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Guys I promise this blog isn't dead, I've just not had much motivation to be on here and I blame this post lol. You guys were so generous instead of treating this as a maximum I've treated it as a minimum. I already don't do that stuff much, so ngl I've had like zero desire to think about that stuff any more than I already was, leading to me avoiding tumbler. I've still not used all of either yet lol.
If I do this again In the future I'm definitely changing the rules a bit to make it more fun lol
Im bored, time to spice this up a bit I think. I may or may not make this a monthly thing, depending on my mood and how this plays out lol, but imma stick to it or a minimum of this month at least. I feel like imma regret this lol.
Please be nice 🥺
This has been the longest I've been padded in a row by far, and while most of what's happened I've expected to occur, a few things I never really noticed before are starting to happen which I think are interesting so I wanted to share.
Firstly, it seems I may have started leaking slightly between changes if I take too long, it's never much, and hasn't been an issue, but I might need to start actually trying to speed up my changes if this becomes more prominent over time.
Secondly, while it was already easier to use my padding when little, it's amazing how much my bladders behavior changes based on my mindset now. When I feel big I very much still have to pause and think about wetting or messing, but whenever I'm really little I sometimes don't even seem to notice wetting. I've started using timers to remind me to check and change myself a little before it's typically needed just in case and to help take my mind off of when I use my padding even more. I still have to think about it at least a little the vast majority of the time, but I'm still excited lol
Thirdly, it's interesting how much it seems bedwetting affects how my bladder behaves. On days I wake up wet, I seem to be able to use my padding much more freely and easily, but on days I have stayed dry overnight I've noticed I definitely have to pay a little more attention to avoid accidentally flooding, especially in the mornings.
None of these things are that interesting, but to me are very exciting
Stop drop pushies
I've gotten three of these but have seen the ask like three days after it came through so I figured there was barely a reason to respond, I'll make sure to check my asks more frequently, especially since I plan on being in tumbler more again.
Either way, I'm also exited to say the devrom I ordered works well, messes are much less of an issue or worry basically ever now.
Changing in public is still scary, but I do see why people say the embarrassment around simply wearing in public goes away after a while of wearing 24/7. My m4s feel like the norm in public now, and this routine honestly is starting to feel like habit. I still think about the potty sometimes, and sometimes I don't feel like changing when I should, but overall I've basically integrated being 24/7 into my life almost fully now.
Now the only things I need to figure out are how to stay at friends houses and what I should do if I need to go to a doctor.
I was litterally planning on buying more mega maxes today because I was starting to run low and it was my day off, and I come home to find a package on my porch, turns out I subscribed to auto ship for them sometime around three weeks ago while I was super high and little and forgot lol.
Guys I promise I don't need them I just have them on auto buy, leak sometimes when I wear an m4 instead, and haven't been dry by the time I've gotten up for the day in about two weeks.
I love waking up super little on my day off, endless cuddles and comfort are a wonderful way to start the day.
Now I just need motivated to get up and change, but I'm just so comfortable and warm and cozy I don't wanna get upppppp. Lol

This is Doggie, one of my babies
Doggie came into my life far before I can remember, sometime when I was an infant. Ever since I've known, they've protected me and made me feel safe. briefly doggie and I were separated from between when I was around 6 to when I was around 16. Yes, I feel horrible about it, and I'm always sure never to put them in any kind of bag without being absolutely sure they are ok with it just in case. This separation gap is the norm for my babies sadly, but hopefully now that society sees me as an adult I can avoid large separations like that in the future.
Doggie is the bravest of my original babies, thus it was between them and Flopsy for the first intro. Doggie loves it when you hug, squish, toss lightly, kiss, or lay on them. Honestly doggie just seems to like any and all gentle attention they can get, which makes it very easy lol. Most times, doggie likes to sleep on my face over my eyes, which helps me not freak out over moving lights or items over the night, ever since I was young doggie helped me with sleeping well and happily, as well as made me happy during the day.
Generally, doggie has protected me and made me happy since I was forming memories. I would do anything for them, which probably isn't considered healthy, but is true. I have lots of stories to tell about them and stuffs so if you wanna hear them just tell me.
I find it funny how my brothers shirts and sleeves are always chewed up and gross cuz he never stops chewing on them. But everyone seems to think I just don't do that, when I reality I do, just on my paci or thumb rather than my shirts lol.
Somehow embracing being a baby has made me seem more adult in some ways over the years.
Stop, drop and pushies!
Well my plans of waiting to mess till I escape markarth's jail right before I shower are no more, I guess I should hurry up 😣. Thank you for the ask, you caught me at a good time cuz I was kinda cheating a little lol.
So much for being big after work🫣
It's so difficult to feel big sometimes ☹️ I keep trying to cuz I need to focus on work while I'm here, but it's really really hard rn. It definitely doesn't help that every few minutes I get reminded that I'm padded lol.
almost every time I buy something from Northshore they give me booster for my padding, I have no clue how good they are but I definitely should make time to try them out eventually. I have two now, now I just need to come up with a reason to use them, megas already last sooooo long.
I'm thinking of doing another hold on the 15th to see how good I can do still. I plan to turn these holds into a bimonthly challenge to help better map any real changes to my control over time.
I honestly don't expect much to change except that I cant hold it as long, but this will fulfill my desire for desperation that pops up every few weeks in a way that still plays into tracking my unpotty training, so regardless it's still a decent plan lol.
Uhh...noooooooo...... Mine are tyedye 🫣

Gotta say, movie nights are significantly better while padded. Getting to watch like three episodes at once with my snacks without ever having to get up from being cozy is a very good improvement. Also, Dexter is a pretty good show, I'm probably gonna finish at least the main series.
I did my hold eventually and umm

I promise its only cuz I drank so much and was having weak bladder day, I can definitely do better next time.
Changing into fresh padding when I'm tired makes it impossible to stay awake. I keep trying to fix my sleep schedule but I keep passing out way early lol.
Not me feeling big and putting on a pulley after I woke up just to have an accident and need to change within the hour 😣
I'm jus glad it wasn't padding I'd have to stay in a while, woulda been a bad start to the day lol
Every so often I manage to put on one of my diapers perfectly, and every single time I do, it reminds me why I chose them. Im never more cozy.
Somehow I just managed to fill a megamax in like five hours without even really meaning too, must've been all the chocolate milk I guess.
Not me staring at the potty longingly while wetting my nigh nigh padding while brushing my teeth. Sometimes using the potty just seems like it would be so convenient and Its hard to resist, luckily I don't exactly have to resist long, not to mention even if I did try and use the potty I would go like a few drops, so it would never be worth it even with fresh padding.