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Look idk what to type now, this sudden message from my favourite person made my day to the fullest. You always remind me that itâs my best decision to come here and get some awesome friends like you like I craved for all these yearsâŠ.*ahhhhh donât touch me now, am crying again*
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A Night for Apology

Pairing: bf! Hongjoong x f! reader x bf! Yunho
Genre: Angst, Smut, Non Idol au, Mature
Warnings: very suggestive things, mature themes, mention of ( brat, bitch), boyfriends being angry with you, controlling and possessiveness (donât know what more to add, if these all are giving you hints what more can be there so be aware of it please)
W.C: 3.6k
Note: My horny ass for pissed off Yunho and Hongjoong made me write this after watching a reel on the insta so bear with my work.
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âWhere are you now?â, your friend is asking you for the third time this evening. She is calling you for past two hours but you were not picking up as you were not sure whether you can go to your destined place for today. The plan to spend the whole day at your friendâs place for a girlsâ sleepover was planned last week when you all four suddenly met at the mall. It was all fine until today when you received a call from your boyfriends telling you they can be possibly home before the date of return. You were tensed after the call but somehow made up your mind to take a final decision and picked up your friendâs call when it was the fourth time for the missed call.
âI will be there in thirty minutes.â You are staring at the mirror while on the call to check your look for the nth time before heading out. With one hand, you hastily packed up all the necessary belongings for the sleepover in your vanity bag and the other hand is still busy pressing the phone to your ears to hear your friend ramblings.
âAre you sure you will be coming today? Our meeting was supposed to be started two hours back but neither we saw any sign of your coming nor you were picking up the call. Are you okay?â The phone got snatched away from your friend. A rather louder voice spoke up now.
âIf you have any problem then we can arrange this for another time.â Another time? Oh, not possible. This is the only chance you have until your boyfriends return from the business trip. If your boyfriends get to know about your todayâs plan then it would not go well for you.
âOh! its okay, both of you relax, I will be there soon. Donât worry too much.â Switching off the lights and locking the door of your grand house, you walked towards the main street. You canât take your car because they have taken your keys away as you are being disobedient to them for last two months. They have banned you for going out when they found out your sneak outs with your friends with whom they have warned not to meet. Itâs not like they donât want you to meet with others but they donât trust two of your friends as they think those two donât have good intentions to you. But you being persistent and still going to meet your best friend where those two friends will also be there.
 Itâs okay as far as they are not aware of this.
Getting inside the cab, an uneasy feeling settles down at the pit of your stomach as to what can possibly happen if they ever get to know about today. The ring of a phone call takes you out of your thoughts, without looking at the id you picked up hoping to hear your friendâs voice.
âY/N where are you?â your eyes go wide on hearing the deep masculine voice for which you double check the id and it shows âYuyuâ. Pity you, being always in a hurry leads you to this situation. Not coming with a fast excuse rather you cut the call when the driver made the horn sound indicating your arrival to your friendâs place. You still looking at the screen which went black for getting turn off after thirty seconds of screentime. Dim street lights are still enough to reflect your shocked eyes into the tiny phone screen. Debating in your mind for the 5th time, you made up to go back to your house. Telling the driver to drive you back, you quickly sent a text to your friend telling her about your sudden headache to which she insisted you to take rest and not to think about turning them down like this.
The whole ride back to home was a mental battle for you and your thoughts as to what to tell him after calling him back. Well, you are a bit confused as why neither one of them yet called you back when you without replying a word cut the call back then. You are looking at the phone screen in anticipation to get a call but silence; neither a call nor a single text. Maybe they are busy in any business deals or so, they would might call you back later so you need to prepare some believable excuses before the interaction. You were so lost in thoughts that you didnât notice the cab pulled in by the main street stop. It was prepaid so you quickly got down and head towards the house. The silence of the night is contrasting the loud thoughts inside your head, the shiny backless short dress making you the brightest star on the street.
Unlocking the door, your senses hit with a familiar smell of a perfume. Why is this smell so strong now? Switching on the lights, you keep your bag on the top of door side cupboard, back still facing the main area of the living room.
âSo, you really went there again?â there is someone in my house and this smell all around, so that means he is here.
Turning around you face the reality of the current situation, Hongjoong sitting on the centre sofa with legs spreading wide with elbows placed on the knees and hands joined above with chin on top of it, eyes staring daringly to you.
âHo-hongjoong?........â you are still shocked to see him at this hour here. They were supposed to return next week but the early return was not expected to be so early.
âWhat? Why are you like a cat being caught?â giving you his wicked grin.
âYou are back so early? I-I didnât expect you to be here.â He is still wearing his outside clothes; the black leather jacket with funky black jeans and a black tee inside. You looked around to find any trace of other presence when you noticed a bigger size black jacket placed on the handle of the other sofa and now you are sure Yunho might be taking shower in upstairs.
âAre you not happy or are you disappointed as we are interrupting your brat routines of sneaking out to places you are being banned to?â he is not joking, he is dead serious with you even though he is grinning. His eyes are travelling all over your body, under his gaze you are really feeling exposed also your dress is not helping but adding the anger in him. His expression is dark full with anger but lust in his eyes. The cold air of air conditioner is hitting your skin making you realize you need to change the attire and also not to become the prey to the person before you. You hesitantly placed few hairs behind your ears and breaking the eye contact with the eyes which are now focused to your movements, you turned towards the stairs.
 âWhere are you going now?â the question made you stop in your tracks in a fast reflex. You have already messed up the situation and also donât have well prepared explanation and now without giving him a proper reply, you are going to your room. Is it really a good way to escape?
âI will just go to my room. Iâm fe-feeling sick right now.â Your stuttering never helped you to act strong in front of them.
