thebiggestmenace

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Do You Guys Ever Think About "You Know What Every Other Version Of You Did After "gripping Him Tight

Do you guys ever think about "You know what every other version of you did after "gripping him tight and raising him from Perdition?" They did what they were told. But not you. Not the one off the line with a crack in his chassis." and "You know, ever since we met, ever since I pulled you out of Hell... knowing you has changed me. Because you cared, I cared. I cared about you. I cared about Sam, I cared about Jack... I cared about the whole world because of you." and "You're the famous spanner in the works. Honestly, I think you came off the line with a crack in your chassis. You have never done what you were told; not completely. You don't even die right, do you?" and "Too much heart was always Castiel's Problem." like...do you ever??? Because I fucking do.

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