Welp It Looks Like Im Not Getting My Discord Account Back, So I Had To Make A New Discord Server, So

Welp it looks like I’m not getting my discord account back, so I had to make a new discord server, so if you would like to join and talk to me, here’s the link

I talk about my favorite shows and my writing there so maybe check it out, idk I’ll just leave this here untagged for anyone who follows me because I don’t want people who are completely unfamiliar with the concept of me to join lol

You are a fool to believe my writing can stomped down into the dirt. Meter flows through my veins like a winding river, twisted and churning and winding. Text may be ripped from the world but it’s imprint, however small, shall prove your ruin. I pity you really, as I am the writers word, and it is mine against yours.

I kinda hate how people keep accusing actual artists of AI art without analysing every tiny bit of evidence.

‘that hand looks weird so it must be ai.’

Ok? Hands are hard to draw. Don’t use weird looking hands as your thesus on why someone’s art is ai.

‘Looks like ai”

Ok but do you see any evidence of that? The ai had to copy someone, of course there will be artists with art styles that look like AI.

In our efforts to spread awareness a lot of people are hurting real artists in the process. Is the amount of actual ai we expose worth the amount of artists we invalidate and shun? I don’t know, but this is definitely a problem. Maybe this isn’t the path forward?

I personally feel like it would be better if we choose different ways to prevent people from claiming AI art as their own moving forwards.

I love horror when it’s beautiful.

When what you look at is horrific and terrifying, but beneath that there is beauty.

I want the cosmic being staring at me so deeply with all of its hundred of thousands of eyes to be ethereal and filled with colors a mind cannot comprehend. For its beauty to be a horror all on its own, one that drives you into an obsessed madness, trying to recreate the beauty you saw that day. But you can never recreate it. You cannot capture this no matter your skill and no matter how hard you try.

I want the mounds of flesh and sinew to be crafted elegantly into a grotesque mosaic which as disgusting and putrid as it is, could be seen as beautiful. Not by all but to a certain kind of eye perhaps it could better than Picasso. They do say beauty is in the eye of the beholder after all.

I want characters who are driven to transform themselves into beings so beautiful they become god-like solely due to the flesh they rended from their bones, replaced with mounds of mud, sculpted into finely crafted art.

I want my horror to be beautiful.

Working on two things, hope I don’t abandon them this time ;-;

And now I have a nice picture of The Toy Soldier. It was very cooperative, unlike jonny. Anyway here’s some information about it:

As you may know, the Toy Soldier is far from a biological being. Due to this fact I will mostly be talking about it’s mechanical features.

It has an openable compartment on the back of it’s neck which originally was so that it’s voice box could be accessed, fixed, and replaced. The toy soldier has since removed its original voice and replaced it with a biological one. Despite having no airways, the vocal cords work due to the Toy Soldier believing it should.

The Toy Soldier was only able to repair itself magically after meeting the mechanisms. Before, it would have to manually replace parts and repair damage. Afterwards, it believed that it could regenerate like the mechanisms, and so it can.

It is made mostly out of wood, and it often repaints itself for fun. Just as it can repaint itself, it can also take out it’s hair and replace it with any kind of wig it could want. This means that those two aspects often can vary wildly in its appearance.

Behold thy height chart fool

I shall be reposting updates as I go

Also y’all… I tried to get them to stand still but they just would not cooperate. Jonny keeps trying to bite me because he insists he’s taller than Marius (this is made worse by Marius teasing him about it), Ivy insisted she had a book or she wouldn’t participate, Nastya wanted the Aurora in the picture but how am I supposed to fit a spaceship inside of my little building? Gunpowder Tim brought bombs into my room full of expensive camera equipment, and I had to rush over after taking the picture to put out the fuse on the dynamite he was trying to balance on Nastya’s head. Raphaella was very difficult to pry from her lab, I had to get Jonny to shoot her so we could drag her into the studio. Anyway at least Ashes, Brian, The Toy Soldier, and Lyfrassir didn’t get too under my skin. I do hope they remain cooperative in the future.