âReally? Come here.â Joong signalled you to sit beside him on the sofa.
 âNo no its okay. Its just a minor headache, I can take care of myself.â
âHeadache? The one suddenly occurred after the call from Yunho?â dang! How does he know about your excuse to your friends?
âI really d-donât know what you are talking about.â You just want to run away from this house and hide in a place somewhere where they canât find you until everything about today is forgotten.
âOh my poor baby. I think your memory is becoming short then . You might be thinking so much about something.â The words are so soft but you know this is him mocking you with a dangerous look on his face which is only caused when he is mad at you. After warning you so many times, you still went to meet those friends even without asking them for once.
âCome here.â He blankly stated while staring at you the way he would jump on you anytime if you try to move in any other direction.
âLook, you are not going to control me or tell me what to do.â Wow. The strong woman is appearing in you. You are really pissing this man to the edge. Edge? The man stood up abruptly and with quick steps came in front of you facing close to you. He glared at you in a way, you can melt down in that place right at that moment. He holds your hand and the grip is way tighter and then pulled you towards the sofa and made you sit with him. The sudden bending made your tight dress to ride up the thigh a bit exposing lot more skin. He glanced there but quickly looked up to glare at you.
You tried to glare at him as well but miserably failing when a hand comes near your forehead to wipe away the hairs and then he pressed four fingers to your forehead. He might be a menace but a softie if you are sick or when you need something. He smirked at you when he caught you staring at him.
âDonât have a fever so I suppose you donât have that little headache as well.â Hearing his statement, you scoot backwards to run away from there. You are now leaning to the cushioned handle of the sofa, Joong keeping his one arm over the headrest of the sofa and lifted one leg on the sofa slightly bending the knee joint to sit comfortably facing you.
âIâm sorryâŠâŠâ you whispered.
âWhat? Speak loudly. I canât hear you.â Joong is no more smiling but having a pissed off look which is referring to your deeds have surpassed his limits of temper.
âIâm sorry Joong.â You look down feeling guilty and keep on fiddling with your two thumbs. He loves you a lot but why you are still not listening to their warnings. They have always treated you like their princess but still their possessiveness sometimes is way too much. But no matter what you love them the most, they mean your world and the only family.
âI donât think you are really sorry.â Thatâs it. You are going to say the world good bye this night. This voice alone can make you fall on your knees and ask for forgiveness. The new guest in between the moments of you and Joong is the real menace. While the other one can be a softie for few moments but this one is a total egotistic. You craned your neck to the direction of the voice.
Standing at the last step of the stairs with wet hairs and a white t-shirt with a casual trouser. The fresh lavender smell filled the atmosphere of the room. The tall frame throwing daggers at your small frame from the distance. He is totally looking like a fresh meal but to your disappointment you are not getting it unless you are sincerely apologizing to them.
âYuyu, Iâm really sorry.â
âDonât call me that when you are just going to be a disobedient girl later.â You tried to pout at him but his glare made you shut up.
Distracted with Yunho, you didnât notice how Joongâs eyes travelling longingly over your every exposed skin, literally eye fucking you. You felt tug in your hands and suddenly Joong pulled you on his lap.
You yelped on this sudden act and you can feel a different sensation in your stomach.
âWhat should we do with you?â Joong whispered.
âJoongâŠ..â you moan out his name when his hands trail upon your thighs and on your back which is exposed because of the backless dress. His warm hands giving the perfect feels in the cold room.
âDonât give her the satisfaction for anything Hongjoong.â You can hear Yunho speaking behind you. His presence is near to you yet far away to feel his touch.
âIâm not going to give her anything when she is just being a bitch like this.â Joong spoke glaring at you. You are so immersed to feel his touch, your eyes shot open on hearing his words.
âNoâŠ.why?â
âWhy?â Titling his head, Joong asked you. You felt a third presence on the sofa just right behind you.
âYou are really disappointing Y/N.â Hearing your name from his lips for the first time this night making you feel excited and anticipated of what can happen next. The large hands coming up to your scalp brushing the hairs and then messaging it when you felt a harsh pull to make you face the owner of the voice.
âShe is really enjoying this.â Joong spoke up while playing with your fingers.
Yunho leaned his back on the cushion handrest and spread his long legs in front of him reaching to both side of your frame on Joongâs lap. He signalled Joong to make you sit between his long legs with your back resting to his chest, your legs are now spread similarly like him but so tiny compared to him. Joong made himself comfortable and sat facing you both.
âSo, as you know this was your last warning.â Yunhoâs deep voice near your ear and his vibrating chest in contact with your back is igniting the sensation in you but you know you are helpless in this situation when he is just so mad at you.
âI said am sorry but you both should know that you canât always control me in every situation.â
âThis is too much. You have disobeyed us and now arguing with me.â
Joong chuckled and now your attention is to the opposite male. He moved a bit forward to slightly hover your tiny frame. The hand in your hair is no longer there but tracing over your sides slowly, very slowly. You tried to move a bit forward but you were held back by Yunho. He is gripping your forearms tightly to make you still. Your thighs rubbed together to feel any sensation to reduce the heat and wetness pooling between your legs. Hongjoong noticed your actions when he placed his knee between your thighs to separate them. You close your eyes in frustration for loosing friction.
Yunhoâs big hand slaps your bare thigh to make your eyes water on the burning sensation on the skin. You look back towards him and see him devilishly smirking at you on your helpless state. Again, you move your attention towards Hongjoong. Yunhoâs hands travel a bit upwards to lower your thin straps of your dress down exposing your shoulders and the upper chest. Joong eying the actions of his friend. They might be once close friends but their common interest on you and you accepting them made them become closer. Suddenly his eyes met yours.
