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Hey! I've been following for a few months and it's always a pleasure to see your posts on the dash. Your art is so warm and comforting!
Just wanted to ask what your favorite Michael songs are, whether it be from the Monkees or his solo stuff.
Thanks again for all the beautiful art (especially love the Beach Boys and Monkees stuff <3)
Hehe thanks! I’m glad people like what I do (taking anything and turning it cozy lol). I shall make everything fluffy and wholesome >:3
I feel bad cause I know I say this A LOT to the point where I sound like a broken record but- it’s so hard to pick one. But.. if I was limited to just one I would probably have to say Beyond the Blue Horizon, as basic as that answer might sound. It’s hard to explain but every time I listen to it I just get hit with the BIGGEST wave of familiarity when I listen to it. It makes me feel like I was there, as if I was trailing behind him on the job and in the truck beside him- and as the song ends I feel as I watch him drive away drifting off and it hurts cause I never truly got to know him. I never met him or anything but- the song just makes me feel like I was there and as if I did! I did a wip animatic awhile ago but, it’s just so hard putting the feeling into actual substance-
For his solo works I particularly love everything in Magnetic South, And the Hits just Keep on Comin’, and Infinite Rider on the Big Dogma (don’t get me started on Tonite and Magic 😭). They are practically the three albums of his I generally loop through on a frequent basis.
As for his Monkees songs.. hmm.. I’d probably have to say the Kind of Girl I Love. It’s definitely in the top of some of my fav Monkees songs as well :)
Probably will go back to being a non fandom account
Lost interest in Hazbin a while ago and I don't think I'll go back there any time soon.
So, sorry to all those who liked me as a rp blog for probably my favourite hazbin oc. I'll still be here, but not any longer for Hazbin Hotel.
Zoro: what the fuck- are you smoking again, ero-cook?!
Sanji *seriously*: of course not
Zoro: but what about all this smoke?
Sanji *sighs*: ok, I'll confess, I'm a train
Currently posting while hiding behind a table but you do what you gotta do (´ｰ｀) I’ve got a little less than an hour lefttttt wish me luck meowlings
When I see someone liking and commenting a on-going series I haven’t worked on in months
I’m so sorry guys… don’t give up on me please
Me: *pokes my favorite slashers with a stick in hope's I get my hyperfixation back again to make good content for the community and followers* Come on, do something...
regulus is a short little man but when he and sirius both stop growing he is a singular inch taller than sirius and they'll fight about it for the rest of their lives that is my truth
Right now I have this awful finals week :'D, cause end of the year....so kinda feeling stressed and sleep deprived, buuuut here's little something. :)
Plot:
Librarian: *vibin' to music*
Student 1: I wonder why does he look so peaceful today....that's so weird....
Student 2: maybe he's listening to classical music or something.
Librarian:*I am the glob-glo-gab-galab-...*
Y’all, is it bad that I’ve been counting my days as, “How many days till MI-8’s “release” date…” Like what do I do after that happens?
Do I just jump back into a dark hole to rot with my hyperfixations, throw myself off a cliff, or try to find something else that peaks my interest to an unhealthy amount… Because I really don’t think anything other than Top Gun is going to match that.
I think some of you may already know this, but the ones who dont, im about to ruin finding nemo for you! In real life, if nemo’s, clown fish’s, mother would’ve died, nemo’s father would’ve changed his sex. Yay, nemo would have had a mom again. But thats not all, after that, nemo’s new mom would have either killed little nemo or mate with him. You are welcome!
girls night tonight. they're writing demos and talking about their girlfriends like usual, it's a routine.
Hello friends!
I won't be able to post as much because there was something wrong with our internet and it's not fixed until the 29th, right now i have to either use school wifi or wait until my parents get home at around 8 so i could use the internet from my mom's phone.
Along with that I've been feeling really unmotivated, even with writing and I've started to consider writing fanfiction for the first time in my life just to post something on the other account.
I'll try to post a bit but it will probably be quite quiet this month apart from occasional posts.
Aaaaaand it's out! May I present Man Spaghetti.
