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Sam Winchester Appreciation Week 2024: Day Four - Neurodivergent Sam / Autistic Sam

Sam Winchester Appreciation Week 2024: Day Four - neurodivergent sam / autistic sam

I don't feel free. What we've done, what we've lost, right now, that is what I'm feeling, and sometimes it's like I can't even breathe.

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thebiggestmenace

6 months ago

Rewatching supernatural from s1 is like watching an animal be raised for slaughter. Like it genuinely hurts my heart. Sorry Sam, full as you are of anger, and passion, and ambition to fight for a way out, a better life, your destiny hangs over you like the unseen axe head. Sorry, yeah everything you have ever done has been to claw your way out, for survival - you may be in uni now but you're still on the farm. Sorry dude I wish I could get you out of it too but its inescapable, it's IN you, you don't know it yet but it is. Yikes.

Alternatively watching supernatural from s1 is great. Gothic horror, monster adventures and strained family relationships yes please. Let's hunt monsters whilst working out our deep seated issues about our father and how his treatment of us had turned by fundamentally into the people we are now. Yippee.

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literally knowing how their stories ends is like an animal ready for slaughter everything you have ever done was to get out but it is in your blood you cant ever escape it no matter how hard you try supernatural spn sam winchester menace watches supernatural

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thebiggestmenace

6 months ago

Stackednatural- 295/327

The Man Who Would Be King (6x20) May 6th, 2011

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eugh the line ever i had it stuck in my head for the longest time time for it to get stuck again ig menace watches supernatural

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thebiggestmenace

6 months ago

everytime I read "little brother," I can only ever hear Pedro Pascal as Joel saying it

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this is a supernatural fic brain pedro is not involved and yet there joel is saying little brother for dean this is one of the only phrases that i read in someone elses voice btw so its a little amusing tlou follows me everywhere i go rambling menace menace watches supernatural supernatural spn the last of us tlou fanfiction fanfic

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thebiggestmenace

6 months ago

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yeah

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thebiggestmenace

6 months ago

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i miss being on trains :( there barely any train routes up here :(((

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