Exhaustion X Burst Of Energy

Exhaustion x burst of energy

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Soaringwide: a new chapter

At the time of writing this, March 21 2024, 7:03 AM, I wanted to take a moment to write down where I'm currently at on my journey.

This blog is not my first one, but I wanted to start fresh in order to allow myself a space to grow into something new.

I'm just 30, which may sound like a lot to some, but is really not that much in the grand scheme of things. Throughout the years, I've been through so much, good and bad, and I've seen so many iterations of myself. I am someone who regularly goes through deep changes, because I like to reinvent myself, and also because, I think, it's what life is all about for me. To always yearn for more, and to start with yourself. Because, really, your whole world can change drastically if you just change the way you see, feel, and think it.

Soaringwide came to be because I'm learning how to fly again, after collapsing so hard I though I would never be able to. I don't think I'm there quite yet, but I've made so much progress, I have to honor that.

The thing is, I'm not proud of much but if there's one thing I am proud of, it's my resilience. Yet I'm tired of it being put to the test. I long for peace and healing, for joyful moments, love and laughter shared freely. I don't want to continuously feel like the sky is going to metaphorically fall on my face.

The other thing is that I want to be able to express all facets of myself freely. Explore what it means and share it with others, because there is limited meaning and pleasure in keeping it for yourself only.

I think I have a lot to say, a lot to share, and perhaps it can even help others to some degree, but for so long I just kept it all in, never daring to take that step out of my comfortable and lonely bubble.

So yeah, here's to the start of a new chapter.

(18+ On Some Piles) Their Late Night Thoughts

Hi, friends! Here's a new pick a pile reading on your person's late night thoughts about you and your connection. Some of the piles do have some spicy messages, so just be aware of that.

If you would like a personal reading, visit my shop here to book one! Love, Tara

Gladdd

What you should know about yourself?

#Revelation of self

What are the things you've been gifted with since birth and how it reflects in your personality .

General reading, take what resonates; leave what doesn't

Please let me know which pile you picked 🌞

In depth, smoke reading

Pics and dividers not mind , credits to their original owner

My pac's are inclusive , Your comments, likes & reblogs are appreciated I read em all & i love it (:

Pile l . Pile ll. Pile lll.

Pile l

Note: Remember i'm reading your energy not your self perception, so please be mindful , a lot of times our self perception intervene with our real self and creates distruction in self concept (:

Please ignore any mistakes

Your Quote: I'm everything you can't control

Okay you guys let's begin

You guys are strong and resilient, someone who doesn't shy away from asking what they want , you realise your value and potential and how its beneficial for others , you'll be defending people when everyone is silent, its my " i want you in my team pile " ... You guys are not sheeps who'll just follow anything and everything that's going on , there's this regal energy of "i know who i am" & you cant trick me , at times when you're insecure you dont let others feel it , i'll describe you as a wolf someone who stands with their people, someone who's strong and unafraid of the challenges not that you're not afraid but you show your bravery when its time , which stands within you , you guys have a lot of self respect for yourself which is instantly noticable you dont believe in lowering yourself so that others could shine you dont let anyone get under your skin , see if someone's Making fun of you as a " joke " you wont tolerate it , cause it's disrespectful and offensive, you guys have strong boundaries and are good at discerning which is why you can easily see through people and it can scare them but its also a good quality as you will help aligh them with their true self , something tells me your opinion matters ? Do you have like a platform or are you in a leadership position? Do you guide others? are you that no b.s friend ? Are you a healer ? you guys realise everyone has their own potential , its on them its not your responsibility to guide them so you just do the needful , you may carry new moon energy, fresh perspective / new ideas could come to you easily , you guys have a strong self impression of yourself or others could feel so .

This pile is not meant to be tied down , I'm getting alchemist someone who creates and is not afraid to try new things you guys are relient so others trust you easily with their secrets , you guys could create or restablish things easily even ,you can solve conflicts , you are that strong backbone which stands forever with the same intensity which you were once born with , you cant be tied down and you have interests in a lot of different subjects which makes it interesting to talk to you , this pile is a lot about make time for me , dont talk to me during your free time .

