I've Been Such A Big Girl Lately And Im Both Really Proud Of Myself And Annoyed I Have To Act Big At

I've been such a big girl lately and im both really proud of myself and annoyed I have to act big at the same time. You guys remember those polls I did about what I should buy next, well here's the update on how much my life has changed in those few weeks.

Firstly, I bought a baba, it's one from rearz, its long glass bottle with a little plastic cap that covers a removable nipple and has pretty dinos and dragons on it.

Secondly, I no longer work at burger king, I have an online job which pays more but requires talking to people litterally constantly so my social anxiety hates, which means more megas than m4s and lots more pretty padding and onesies and stuff

Thirdly, ya know how I leaked not that long ago, well I ordered some washable bed pads/changing pads from Northshore and these things are definitely a good purchase, idk how much they hold, but they feel super high quality and are litterally larger than my bed, which is amazing bc it's basically like I'm laying on a thin full body pillow, I'm much less worried about leaks overnight in the future now, cuz even if they do happen it'll only really be on superficial stuff I can easily wash.

Fourth, I finally got devrom and I do recommend it, I've been trying it out over the last week or two and I highly recommend. It's not some miracle thing, but it does do exactly what it says it will do, which is better than half the products out there.

Fifth, I experimented with different sizes and figured out that medium megas are the closest fit I'll get if not a little loose, large pulleys fit better than medium, and medium m4s are like still the perfect tight fit for discreet wear.

Lastly, I have covid agian, so im sad to say no Halloween party for me this year, which I'm very very sad about.

Id say at least three of those things somewhat relate to being responsible, mainly just the job one, but I feel better knowing I'm more prepared and knowledgeable about my options for later either way

I love when my brain wants to share an experience but forgets it's an experience litterally everyone has so I type out an entire explanation of, and I'm not kidding, why I find my type of humor funny, before realizing I'm litterally just typing out my internal monologue bc I'm bored.

Anybody have any tips on how to make my cat less scared of my padding? The plastic moving when I fluff or move them scares her and I figured she would just get used to it after a bit, but it's been like 3 months now 24/7 I think, and she still acts terrified of them. Shes less scared of the ones I'm wearing or at least somewhat tolerates them as long as I don't mess with them around her, but I feel bad about going from my cat basically living in my room to being scared of being in it. I would put them away and only take out what I need but I don't have enough space to store them that is hidden because I live in a broom closet lol.

I did my hold eventually and umm

I promise its only cuz I drank so much and was having weak bladder day, I can definitely do better next time.

Does anyone else ever get sad that their stuffies don't eat and stuff? I know it makes me sound crazy, but service has always been my love language and I feel like Im failing to take care of them cuz they never really need anything. I really wanna buy them clothes and stuff but I wouldn't know how to get anything that would fit them.

Im not having a good day.

I really need to stop changing immediately when I wake up feeling big, or at least put on lighter padding. Being messy all morning for the past two days has made it start to get old lol