âIf you are thinking, you will be repeating this again and getting treated like this so good then you are wrong baby. We are just preparing you for the punishments later you will be receiving. I might let you slide sometimes but yunho would never.â
âI will never. Why donât you listen to us?â his fingers intertwined with your one hand and your other hand is playing with Joongâs fingers.
âI really wanted to meet them. They are my friends after all.â You said looking at where Joongâs knees separating your thighs.
âThey are not your friends. They always try to distract your mind by telling you that we are not nice people and you should stay away from us. Despite you keep on insisting to meet them. At this point I think you are starting to believe them.â
Yunhoâs grip become tighter on hearing Joong. He canât deal with any of such nuisance when anything is bothering you or his relationship between your or with his friend.
âNo!....I donât  believe themâŠ..â
âWhen we have already warned you from meeting them, you started to sneak out and lying us that you are going somewhere else.â Hearing the voice laced with anger from behind you made you realize that how disappointed they are with you.
âLook at me.â You glanced up to see Joongâs face is so near to you. He added, âyour friends keep telling you that you should find another man for yourself who will be better than us and you without ignoring them, still being friends and even meeting with them often.â His thumb brushing your lips and then gripping the jaw tightly. You tried to move your hands up to hold his hand but got held back when Yunho locked your hands to both of your sides.
âYou are not in charge in what to do. We will be controlling this tonight. We will be punishing you in such a way that when your friends meet you next time can know that you are claimed by us for the lifetime and no other man should ever think of coming near to you nor getting a chance with you.â
Joong smirked on his friendâs words. His glanced at yunho and then slowly comes near to your face that you can feel his mint breath and he kissed you. He is not kissing you but totally devouring on you and your lips is his last meal. He moved his knee a bit forward and pressed it to your heat. He paused for a moment before taking off his jacket followed by his black tee. He is only in his jeans now and again he smashed his lips on you. Your fingers are aching to touch those abs in front of you but this is not happening today.
Joong pulled you towards him in between the kisses when he bit your lips to enter your mouth. Meanwhile, yunho takes off his t-shirt and Joong again pushed you back to his friendâs chest. Your bare back coming in contact with the bare chest of Yunho making your back arch a bit and toes curling in the sensation of his abs. You can feel something poking in the lower back. You are closing your eyes to take in this intimate position. You tried to move your body to Joongâs knees but you were restrained.
âStay in place. You are not getting anything.â Yunho commanded.
Breaking the kiss while gasping for air, you whispered âpleaseâŠâŠâ
âWhat?â Joong wiping the saliva from the corner of his mouth asked you.
âI need you bothâŠâŠâ
âNo!â Yunho again slapped your thighs and your watery eyes needily look towards Joong.
âI canât do anything now if you are asking for help as Iâm equally pissed off with you.â
Suddenly you felt wet kisses over your shoulder and hands busy removing the hairs from your neck and shoulders and keeping them in a high knot over your head. Yunho is griping your hairs tightly in his big hands. Biting and kissing all over your exposed neck and shoulders with Joongâs knee to your heat is taking to your edge of neediness. You closed your eyes and moaned out loud when Yunho bit just below the ear as he knows your sweet spot where you are most sensitive.Â
âYunhoâŠ..â
âOh! My baby is enjoying this then we should stop here.â Joong spoke in between pushing the dress upward from your thighs exposing more of your wet heat. He bent one of your legs and kissing them from the knees trailing to the inner thigh, still pressing the knee to your heat.
Your eyes shot open, âNo pleaseâŠ.this is too muchâŠI canât take this anymoreâŠ.â
âIâm tired soâŠâŠI want to go to my roomâ, You added thinking to get off this frustration off on your own inside your room.
Yunho huffed and harshly made you turn towards him. âYou donât speak here today when the fault is yours. Suffer like this or I have some other ways to make you follow my orders.â
âWell, I know something to make it more fun.â Joong suggested while standing up from the previous position. You lose every contact with him which makes your heat ache more for any friction to the spot. Standing beside the sofa, he takes in your form with Yunho. He smirked to the view in front of him before signalled you both to stand up.
âwhatâs more fun to you?â yunho questioned his friend.
âIsnât she tired then we can all take a shower all together.â
âNo I- â
âOh! That.â Yunho made himself and you to stand up from the sofa. Your dress falling down exposing your whole figure only in your underwear in front of the two males. Yunho eyed your whole frame a bit longer before smirking at you and then looked towards Joong who was already halfway through the stairs.
âLetâs resume this game from where we paused in there. Right tiny?â
âThatâs going to be a long night to accept your apology baby.âJoong loudly alert you from the stairs.
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Pairing: Prince!Seonghwa x f!reader x Prince!Hongjoong
Genre: Royal, Fantasy, Angst, Yandere
Warnings: crying, controlling nature, possessiveness, suggestive themes, using a sleeping potion needle.
W.C: 3.5k
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The kingdom Halazia was ruled by the king, Zeeth. His first wife who died at a young age has a son named Park Seonghwa and the second wife has a son named Kim Hongjoong. The Title for the sons were after their mother because they didnât want their fathers title to be given to them as they passionately hated that man.
Two months ago, the king suddenly died of a mysterious fever. Not even the best medic in the kingdom found the cause for the untimely end so this leaves only the younger queen to take over the family proceedings. The situation was very difficult for her to handle and let alone the princes who are not even bothered by their father death.
