Tamathena - Athena

I'm wondering if I should just consolidate my gaming blog here? It doesn't get any attention, not that this blog does much better, but I like talking and interacting with communities.

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Not in order but at different schools. Most of them are from similar years, I don't remember everything, but some that come to mind.

In 5th grade I was told if I didn't kill myself that the world would end. The popular kids who did it had a special privilege badge (long story, good behaviour awarded these kids the freedom to go to lunch and the bathroom without passes) that they never lost.

I got my first phone in 8th grade and someone got my number and passed it to popular boys, who proceeded to call me and ask me on dates as a joke.

In 5th grade I was choked by a girl a grade above me on the playground.

Due to trauma from abuse at home, unexpected touches made me jump and scream, and I would have to calm down from panic. This was endlessly funny to bullies.

8th Grade, people kept trying to convince me my best friend was only my friend because she felt sorry for me.

1st or 2nd grade a couple girls trapped me in a bus seat and pinched my face hard enough to leave bruises.

I was regularly driven to tears and beyond and not given a way or chance to escape.

Kids tried to make me pay them back for birthday presents. In like..... 3rd?

In 5th grade a girl I thought was my friend stopped to be friends with the same girl that choked me. She led me on as a friend for a while.

In PE classes with dodgeball I was targeted first. They always aimed for my head.

I was stalked by another student. No one tried to help me. Even teachers. I told them.

Boys and girls were cruel to me in different ways. Girls excluded me, laughed at me, threw me under the bus, called me ugly. They'd get... Personal? The one who choked me would make fun of my teeth.

Boys would harass me. Asking me out or even talking to me in a way that wasn't to taunt or insult me was a dare/game/joke. My number was passed around for them to pretend to take an interest in me and belittle me for ever thinking they could be anything less than awful to me.

A lot of the kids who were terrible to me were in sports programs, and the schools acted like it would have been a crime to punish their precious athletes.

I was called horrible things all through the years. Ugly, fat (I wasn't), people used to call me the r-slur with my name blended into it. Rumors were spread about me in every way you can think of.

I told teachers and adults endlessly but no one ever fucking did anything. Ever. I was the one who was "talked to" when I was the one being tormented. The teachers and principals never fucking did A THING to help me. Ever. Fucking none of the staff. EVER. Tried to stop them.

I credit my survival at the school I graduated at with.... Just deliberately choosing to not fucking interact with people. I didn't speak unless spoken to. I didn't Introduce myself. I didn't know anyone.

If no one knew me that well, they would have no reason to bother with bullying me

I still remember the first compliment I think a classmate ever gave me was when I moved in sophomore (grade 10) year. I think she could tell I was.... Scared? Nervous? When she approached me.

She said that my eyes were beautiful.

It took me a minute to realize she meant it. At least... I think she did.

Guys I’m going to make a hot take

PSA

If you vote for conservatives you are an objectively terrible person and I hope you never know peace!