Anyone Have The Link To That Drowley Fanfic Where Crowley Proposes To Dean To Get Him To Rule Hell At

Anyone have the link to that Drowley fanfic where Crowley proposes to Dean to get him to rule Hell at his side, a break-up follows and Crowley reacts by staring at a picture of them on his phone and having flashbacks to their time together while sitting on his throne

Oh wait

Oh, don’t try to hide it now. Follow your heart, remember?

This is from the 2009, season 5 comic con panel. All we had to go on was season 4 at this point…and yet still, everybody knew what they were implying with Dean and Cas’ relationship from the very beginning.

That’s fiiine, I’m fiine, no I’m not crying, of course I’m nn........ OKAY FINE, I’m crying!! Happy?!?

whatever you do, do not think of twelve year-old guardian angel!cas and his ten year-old charge dean winchester. 

do not think of cas, totally invisible, helping dean get his five finger discount

do not think of cas, sitting on the closed toilet of the latest motel they’re in, kicking his feet and talking with dean while the latter takes a shower

do not think of cas stirring a pot of KD while dean lets sam taste the marshmallow fluff for his Special Birthday Dinner

do not think of cas helping sam to bed while dean gets yelled at once john has had one too many

do not think of dean sitting on the closed toilet this time, sniffling as cas presses a towel of motel ice to his cheek

do not think of sam and dean curled up in bed, snoring, while cas reads all of dean’s comics

and do not, under any circumstances, think of this: of cas and dean, laying in bed facing each other, with sam asleep between them. they’re holding hands over the six year-old’s train pj top. “where do you wanna go tonight?” cas whispers. “the beach” dean replies. so cas blinks, and they’re laying on a secluded, darkened beach. “the mountains,” dean says. so cas blinks, and they’re in a lush grassy field in the mountains, stars spilled across the sky in a big line. “home.” so cas blinks, and they’re in his old bedroom in lawrence, kansas. “i don’t wanna wake up,” is what dean says next as he squeezes cas’s hand. cas squeezes back. 

god, GOD Freddie Mercury was such a fucking badass

I think he third gif is my favorite, just because of Dean hiding his blush smile <3 *quiet fangirl squeal*