The elder Prince, Park Seonghwa who has a great physique with light toned skin and always keeping a sword attached to the waist band, the handle is designed with blue and silver crystals which highlights the shining silvery blade more. The prince attires always look the best on him and make it seems like the position pf prince is designated for him. He has the piercing eyes like an eagle as if he can read your soul with a single glance at you which can make you feel exposed even though you are fully covered with materials. His sharpness of eyes is slightly hidden with the black strokes of the bangs falling over his eyes similarly the way the sharpness of the blade is separating through the handle from his hand. Even though having such a strong aura with the sharp facial features his personality is a bit contrasting in usual. He has a sweet voice which can easily lure you into his well-planned trap and his calm and peaceful nature can convince you to speak all your hidden truths to him. Well, thatâs the trap where he will attract you with his caring nature and gets to know everything about you which may not be always good.
The younger Prince, Kim Hongjoong whose name can alone scream the dominance over every possible thing. He is born to be a king. He is slightly shorter than the eldest prince but his pointy noise and thick eyebrows and the evil glint in his eyes with the dirty smirk as if he whatever he does or say is the last option for everyone makes everyone else surrounding him feel smaller to him. Donât ever dare to say him short if you donât want to die early. He is totally ruthless unlike his brotherâs calm personality. But both of them having same interests on something or hating the same thing similarly which make them most powerful. Hongjoong has a folding knife whose heavy metal portion is designed with black crystals totally matching with his dark personality. His only emotions are for his mother and his brother. He does not have to make you believe him because no matter what he will do it with force whenever its possible.
 Likely, the commoners are well aware of their hatred towards the king because they donât like the rules of the kingdom set by the king. They both can be the most powerful duo among all the neighbouring kingdoms if they get pissed off with something. Most commonly known as The Django Brothers because of this consistent and ruthless personality when together. The kingâs death announces Seonghwa as the next ruler of Halazia but his love for his brother made him to come up with a final decision for the kingdomâs future attention.
âI will not be ruling this kingdom alone, I want my brother to be the part of this as well.â Seonghwa sitting elegantly on the throne in a dark blue prince attire looking flawless on the antic throne of the king seems like a perfect protector of Halazia. He is looking around the court hall to scan the faces for any disapproval. Hongjoong standing behind him in a black furry fit which more seems like the enemy or the destroyer of the kingdom and also with the visible smirk on his. He is observing everyone present there while playing with his pocket knife making everyone startled with every opening striking sound.
The head of the general gulped when taking in the look of the younger prince and spoke up, âWe all agree with your plans Prince Seonghwa even we are measuring the land to divide the north sector and the south sector equally. The commoners are also happy for the decision on finding two future kings which can lead to betterment of the kingdom as you both can give proper attention to the respective parts rather focusing on vast areas alone.â
âEqual sectors? Do you think we will get jealous of each other huh?â The younger prince spoke and the head of the general is trying to avoid being under his heavy gaze.Â
âIt is King Seonghwa and King Hongjoong for you all and I want this news to be announced all over the kingdom within evening.â Everyone nodded their head in return not wanting to displease any of the kings.
âAlso tell everyone that my little sons are big enough to get married and am searching for beautiful and talented girls who can take care of my sons and teach them right way to behave maybe then these two can become a real human.â The youngest queen chuckled when coming to the middle of the hall.
Everyone feels relaxed with the joke and her playful presence and they all bowed to the queen and smiled towards her.
The two princes groaned on hearing the statement, âMother, you know the kingdom is enough for having two rulers so there is no need of a woman. We can take care of everything alone.â Hongjoong interjects.
âBut you canât take care of your feelings for love, the loneliness will break you down my son.â She looks at both of them sympathetically.
âWe can and we will show you how.â Seonghwa spoke up but with a respectful gesture towards the queen.
The ministers and generals started to leave the hall one by one when the queen made a quick gesture to the business minister to spread her wanting news for marriage.
âFather?âŠ.â A sweet honey like voice chirped in from a corner. All the attention turns towards that direction. The two princes are having the confuse look where the queen is grinning towards the new comer. The head general was last to leave when on hearing the voice halted in his step.
âOh! Look I forgot to tell you who I brought here, General she was waiting at the gate for you and I heard that you donât talk to your daughter.â The general glared to the girl standing behind the queen but instantly changed his expression to face the royals.
âYour honour, Queen Aeris I would like to apologize in behalf of her but I would like to take my leave here.â General plainly stated.
âThis is your daughter?â The youngest prince scanning the girl as if like an animal getting ready to jump on his prey that instance. The girl hesitated in her place under his gaze.
âY/N?â Seonghwa softly called the girl. The girl and queen both looked at him with big round eyes.
âAh, finally my son recognized her. So, you should know now why she is here.â The queen clapped her hands happily and went away when a maid whispered something in her ears.
Seonghwa still looking at her when she is just looking around for what to say to him. Hongjoong suddenly spoke up, âY/N? you mean our Y/N, our precious? My precious?â
Seonghwa nodded in reply which made his brother to show his dirty smirk again. Hongjoong turned towards the general, âSo you kept her hidden from us all these days? Why?â
âJoong and Hwa, he is not to blame here. I kept myself away from this place because I need to take care of myself because father- â
âDonât call me father, You witch, good for nothing. I donât want your presence in front of my eyes.â
âThatâs so ridiculous. Raising your voice in front of us and also on her?â Hongjoong asked the general with a dangerous expressionless look. The general apologized again and the elder prince signalled him to leave the place without wanting to hear anything further from him.
âYou both remembered me still?â You are a bit happy and tensed at the same time with their presence.
âHow can we forget the one who made our childhood the most bearable and memorable one. The one who respected and also befriended us before knowing us being royals. You are so different Y/N.â Seonghwa smiled for the first time in the whole day. Hongjoong took a quick glance at his brother and added, âYou are the precious gem to us. See we decorated our sword and knife according to the colors you stated suite us.â He holds his knife towards you and Seonghwa also retreat his sword from the waist band to show it to you.