So i feel that you guys are born with a gift to inspire others with your fierce personality, your confidence, your words , your intelligence and your optimism in life you can make others believe in things which seems impossible or unattainable, ngl there were some things which made me insecure and it affected me long time like since 4months and editing your pac is really making me hopeful about my future projects and yes i feel inspired overall which is amazing, i'm hearing passion for life ,maybe you guys dealth with a lot of issues yourself growing up and you had a hard time believing in yourself but also you weren't completely hopeless , you pushed through and dealth with it even though it made you weak for a moment you were able to break free from those patterns , you knew you can do it and you have the ability and the strength to overcome the things which was thrown at you , you could have suffered from various issues regarding mental health or a disease. You are a great friend and a great leader who pushes others to be on their best behaviour and i think that's why you're admired by many .

How will i describe your energy : Cheetah , Colour to best describe you : sapphire *blue* is a lot about knowing btw .

Extra messages : Blue ,Shrek , lasagna, Asturias *you may have some connection * , nebulla , sharon , mars in 5th house, claustro phobia , titanic , Christian, van gogh, high school sweetheart

You could have these placements or you project this energy: astrological details: virgo moon , libra mercury , pluto on the ascendant, inner planet falls in fire , water rising , Uranus 8th house , taurus placements, January-july , 9th house -3 rd house

Thank you for tuning in !!! Have a great day ahead .

Pile ll

Note: Remember i'm reading your energy not your self perception, so please be mindful , a lot of times our self perception intervene with our real self and creates distruction in self concept (:

Please ignore any mistakes

Your Quote : you know who i am .

Lol you guys this is so funny , I just saw a vision of a baby who was staring right into my soul lmao

You guys could be my introverts , someone who's very cautious of others and their intentions, you guys just dont give and exhaust yourself you believe in give & take , you guy's have a great sense of balance , you are connected to nature or nature is to you , you may attract bugs and birds in your space a lot , seems like others wonder about you often , you guys are grounded i love that , you could love analysing and reservhing about various aspects of life like history , fundamental cores , current affairs , you guys have a strong voice and you carry this righteous energy , you may feel like this generation is not for you , maybe your interests could be a lot different than others but you dont seem to be upset about it , if i have to describe your energy its the cup of chai after a longg day 😭 , i feel as though others look upto you because you function differently help that sounded so wrong but i'm just getting this different energy , its chaotic and calm , you guys may attract people who are different from you thats why yeahhhh got it , i see your smoke going in two different directions you guys may feel you are passionate individuals you are not just sweet its like i can do both i can be a spidermen i can be barbie *sorry ☠️* i feel as though i need to come up with something new to get your attention its hard to get your attention forget about keeping . Others are very invested like they wanna learn about you , oh you could be a writer or someone who's good in narrating the story ,you hold this silent power which draws others and its hard to understand at first , you are someone who can venture out on their own its hard to tie you down , you seem eaay on the eye but you're that final weapon who'd end it all . You scare away THE bullies like these are not just high school bullies these are workplace bullies , pessimistic family members , people who bring others down , sadistic people, you guys dont take their shit and it scares them because you dont back down, its giving the new bitch in the town , you guys may look very calm and composed however you're not quite you realise the power of words , the power of no ! i feel as though you guys actually scared the evil spirits when you were younger the spirits who were trying to bring chaos in your home there's something with the protecting the sibling too like you didn't let the tar spirits be around you its very scary tbh , your eyes its the fucking eye's for me , something about your eyes : remember eyes are the window to your soul , you guys give me mother energy someone who's overprotective and courageous, the fact that you guys were a baby its what gets me 😭✋🏼help ....anyways back to your reading. Your energy is someone who seeks respect and love , your third eye and your heart chakra is activated most of the times if you didn't knew , your archetype is of Mother , you embody that energy , its a lot about self sufficency , you guys could make others concious because you carry a self righteous energy , its kind of scary tbh my hands are turning cold , you are that typa person who everyone knows is gonna succeed in life no matter what happens to you , you may value your craft , your teachers , your education and yourself , like you take yourself seriously ....you are not playing around.

