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5 months ago

Stop drop pushies

I've gotten three of these but have seen the ask like three days after it came through so I figured there was barely a reason to respond, I'll make sure to check my asks more frequently, especially since I plan on being in tumbler more again.

Either way, I'm also exited to say the devrom I ordered works well, messes are much less of an issue or worry basically ever now.


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5 months ago

Changing in public is still scary, but I do see why people say the embarrassment around simply wearing in public goes away after a while of wearing 24/7. My m4s feel like the norm in public now, and this routine honestly is starting to feel like habit. I still think about the potty sometimes, and sometimes I don't feel like changing when I should, but overall I've basically integrated being 24/7 into my life almost fully now.

Now the only things I need to figure out are how to stay at friends houses and what I should do if I need to go to a doctor.


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5 months ago

I was litterally planning on buying more mega maxes today because I was starting to run low and it was my day off, and I come home to find a package on my porch, turns out I subscribed to auto ship for them sometime around three weeks ago while I was super high and little and forgot lol.

Guys I promise I don't need them I just have them on auto buy, leak sometimes when I wear an m4 instead, and haven't been dry by the time I've gotten up for the day in about two weeks.


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5 months ago

I love waking up super little on my day off, endless cuddles and comfort are a wonderful way to start the day.

Now I just need motivated to get up and change, but I'm just so comfortable and warm and cozy I don't wanna get upppppp. Lol


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5 months ago

Stop, drop and pushies!

Well my plans of waiting to mess till I escape markarth's jail right before I shower are no more, I guess I should hurry up 😣. Thank you for the ask, you caught me at a good time cuz I was kinda cheating a little lol.

So much for being big after work🫣


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5 months ago

It's so difficult to feel big sometimes ☹️ I keep trying to cuz I need to focus on work while I'm here, but it's really really hard rn. It definitely doesn't help that every few minutes I get reminded that I'm padded lol.


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5 months ago

almost every time I buy something from Northshore they give me booster for my padding, I have no clue how good they are but I definitely should make time to try them out eventually. I have two now, now I just need to come up with a reason to use them, megas already last sooooo long.


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5 months ago

I'm thinking of doing another hold on the 15th to see how good I can do still. I plan to turn these holds into a bimonthly challenge to help better map any real changes to my control over time.

I honestly don't expect much to change except that I cant hold it as long, but this will fulfill my desire for desperation that pops up every few weeks in a way that still plays into tracking my unpotty training, so regardless it's still a decent plan lol.


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5 months ago

Gotta say, movie nights are significantly better while padded. Getting to watch like three episodes at once with my snacks without ever having to get up from being cozy is a very good improvement. Also, Dexter is a pretty good show, I'm probably gonna finish at least the main series.


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4 months ago

I did my hold eventually and umm

I Did My Hold Eventually And Umm

I promise its only cuz I drank so much and was having weak bladder day, I can definitely do better next time.


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4 months ago

I don't understand how my brain is even attempting to rationalize social anxiety about posting on an anonymous app where I litterally basically only talk about pacis and stuffies. Like what the hell changed between two practically identical post topics over the course of a few days?

Lobotomy please😁


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4 months ago

Changing into fresh padding when I'm tired makes it impossible to stay awake. I keep trying to fix my sleep schedule but I keep passing out way early lol.


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4 months ago

Not me feeling big and putting on a pulley after I woke up just to have an accident and need to change within the hour 😣

I'm jus glad it wasn't padding I'd have to stay in a while, woulda been a bad start to the day lol


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4 months ago

Every so often I manage to put on one of my diapers perfectly, and every single time I do, it reminds me why I chose them. Im never more cozy.


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4 months ago

Somehow I just managed to fill a megamax in like five hours without even really meaning too, must've been all the chocolate milk I guess.


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4 months ago

Not me staring at the potty longingly while wetting my nigh nigh padding while brushing my teeth. Sometimes using the potty just seems like it would be so convenient and Its hard to resist, luckily I don't exactly have to resist long, not to mention even if I did try and use the potty I would go like a few drops, so it would never be worth it even with fresh padding.


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4 months ago

My friends wanna do a Halloween party soon, and I wanted any potential suggestions on how to handle changies while I'm over there. We are gonna be drinking big girl juice and so I'm just a little worried imma fill up my padding really fast and be unable to change discreetly. We all will basically be hanging out in the same room, and to change imma need to bring my bag with me, not to mention imma be drunk which I never do and heavily impairs me, and won't really have anywhere clean to change.

Im debating only wearing pullies the whole time but that would mean I'd have to change like 4 times and would be very likely to leak overnight.

I have a few ideas to choose between for the time being, but if anyone has a better idea than any of these please tell me lol.


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4 months ago

I really need to stop changing immediately when I wake up feeling big, or at least put on lighter padding. Being messy all morning for the past two days has made it start to get old lol


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4 months ago

Damn you guys didn't debate giving me potty privileges for a second lol. While I'm worried about being so thickly padded alone with friends, I can already tell imma feel so much safer the whole time. Ngl imma little glad, I could already tell I was gonna struggle to be good if I had gotten potty privileges for a few hours just for them to be taken agian immediately after. Im still gonna be sure to bring a pulley or two just in case I can't manage to change properly after a while, but this at least outlines megas are my plan A

My friends wanna do a Halloween party soon, and I wanted any potential suggestions on how to handle changies while I'm over there. We are gonna be drinking big girl juice and so I'm just a little worried imma fill up my padding really fast and be unable to change discreetly. We all will basically be hanging out in the same room, and to change imma need to bring my bag with me, not to mention imma be drunk which I never do and heavily impairs me, and won't really have anywhere clean to change.

Im debating only wearing pullies the whole time but that would mean I'd have to change like 4 times and would be very likely to leak overnight.

I have a few ideas to choose between for the time being, but if anyone has a better idea than any of these please tell me lol.


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