I Have. Bunch Of TMA Ocs And I Don't Know Which Ones To Develop/draw. Help Me :)

I have. Bunch of TMA ocs and I don't know which ones to develop/draw. Help me :)

PLS PLS PLS

Hello!! Sooo I drew a character a few weeks ago, a mannequin sorta punk person. And now that I'm having fun making TMA ocs, I think they could work as an Avatar of the Stranger?

The problem is the most known Avatar of the Stranger, Nikola Orsinov is ALSO a mannequin and I don't my unnamed oc to just be a Nikola clone :/ any ideas?

Alsooo I've convinced a classmate to make a TMA oc too :) he chose an avatar of the Spiral!!

Hey saw your post asking for Oc’s and I would mind sharing one of mine with you

TELL ME NOW PLS

I can't even develop them because every time I think about them I feel sick and have to start pacing.

This is just a dump post cause I think too much about a dog guy

So I made an OC called Dogman (he's a superhero, because obviously.), basically being a dog in human form but my goodness do I make things...

He is every dog motif in one person. He refuses to give up on anyone, even those who are far beyond saving. He will go through great pain and hurt to protect everyone from anything. He doesn't understand when someone doesn't like him or doesn't want to be his friend. He tries and tries to gain positivity in everyone's eyes. He has a boiling point. He barks, snarls, bites. He is good, he hopes.

Protecting his small town, he's adored by everyone. No one wants him to leave. Not even his nemesis, Sterling Shaw.

They make me want to scream.

Sterling "I can control people simply by touching them" Shaw & Connor "I've never been afraid to touch you" Cairn.

Sterling "everyone leaves me so I'll kick them even harder" Shaw & Connor "I'll never leave, no matter how hard they kick" Cairn.

Sterling "I'll destroy Connor, I'll ruin him" Shaw & Connor "I'll save Sterling, I'll protect him" Cairn.

DO. YOU. FUCKING. SEE.

Sterling has never had a friendship unbound. He doesn't understand giving. Only taking and taking. He has never had a connection not built on chains and demands. He latches onto his slaves' need to obey. They need his orders like they need air. He is bad, he knows.

They're sick. I love them.

Also I made a playlist for them, if you're interested!! It's mostly Mitski, cause I have a problem.

I came up with this idea and these characters YESTERDAY and they've rotted my brain.

I need someone else to understand my vision. Please.

Also my psychologist and psychiatrist will test me to see if I have bpd at some point in the next months, so I have that to look forward to. Maybe by then everything will be fine and I won't remember anything bad, meaning the diagnosis that means the most me will never happen.

Not to make this into a vent account...

But I don't think anyone in my class likes me that much. They never ask me to help them with their shootings (we go to film school), but then they complain about not having enough people, they barely ever include me in their plans or conversations, sometimes they even put their backs to me when we talk in a group :/

What have I done wrong? I get I'm not very good at shootings (I get overwhelmed easily, I have autism and anxiety which doesn't help), but that can't be the whole reason none of them seem to like me.

I find it hard enough to make connections, but if this keeps going on like this, I may as well give up on making friends.

I can't stop drawing fantasy ocs (just their faces tho, I don't have the motivation nor the skill to draw their whole bodies), and I accidentally made a party of old men adventurers and one non binary bitch (lovingly) elf.

The young elf probably forced their uncle and his old party members to go on an adventure with them, since no one else can stand this rude teenage elf.

Another member of the party, one of the old boys, is a deranged halfling monk, so uh yeah.