You guys are not someone who'll back down when there's responsibility ahead , you are a great shoulder to rely on ,you guys dont allow others to treat you a certain way not everyone has access to you pile ll , you guys could be very connected to your religion, your people, your roots and you believe in unity like you believe that others can transform with you , you might be great at interpretating various relationship styles and disciplines that an individual carry , you are someone who dont give a f about differences you accept people as " people" not as a religion or caste , you're not that stupid person in the room who'll discriminate others or be against em just because of few things which are different than your values & beliefs system you do not insult others , you could have great interpersonal relationships like your people know you are all that . Pink is the best colour to describe you -pink is fertile , comfort , confidence, charm , self love / You guys could be saturn baby someone who's inner planet is a lot about earthy elements, someone who's quiet healing, someone with Capricorn,virgo or aqua placements dont worry about the signs its just the energy, i feel as though others project a lot on you as well specially authoritive figures you can puss them easily , you change and transform, you teach others how to live one's life and not be stuck in your mind or by how others want you to live your life , you guts could bring a lot of karmic cycles as well because people are meant to learn through you and this could be uncomfortable for many . I feel like since birth you were kept alone mostly like your guides kept you deatched from any labels because they were preparing you for something big its like others couldnt figure you out easily they made their assumptions and went along with it , they couldn't hurt you because they didn't knew how to get you this is such a cryptid message honestly take it if it resonates i'm kind of finding it hard to decode you would know it better .

Pile ll . You guys are gifted with a lot of things , i cant pin point , but the things which others might find hard to achieve you could be unapologetic in getting those be it fast learning , intelligent working , decision making, skart processing, creative analysis, you were able to make decisions by yourself from a very young age , you're someone who doesn't live inside the void , someone who believes in making themselves so capable that they wouldn't need others to help them in any way yeah ... Its very much i nurture myself, i can give you a lot of quotes which energetically aligns with your personality .... you can never Break my strength, i' always win typa people, you guys are not people pleasers and you are here to please anyone. You remind me of characters who feels like they need support but they dont *if that makes sense* or maybe i feel as though its your inner child ; your inner child was so used to sacrifice parts of themselves to nurture others growing up but it had to learn that others are not here to protect you or give to you , you'll have to gain respect, you'll need to let go of things which doesn't serve you , you'll have to protect yourself , which sounds very harsh and its tough for a child to feel that way . Your shadow healing may be a lot about your inner child and the " lessons" it had to learn , others ignorance i mean responsibility which they failed at , it could be speaking abt anyone ( a friend, a parent, a sibling, a lover or anyone you felt close to ,but betrayal is there ) anyways That movie "fall" you remind me of one of those girls who survived on their own when her friend was dead .

How would i describe your energy: Cobra

Extra messages: LOA community muslim , zero, arianna policy, soft toy ,judas , copy , Spotify, gelatin , capsules, sweetheart, fan , Netflix, mailyn monroe , memes , satoru gojo , jinny ,Elvis Presley , late night show , makeup , gypsy , kurt cobain , jazz ? Jinx ? Festival , SMS , guj ?

You could have these placements or you project this energy: sun in 2h , 4-8h axis , semi quadrant , jupiter semi squars pluto , cancer mercury , aqua rising , Uranus 9h .

Thank you for tuning in !!! Have a great day ahead .

Pile lll

Note: Remember i'm reading your energy not your self perception, so please be mindful , a lot of times our self perception intervene with our real self and creates distruction in self concept (:

Pls ignore any mistakes

Your Quote: its me against the world

Gosh i' have re-edited your pac twice 😭i need a hug

You guys are my golden children , good at everything and anything ,Now you guys could be Leo's or you guys just exclude that bright i got everything under my control energy ,your mother could have a lot of doubts when you guys were born , maybe there were some complications that were not shared with anyone but you guys are a gift to your family whether they accept it or not ,after you were born there was a lot of spiritual energy which came with you , happiness was restored for many years . You guys are meant to bring happiness in others life you are meant to uplift others , you are meant to slow down others you will let others see beyond the hasty life you give me kuta bali vibes .