âThatâs so nice that you still care for our friendship but we should not treat each other like before now because things are different since then. We have grown up and âŠâŠ.Iâm engaged to Haechan.â
The two prince ears perked up on hearing the name of a male coming out of your mouth and also the fact that you are engaged. Seonghwaâs smile disappeared for a second but he quickly regained it while facing you but Hongjoong is totally losing his composure.
âWho? Haechan? Who is this person? When did this all happened?â Seonghwa quickly stated acting all normal but is few inches away to just rip this said personâs head off. He took a few steps to stand closer and in front of you. You are slightly shorter than them so you glanced upward with fear in your eyes because you are suddenly feeling uncomfortable with the fact that the person before you is not happy with your statement. Hongjoongâs heavy footsteps echoed inside the empty big hall which stopped just right behind you. You can feel the gaze behind you is burning hole in the back of your head.
Seonghwa putting the loose hair strands behind your ears with a smile which is totally mocking your fear, âWe canât just accept that you are engaged Y/N.â
âHuh? What do you mean you canât?â You know the three of you canât be close friends when you are just a commoner with two royals. People would not like this relation among you three.
âOh precious! We can't lose you again when we just got you after so many years. We did not just wait for you to come back and say that you are going away from us forever.â You are not sure if Seonghwa is hurt with your engagement as he wonât be seeing his friend again or is he referring to something else which you canât even think can be possible.
You retreat your steps back from his close proximity but to your dismay your back bumped into a hard yet fury chest. You got startled, thin back of your floral old town villager gown is not helping but feeling the furs stinging in your back. You turned your head to at least glance at the person behind you and found he is smirking at you with a lust filled eyes. Your attention was brought back to the front when Seonghwa holds your chin to make eye contact with you and suddenly you felt two palms resting on both of your shoulders. The sudden contact with two males making a chill shiver run down your body. Your eyes searching in the opposite eyes for the emotions to feel because everything is so confusing for you in the moment.
Seonghwa looked down at you smiling and then looked behind you, you can feel they are communicating with each other through eyes which makes you feel outcast between them. The hold on your chin is moved to brushing your cheeks with his long soft fingers when the thumb slowly touched your lower lips and keeping the movement in a slow trans. Your right hand moved up in reflex to take a hold of his wrist.
âWhat are you doing?â You softly asked him with a fearful expression.
âMy PreciousâŠ..â Joong whispered breathily in your left ear and his hands falling from your shoulders and sneaking to hug you from behind. His head then resting on your left shoulder. You exhaled a heavy shaky breath and closed your eyes.
âLook at me!â the command from the eldest prince really dominated over the movement of your body for which you immediately looked up at him expecting him to have any dark look but he was looking at you softly.
âTell me love, do you want to go back to him?â
âHuh? âŠ..To my father? â your eyebrows creased with the question. Hwa nodded to which you strongly showed your denial by shaking your head.
The prince behind you now asked, âand to him?â
âWho again?â
âYour fiancĂ©?â your fearful expression returned to confused as to why is he asking you this obvious question and the uneasiness making you to wiggle under the two holds which made them to hold you tighter.
âOh him! Yes of course I would go there âŠ...thatâs my home after my father kicked me out.â The answer didnât help the situation either for your uneasiness. Seonghwa is no more smiling at you but glaring dangerously.
âNo you wonât.â Hongjoong stated blankly.
âWhy?â
âHe is not good. He is no one in your life. The only men you are allowed to have in your life is me and Hwa.â He hugged you tightly and felt his lips kissed your exposed neck lightly. You left out a soft moan for the contact and looking down but quickly looked up.
âWhat are you saying?â You are now asking to both of them.
âHe has said you already love, that only men that is yours is us. You belong to us.â
âI donât belong to you. Please leave me, I need to go.â
âYou think we will let you go now?â Seonghwa smirked at your miserable state under his brotherâs hold. His hand on your cheek moved upward to pat your head before going back a few steps to take in your whole look while you were struggling to get away from the back hug. Hongjoong is snuggling in your neck which made your eyes a bit watery. Again, he came closer to you and smashed his lips on you. You tried to move your head to retreat from the kiss but nothing is helping when he holds your face tightly to glare at you for a second and again returned back to kiss you.
In the same time, Hongjoong is giving you butterfly kisses all over neck and over the bit of your shoulders visible. Your hands are restricted by him preventing their movement. Seonghwaâs kiss is rough as if he is a hungry beast who havenât got his meal for last few weeks. Both of the male stopped their movement. You are weeping quietly while looking down. The lose of their hold didnât help your weak legs to let you stand still any longer when you suddenly fall on your knees and hid your face in your palms and continued weeping.
Seonghwa felt a wave of guilt within him but quickly brushed it off. Hongjoong came in front of you and knelt down to move your hands blocking your face. Your teary eyes looked at him with hatred and fear. The man didnât even bother to acknowledge your anger but he assures your fear with a soft kiss on top of your head. His one hand takes a hold of back of your head to push it softly against his chest to stroke you softly in a comforting way. Your hands takes a hold of his furry coat. Fur should be a place of comfort but this fur is like a needle to you.
âWhyâŠâŠ why a-are you d-doing this?â You questioned between your crying.
âIts okay precious, nothing is wrong. We are doing what we should have done way before.â
Seonghwa also mimicked his brotherâs expression beside him to stroke your back. You moved back from Joongâs chest to look at them. Both of them are dearly smiling at you.
âWe are your kings, love.â
Joong added to his brother, âand You are our Precious.â
ââŠâŠnoâ
âLove, there is no other option for you except accepting this.â Hwa is grinning while speaking.
