We Won The War... But At What Cost?

We won the war... but at what cost? 

@waywardlyfe - sorry if I keep tagging you, but you are pretty much the only one I talk to so yeah...

I don’t know what to do with my thought because Destiel is canon and I love them to death.

I do not know why I felt the need to post about this, but then again, isn’t it good that you write out or let out what you have to say so it doesn’t eat you out? IDK!

Here's the thing: 

I haven’t really watched Supernatural as religiously (pun intended) and with as much devotion (again pun intended) as some of the fans that I have begun to follow and love on Tumblr. But I will say this, I did use to watch Supernatural in it’s early seasons and then totally fell off. 

BUT BUT but...

I got back into it starting last year, because I had been keeping tabs on the whole deancas thing and honestly was rooting for them. 

That is why I was just as worked up and honestly excited as everyone when the prospect of destiel becoming actual canon was a thing. And therefore rushed to watch the show as quickly as I could (which was a LOT of catch up)

With that being said, I am totally disappointed, and fought with myself long and hard about what exactly it is I should do about this. I wasn’t really banking on trying to write a post about it (but here we are...). I did feel a sense of dread and grief when I saw that they completely ignored us after feeding us possibly the BEST love confession scene in the history of confession scenes ever, especially a homosexual love confession at that! Therefore I sought comfort in fanfics and boy did they HELP.

BUT

I noticed that after a while the fanfics felt like they weren’t feeding that part of my mind that wanted a certain type of story, a story that I had begun imagining for these amazing characters. And it lead me to a revelation... that maybe I should start writing about what I felt was a story, a story that I wanted to read about these characters. 

SO with that being said, (I took forever to get to my point) I decided that I should dabble in writing one. Obviously this is not supposed to major news (I have only like 6 followers maybe) but the people who I follow that love Supernatural and especially love destiel, if they see this, please let me know! I just need some positive reinforcement to know I got this and people actually want to read what I have to say! 

ANYWAY that's all! 

I'm always getting caught up in your rage And I'm the one who is bruised by all your pain And babe I'm so tired of all of this trying

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@waywardlyfe - this is for you, because you have been nothing but a sweetheart to me!

Also to these amazing artists who make such beautiful destiel edits, I’m sorry if I am bothering you with the tags, but this is my first time and it is sort of a tribute to all the amazing content you provide us

@seraphcastiel @spnsmile @wanderingcas @alivedean @casthyelle @dreamnovak and so many more - I ADORE ALL OF YOUR BLOGS!

various favorite deancas stares [1/?]