your paci out, take a big drink of water, and then put it straight back in. stay hydrated & wet!

Stop drop pushies

I've gotten three of these but have seen the ask like three days after it came through so I figured there was barely a reason to respond, I'll make sure to check my asks more frequently, especially since I plan on being in tumbler more again.

Either way, I'm also exited to say the devrom I ordered works well, messes are much less of an issue or worry basically ever now.

This has been the longest I've been padded in a row by far, and while most of what's happened I've expected to occur, a few things I never really noticed before are starting to happen which I think are interesting so I wanted to share.

Firstly, it seems I may have started leaking slightly between changes if I take too long, it's never much, and hasn't been an issue, but I might need to start actually trying to speed up my changes if this becomes more prominent over time.

Secondly, while it was already easier to use my padding when little, it's amazing how much my bladders behavior changes based on my mindset now. When I feel big I very much still have to pause and think about wetting or messing, but whenever I'm really little I sometimes don't even seem to notice wetting. I've started using timers to remind me to check and change myself a little before it's typically needed just in case and to help take my mind off of when I use my padding even more. I still have to think about it at least a little the vast majority of the time, but I'm still excited lol

Thirdly, it's interesting how much it seems bedwetting affects how my bladder behaves. On days I wake up wet, I seem to be able to use my padding much more freely and easily, but on days I have stayed dry overnight I've noticed I definitely have to pay a little more attention to avoid accidentally flooding, especially in the mornings.

None of these things are that interesting, but to me are very exciting

Guys I promise this blog isn't dead, I've just not had much motivation to be on here and I blame this post lol. You guys were so generous instead of treating this as a maximum I've treated it as a minimum. I already don't do that stuff much, so ngl I've had like zero desire to think about that stuff any more than I already was, leading to me avoiding tumbler. I've still not used all of either yet lol.

If I do this again In the future I'm definitely changing the rules a bit to make it more fun lol

Im bored, time to spice this up a bit I think. I may or may not make this a monthly thing, depending on my mood and how this plays out lol, but imma stick to it or a minimum of this month at least. I feel like imma regret this lol.

Please be nice 🥺

19 now, I feel both very sad about how much time I've "lost", and very happy that I've tried to spend it well and enjoyed at least some of it. I don't want time to move anymore, I like it here.

Wish me a happy birthday please 🥺 I'm not very happy rn

(i was gonna post this yesterday, but I apparently got distracted)

Yaaaay, I got off work for my birthday 🥳 19 sounds way too old, but I'm gonna say that every year until I'm dead so I'll get used to it lol. this summer really flew by much more quickly than previous ones, I guess I'm finally having fun.

The 17th of August is my birthday btw, such a random and boring day, but there's always been beauty in simple casual days.

Stop drop pushies

Why'd ya have to wait till I just got changed 😭 I'm not even wet yetttttt

Thank you anyways tho, I was kinda breaking the rules a little by not making pushies when I first needed to and trying to wait till my next change, so thanks for reminding me why that's a bad idea

Now this is the kind of thinking I come to tumbler for

I think it's funny how some of my kinks directly prevent each other from being fulfilled lol.

I wanna be forced into diapers, told I'm too little to do things, made to fail potty training over and over. The issue being the very moment I receive praise I would no longer be able to be forced to do those things, as I would definitely immediately just willingly submit to those rules. DARN YOU PRAISE KINK! THEY CANT FORCE ME TO DO SOMETHING IF I AM ALREADY ENTHUSIASTICALLY AGREEING BEFORE THEY EVEN FINISH TALKING!

I finally had enough courage to change at work, well, I was scared enough too. Leaking that one time honestly made me have a lot less trust that just an m4 can get me through a workday, so when I checked my padding at lunch I decided I'd rather risk changing than risk leaking. Ngl, I was terrified, but I did feel better once I knew for sure I wasn't gonna leak. Now I just need to practice quick standing changes rather than just quick laying ones.

I'm proud of myself 😁

Time to buy a baba, perhaps now I can bring more than water bottles into bed without risking spilling something.

Which should I get next? Suggestions welcome.

Guess who somehow managed to leak at work even though they litterally only drank one coke and a small water alllll day.

I'm just happy it was only a little and didn't show up on my actual pants.