You shake your head side by side while thinking for what to say, âPleaseâŠ...â
âPlease what love?â
âI want to go.â
Hongjoong glared at you before standing up. âHwa, take her to our room and let me have a talk with them about her and I will ask for you if I need help.â Â Â Â
 âSure Joong, we need to tell everyone that they have got their kings and the precious queen.â
Seonghwa tightly holds your wrist to make you stand and starts pulling you to the grand door of the hall to exit, you looked towards the younger prince to see him staring at you dangerously with a smirk âWhat will you talk to them about?â
Then you tried to wiggle your hand out of the tight grip which is hurting you a bit, âWhere are you taking me to? Where is Joong going? What is going on?â
âOh, donât worry about him, he will be back soon till then we can enjoy ourselves. He needs to finish a meeting with your father and âŠ..Haechan.â
âNo, you donât have to talk to them. I need to go back to him. Leave me.â
âShut up. We own you and no one can dare to change it.â Hwa laughed in the end of his reply which is followed by Joongâs laugh.
âYou donât own me, Iâm not a property pleaseâŠâŠâ You are about to cry again. Hwa glanced at Joong when he stepped closer to you and suddenly hugged you. You are confused but before contemplating the situation you felt a needle like something pierced the skin near your backside of the neck. Your eyes felt heavy and your weight is leaning towards his body which he gladly took a good hold of it. He caressed your head before lifting you up in a bridal style. Footsteps came near you both and the last thing you heard,
âI need to go now to say goodbye to your father and your fiancĂ© but we can continue everything later Precious.â
âOur Precious.â
(Do you readers need part 2? Spicy or soft?)
Here is the part 2! Out now!
Please! Listen to me
Pairing: college student! Jaehyun x college student! Reader (mention of NCT Jaemin x reader)
Genre: Angst, Romance, fluff, slice of life, university au, non-idol au, a very emotional au (read with caution) W.C : 3.5k
Warnings: Isolation, depression, past traumas, death of loved ones(major character which will really make you sad and am sorry) and Jaehyunâs dimples with his cutest smile(major warning)
Summary: âWill you listen to me?â, looking upward with a soft look on the face , eyes searching for the answers deep inside the opposite brown orbs which are staring directly to her. âYou really thought I was joking back then? I meant every words honestly and trust me, you are the MOON amid my ocean of starâ, confessing the heart out with a adorable smile revealing tiny dimples which causing the eyes to twitch tightly.
I recommend you to listen to ( That's okay by D.O.)
Taglist: @mymoodwriting @justhere4kpop @vvshere
Well this story was supposed to be something else but now it ended up a bit different from the original plot because I didn't feel okay with writing that plot.
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*under the cut*
The streets are lonely just like the heart of yours. The street lights are not illuminating the place much as needed similarly just the way you always put up a smile on your face which is not enough to decrease the ache in your heart. âThe people around me are so happy even if they had a rough day at least they could go back home in a relief to get back to someoneâs warmth.â They enjoy the warmth and can rely on it to ease themselves. Well unlike you who has to face a cold world when you return back to your place after a long day which you canât even call it a âhomeâ anymore. The place which once seems a warm paradise to you is now like a cold abandoned Hell.
No one is going to listen to you anymore.
Once for you coming back home was the best thing ever you desired. Coming back to see the smile which erase your every tiredness from your body. The warm hug which made your home a paradise and then âHow was your day my love?â. This was enough for you to calm down from a stressful day and forgetting all the problems in your life and just focusing on HIM.
Today is different from those days. Itâs now similar to the days you are spending for last 6 months. LAST 6 MONTHS AFTER HE LEFT YOU. Now you longer want to go back home early. No longer the surroundings feel fresh and enchanting to you which once you both cherish a lot. The surroundings are to your likings full of flowering plants and open fields with some old trees which give a place a soothing and calmness. But now you feel suffocated passing through it because its no longer the same to you without him by your side. The park came into the view and a sad smile appeared on your lips oblivious to your sense. âI MISS YOUâ this park is the place where you both first met and shared so many memories which you didnât thought back then to be the sad ones later. Tears welled up in eyes but you didnât bother to wipe them away. At least the tears were warm unlike other feelings in your life.
Standing in front of the apartment still you donât feel like to enter into. âIf I go back today, Will he be waiting there for me just like those days?â But deep down you know no matter how long you wait, he wont ever come back to even if he wants to.
Unlocking the door, you are welcomed by the cold darkness of the living room. You didnât even bother to switch on the light rather turned towards your right and entered the bedroom and switched on the bed light. You placed your bag on the study table and chose to fresh yourself to brush off your mind. It took almost 20 minutes to complete yourself drying off after the shower and plopped on the bed. You donât know why suddenly all your past thoughts are flooding your mind today.
It was supposed to be a usual day like other but the batchmates ruined your day by telling
âYou, ugly bitch is not the one to be loved you know.â
âYes, I know and thatâs why parents left me when I was too young as well as he.â
This is the reason you felt so low with your emotions. Six months back when you finally realized that he wonât be back in your life ever, you never felt the warmth in yourself. You tried to move on, to forget about your past life but somehow you still miss him.
âWish you could have died in that accident too with him.â
People around made you such an emotional mess with their consolations which sometimes seemed fake to you. You tried to move to a different place and to start a life from a fresh beginning but his smile reminds you that this apartment is the only last place you can feel him. You isolated yourself from the outside world even skipped meals but you know all these could never give you anything else other depression. So without getting involve in any conversations you put up a smile every time you went out and try to keep yourself busy in your part time jobs so that you have to come back home late and keep your mind off of HIM.
Unfortunately for you, his brother JUNG JAEHYUN is in same university and some of the classes with you in your university and thatâs why classmates pick on you even more.
