We Did Actually Wait To Finish It!!! And It Coincidentally Lined Up With The Beginning Of May, So Here

we did actually wait to finish it!!! and it coincidentally lined up with the beginning of may, so here is the beauty of journal number 7!! I fucking love her

the urge to just,,, skip some pages in this journal to start a new one

i always feel like i've wasted my days off if i don't do SOMETHING before the time i would be getting off work anyway

logically i know it's nonsense, but it just feels like i didn't MAXIMIZE my relaxing time, which makes NO SENSE

Rewatching supernatural from s1 is like watching an animal be raised for slaughter. Like it genuinely hurts my heart. Sorry Sam, full as you are of anger, and passion, and ambition to fight for a way out, a better life, your destiny hangs over you like the unseen axe head. Sorry, yeah everything you have ever done has been to claw your way out, for survival - you may be in uni now but you're still on the farm. Sorry dude I wish I could get you out of it too but its inescapable, it's IN you, you don't know it yet but it is. Yikes.

Alternatively watching supernatural from s1 is great. Gothic horror, monster adventures and strained family relationships yes please. Let's hunt monsters whilst working out our deep seated issues about our father and how his treatment of us had turned by fundamentally into the people we are now. Yippee.

Who’s post was it that was like. Late seasons Sam is living in a completely different genre than everyone else. I think abt that a lot with regards to his general genre savvy & also the implications of what God wanted to do with his story etc etc…like idk which one is more inherently horrific: either 1. God did this deliberately & separating Sam from the rest of them thru genre was another layer of the torture of it all and a bit of gaslighting thrown in or 2. God never really paid attention to Sam and that shit happened by accident (aka the real situation with the writers). Your fate is to always suffer even when God doesn’t step in to make it happen etc etc

isle of dogs dir. wes anderson // take me to church - hozier // i'm your man - mitski // paul revere - noah kahan // bite the hand - boygenius // all my love - noah kahan // moon song - phoebe bridgers // me & my dog - boygenius // letter to an old poet - boygenius // i bet on losing dogs - mitski // saint bernard - lincoln // anything - adrianne lenker // master & a hound - gregory alan isakov // the view between villages - noah kahan // come over - noah kahan

I made a part 2

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