When I made this film, I was exploring the idea of how living things are made of matter, and when we die and rot and we're returned to the earth and yadda yadda, and then that matter then goes on to build other living things. Basically I cut out the middle man, and made the matter reorganise itself into new things the moment the consciousness died. Then i put them in onesies and gave the whole thing a silly name. Hope ya dig it!
After aziraphale left, Crowley took up the offer to become Duke of hell :3
This made me so emotional oh my gods
WARNING AHEAD FOR MY TR4UM4DUMPING
Specific warnings for mentions of: Tr4um4, s/h, 4bus3, gr00ming, sewerslidal ideation, semi-implied but kinda overt mentions of the viewing of adult media
TR4UM4DUMP STARTS HERE
So much of my tr4um4 has only started to be dealt with within the past year or two, when my parents found out through noticing my s/h behaviours
For context, I live in two houses because my mum and dad split when I was a newborn, my stepdad came into the picture when I was ~5, and my stepmum came into the picture when I was ~7-10
I ended up spilling the beans to my dad and stepmum of how my (currently deceased) stepdad made me uncomfortable while he was still alive (he d13d in 2019 thank the gods) and what the family dynamic was like at home (red flags, very toxic)
And they told me straight-up that it was emotional 4bus3, and that it sounded a whole awful lot like he was gr00ming me and such
And they were so supportive of getting me professional help and support for it
But the inportant thing is
During the time I was unknowingly being 4bus3d (when you're in the situation, it's almost impossible to know that it's not normal to be treated that way, especially when nobody notices what's happening to tell you this) I was crying almost every night after school. I had even packed a bag and prepared a plan of how I would run away from home. I kept setting a date on when I would run away, and then I would be too scared to, so I'd move the date up by like a month.
I had a few very prominent times when my dad and stepmum found I was misbehaving on the internet and getting into adult topics and spaces and media that I really shouldn't have. We moved houses every 2-5 years due to renting, and every house we've been in, since I was ~12-13, I have an awful memory attached to. There were maybe.. 3 different houses? 2 of which have multiple strongly negative memories attached to them.
During the time, I thought that was it. This is all my life would be. Endless suffering, then more suffering on top for doing things that seemed normal for a teen girl to be doing on the internet, even if it was subconsciously partly due to her tr4um4. I thought that I would go to j4il eventually and probably d1e there.
And then it would somewhat pass (but I would have devices restricted, or things like my phone would be changed out for a cheap brick phone)
And a few months would go by
And then I would do another incredibly stupid thing. And it was always the exact same thing I kept getting in trouble for.
And then once again I'd be crying nearly every night, considering swimming with the fish, but being too afraid to go through with it. So, my solution? Hope that by digging my own grave, I'd end up 6ft under at some point. Whether it was bl33ding out or having a heart attack, I just didn't want it to hurt too much.
And then it all came out accidentally, to my dad and stepmum
And they understood, because my dad's side of the family has a history of the women being 4bus3d in similar ways by boyfriends and some family that are horrible people (that we dont associate with in any way, besides being glad they're also d34d)
And my stepmum also has similar tr4um4. Worse than mine, but she still understood.
Yet at the time I felt awful. What if I was faking it? What if my stepdad wasn't a bad person at all, but I made him sound horrible? What if I was just being the drama queen that everyone always told me I was?
But then I started to go to a psychologist
And everything's gotten better
And I'm still working through things, because of course I am! I have tr4um4. That stuff doesn't just go away by thinking positively, and smiling! It never even fully goes away - you just learn to minimise the impact in healthy ways, and recognise triggers and signs you're not doing so hot
And I'm so incredibly sorry for tr4um4-dumping on you guys, cuz that's not at all what I'm here for
But I wanted to share, to show you that it can get better
And you're so strong for still being around
And that absolutely isn't to say that those who aren't still around are weak
But I'm proud of you all. For still being here, for getting hrough each day, tr4um4 or not. You're doing a freaking GREAT job out here, mkay?
I doubt anyone is actually going to read this all, but thats okay. It's the original message I reblogged this for that's important <3
right now you might be in a situation that you think you won’t survive but six months ago you were in a situation that you didn’t think you’d survive and two years before that you were in a situation you didn’t think you’d survive and the point is you will always surprise yourself and you will always make it through
i would like so bad to be funny on this app but unfortunately i am uncreative and unfunny.