âYou, bitch look at him. How you have killed his brother and left him all alone.â
âReally, I guess I should have died in his place at least he would not have to lose his brother.â
JUNG JAEHYUN and NA JAEMIN, they are not brothers by blood but step-brothers. They are of three years apart in age but the bonding between the brothers were beyond anyone can imagine. No one can even have a doubt that they are not real brothers. Jaehyunâs parents adopted Jaemin when the younger oneâs only parent, his mom died due to a chronic illness. Since, then they are brothers and were being called JAE BROTHERS.
Starting of the university, you fell in love with Jaehyun because of his heart laugh and dimple smile with a kind gentleman personality. You didnât tell him about your feelings scared to get rejected and then bullied by those mean classmates. You and Jaemin were in the same year and were best friends. He had a sneaky personality but a gentle one like his elder brother. Jaehyun was one year senior than you both and you all often meet in the cafeteria or in the common classes. One day Jaemin asked you about your feelings for his brother.
âY/N, tell me honestly.â
âWhat?â
âDo you like Jaehyun?â
You didnât know what to reply like if it is right to say that to him. What will happen if he tells this to his brother and then the next everybody in the college will somehow know about it.
âI donât knowâŠ.â
âLook donât try to hide it from me at least when we are likeâŠ..best friends.â
âSee I donât-â
âYou are afraid to get rejected and then bullied because of the rumours that will be spread.Right?â
âHmmâŠâ You no longer denied your true self in front of him when he knows you more than yourself.
âI knew it!!!â He smiled at you and added âWell I have a silly idea that we can work out and please donât deny because to know your feelings for him, you have to do this. I know my brother very well and how much he likes you so its better I try this plan to better solve the problem between you two.â
It was a shocking news to know from him how his brother loved you every moment you three met at your usual spots but neither of you ever let the other to know about your feelings.
âI donât trust your ideas but I give it a chance. So whatâs the idea?â
Jaemin again gave you his heart smile and in return you smiled at him.
âJaemin please come backâŠâŠI canât handle this without youâŠ.PleaseâŠ..I am lostâŠ..I donât know what to do anymoreâŠ.Should I give up?...â You glanced to the bed side table and took the phot frame in your hands and the tears rolled down your eyes. You sat up and looked at the picture. The two brothers enjoying their day for their weekends. It was the last picture he had clicked before that day. Jaehyun clicked him that picture so that he could send you.
Who thought it would be the last time. The last time to be the part of the game you both started to make Jaehyun realise his feelings which you both didnât realise to have turned into a reality. Yes, starting the game, you both were enjoying it as best friends but eventually you both started dating officially when one day you both get to know that Jaehyun has to take over the business so parents wonât allow him to date now so that he wonât get distracted. You were heartbroken on hearing that but Jaemin was there for you.
He was always there for you. He is still there for you but just you canât see him, touch him, feel him and say your every problem to him. There is now no one to listen to you.
The daylight is so strong for your view that you have to twitch your eyes often. You have noon classes today and you are making your way towards the building. âMy day is no longer special without you.â Last night you cried a lot and you donât remember when you fell asleep but found the frame you were still holding in your grasp when you woke up. âI will try to be happy for you, you always wanted the best for me. And I will prove you that how a strong girl you have made me.â Crying the whole night you realize its better to keep his soul and pay off his hard works he did for you back then. You smiled today, a genuine smile.
âY/n?â you were lost in your thoughts and didnât realise that someone has approached you and calling you. But the second call broke your thought.
âJaeâŠJaehyun? Oh helloâŠI will be going to my classâŠByeâ you avoided his eyes and turned on your heels when he suddenly grab your upper arm and faced you towards him.
âWhy?â this is the first time you both are having a conversation in six months after the incident. You ignored his gaze as much as you could because without Jaemin you didnât have the confidence to face him and after his death, you think he will blame you for all the cause. Somehow you have felt his longing gaze always following you in class and he was upset whenever the classmates bullied you. Whenever he tried to speak, you thought he will cause more scene so you ran away.
âWhy what? Leave my hand Jaehyun. I am not in a mood today to be bullied again. I came early so that I could sit in the front so that I donât have to sit around those girls so please leave.â
He held you even tighter when you tried to wiggle out of his grasp.
âWhy are you ignoring me?â
âI am not ignoring YOU but the scene you will create for blaming me for your brotherâs death.â
âI don-â
âI know you will blame me for everything. It was really a stupid idea to start the game who knew the consequences would be like this.â
âWhy will I blame you?â
âBecause like everyone else you also think, I am not a person to be loved and I should have died that day instead of him.â You are crying mess now because standing in front of your first crush and speaking about a cursed dayâŠ..without Jaemin by your side.
âSo, you really think I will blame you. Even if I should, I canât blame you, I canât leave you now. You are suffering like this for past six months and you think I will leave you knowing how broken you are.â
âI am okay. I know how to take care of myselfâŠEverything is okay.â
Jaehyun tried to speak when you both heard approaching footsteps down the stairs towards the hallway so he pulled you to a nearby empty classroom which only used for some major student project works. When you both entered, he hugged you tightly seeing how badly you were crying and not even trying to control the tears.
âThatâs okay. Let it out to me. Just donât say to leave.â
âWhy?â now its your time asking him the reason for being so affectionate to you because he should blame you for his death as if you both didnât went to have the date then everything could have been fine.
âPlease Y/n let me...let me hold youâŠI- I donât want to lose you againâŠpleaseâ he is still hugging you and could feel him snuggling in the crook of your neck. You slowly picked up your right hand and patted on his back while the other hand was still crumbled on his shirt. You have stopped crying now and waiting for him to explain what does he meant now by not losing you again.
This is the first you and jaehyun are so close with each other and you could feel the heat his body was radiating.
âJae, what do you mean? Why are you suddenly like this? I-â You broke the hug and went to nearby bench to sit on it. Shaking your head you spoke again,
 âI donât understand why are you suddenly listening to me? Why are you even speaking to me? Are you feeling pity for me? Please let me remind you I donât need any of this. We should go in our separate path.â
âI should have listened to you before Y/n⊠I should have listened to him before.â
âJaeâŠ.â
âHmm⊠I think I am the real stupid one here. I didnât understand what was he trying to say to me and what was he trying to do but still chose to believe my other self that I should become an intruder in his happiness.â
Jaehyun looked at you with a sad smile but now holding an eye contact with you. You never imagined to spend such a time with him all alone without him. He is really looking so down and broken unlike the other times when you three used to meet and he would be the one to be the brightest among you three and whenever he used to laugh on his brotherâs joke, your heart skips a beat. Today itâs different itâs no longer that happy meet but a sad and confused one. You thought all these months that you are the one affected by his death but what about Jaehyun. He lost the most precious part of his life, they both were not close enough with their parents and usually always stick by each other. How is he feeling all these months? How is he keeping him off of this empty space in his heart?
âThat dayâŠThat day when you both returned from the club and I called Jaemin for an important purpose. I got to know about the truth between you both. Jaemin was too drunk to listen about the business stuff and suddenly he rambled on the things between you both.â
Now your full attention is on the boy standing in front of you. You never knew all these months that Jaehyun knew about your feelings for him but he knew, he knew but still he kept it hidden but why.
â He told each and everything since the first day you both started the game and how he tried to make me jealous. But the last thing he told me really was not expected.â
âWhat did he say?â You are hoping to hear how he had begged his brother to understand him with false accusation or made another horrible plan one with his brother.
 âHe loved you but you still love me. It really used to hurt him to see the one he loves to always have feelings for someone else. He didnât realise when playing the game when he got attracted to you. Thatâs why I fake a problem of my parents and business deal. I wanted him to get the happiness he deserves.â
âWhy did you joke about protecting me every time I will be in need. You will never let my world to be shattered in pieces like this. You were drunk that day. It was another reason I was ignoring you all these months you know.â Tears again rolled down your eyes but now you didnât make any sound.
âI want to listen to you Y/n. The same way Jaemin used to listen to you. I have already so many regrets within me and now losing you will add up to itâ he took your hands in his and make you stand up. He gave a gentle squeeze and said âPlease, Listen to me and trust me I craved to listen to your voice and you to share your problems so that you donât have to face this harsh reality all alone.â
âWill you listen to me?â, looking upward with a soft look on the face, eyes searching for the answers deep inside the opposite brown orbs which are staring directly to her. âYou really thought I was joking back then? I meant every word honestly and trust me, you are the MOON amid my ocean of starsâ, confessing the heart out with an adorable smile revealing tiny dimples which causing the eyes to twitch tightly.
This smile gave you the warmth you were missing all these days, all these months. All these years you thought Jaehyun to ignore you only for his brotherâs happiness. Jaehyunâs eyes are shining the same way you saw stars in Jaeminâs eyes. No matter how much Jaehyun loves you but his every move is reminding you of Jaemin. You can see yourself the brightest star in their life.
âYou were Jaeminâs sunlight who left you in the dark and now you are Jaehyunâs moonlight who will show you the light to your life again.â
âPlease let me continue your life where he left it. I donât want you to start from the beginning but to hold onto the string where he left. He was a wonderful chapter of yours and I donât want you to forget about it. The rest will be you and mineâs chapter. Please let me hold your hand forever.â
âI donât know Jae. I donât know what to do anymore. What to feel anymore. Everything is shattered within me. I am barely holding within myself.â
âThatâs why I want to be the support. I want to be the one you can trust upon and I want to listen to you just like the way he did. I want to be the warm place in your life. The warmth you lost the day he left us.â
âJaeâŠâŠI trust youâŠâ Just this is the only thing he wanted to listen from you. He suddenly crashed his lips on you. Your hands were in his one hand and the other one holding your neck gently. Your free fingers take hold of his shirt and squeezed it. The kiss was sudden but not rough, it was gentle and passionate and for a second you thought about kissing jaemin when he suddenly broke the kiss.
âIâm sorryâŠ.Iâm really sorryâŠâ he closed his eyes but you both were still in the same position. His forehead was resting on yours.
âThatâs okay Jae. Letâs give it a chance. He did so much for us at least we could be together. All these years of my university were special because of him. He is a precise and wonderful piece of my life. But Jae, you can be the one whom I can share my memories with him. He would be happy to know that his plan worked.â
Jae hugged you again, âIâm really happy that my brother got someone like you. He deserved to be loved by someone like you. I hope you both get each other forever in your next life.â
âLetâs first continue this book. You have started my book, he had made me realize the things and to feel them in a different way and then he left. Suddenly you came into it again and promised to continue till the end.â
Both of your classes are long forgotten. You can catch up with your topics some other time but you canât give another chance to reduce the weight of your heart like this like here and with him.
âNo. He has never left us, he is always with us thatâs why we are here together standing like this. We were always three and will be three until the end. His smile and his soul is always between us keeping us warm.â
âThank You Jae.â
âI love you Y/n. I know you canât forget him but at least we can take small steps.â
You hugged him tight and loose a bit to look into his eyes. He smiled at you and gave you a peck on lips.
âI love you.â
âIâm sorry Jaemin but I want to continue rest of the book but remember you are still a part of it.â
You and Jaehyun finally smiled a genuine smile today in all these months. Maybe somewhere Jaemin is also smiling for you two are together now.
Your world is again warm and also you three are together.