You are one of the bright child of earth , you make people feel supported you are a good friend and a good lover , because of you others are able to believe in humanity , you really give me the vibes of that person who'll stop to admire the fallen flower , since you're so connected to your inner child others feel comforted in your presence, you have this inner fire which cant be relinquished , you have a great sense of style , people love how witty you are , people love your fashion sense , you're appreciated by others a lot whether you realise this or not . People feel as though you are meant to be different, you are not gonna live the same life you are not meant to follow traditions, you are meant to venture out on your own you are meant to mingle with people of different generations and interests .There's this philosophical and hardworking nature . You are meant to attract attention in life , people defend you in your absence, you have this emergy of dont tell me what to do , dont make decisions for me which is really attractive . You are that friend who's honest , you could work well as a creative director, dancer , teacher , something involving beauty and creativity you carry this ♌- ♎ energy , you could do well with mainstream media , you are great at managing so you could be a great P.A , a therapist , an organiser , a manager . You could be my Queer people 💁 if say hello , You give me Rose vibe from titanic, that character- the way she was fierce and accepting of others was something else she had an identity and she was self aware , she loved what she did and was a proud person . In pile l and pile ll there was not a lot of memtion regarding others but in this pile uff its filled with it 💚🤌🏽

You dont look down on yourself, maybe you're that young child of that family who's challenging outdated beliefs, you guys are updated with the genz you are not criticising the change , you are being the change , people really love your presence you're admired greatly for your personality, i bet you wont be left alone even when you're old people will always remember you as that cool person , you leave a strong impression on people, i feel like you really need to hear this because you have been feeling overwhelmed, you need to rest a need to isolate is real so dont beat yourself for it and do whats best for you , you dont need to help others if you dont feel like , you can say no , your struggles are real and i validate it , we all go through it and i admire your strength .

You don't control people you naturally influence people,you may attract a lot of people who are in need of guidance, you make others feel good about themselves you may be the type of person who acknowledge little traits in other people which seems very small but in reality its a big thing in their personality you're analytical about the abilities others posses and its charming because you pick up on things which are hidden from their own close one's but you do it so easily, its like you are an accurate predictor for instance ...Oh you like this singer i bet you're a fashion icon yourself , And others are like wtf i am but how does this person know from such a small thing . Lets say someone is looking like an eye candy & they're wearing a green shirt ...you are the type of person who'll say oh your favourite colour is green ? You know these kind of people are so connected to others and are intune with their own emotions and others are like wtf? I Literally wear green rarely and this person is able to pick up on that + the reason why i like it? Like how tf ...Its like you already know someone from a young age * BAD EXAMPLE 😭✋🏼 but i really am speechless* you just seem so cool like you give me QUEEN ADELE VIBES YOU GIVE MADDY PEREZ VIBES you leave a strong impression on others . You guys are hotheaded as well but not immature and stupid , you like to do things your own way , you dont like to bring diwn others heck no you hate those people, you are so iconic pile lll . Like bitch you are that person that everyone instantly likes you are noticable and you're chaotic-neutral LMAO you define that people are not meant to be perfect , they can be free and wild they can do whatever the fuck they want , they're the boss of their own reality . There's a lot of 18+ messages you'all lets just keep it that way . You guys are so oblivious of others crushing on you ✋🏻.bestiee what... you are my hype group fr .

Ngl i love your energy

How will i describe your energy: siren mythological creature , yellow & turquoise is your colour .

Extra messages: Swiftie, persian , kuala lampur, rottweiler, sworsvyki, metal , lovely , Rani Mukerji vibess , ai , meridth , classic beauty , satire , carnelian , switch ,kpop , prixie , retail , thrift shop , online love .

You could have these placements or you project this energy: Leo 1st house , pluto square uranus , venus-mars , virgo sun , libra6h , taurus mc , 12h saggi , pisces moon , Uranus -sun ,4th house placements .

Thank you for tuning in , have a great dayy!!

Y'all want a love pac today ?

🫠 i'm kinda loving the vibes of your pac

Now that i think of it , the empress and high priestess does seem to give Capricorn vibess

-no CAUSE I AGREE

-fr like bestie chill 😭

- yes , he seems like a nice young guy tbh the one highschool sweetheart fr

- same i prefer two of cups over her , its kinda creepy ngl

- he's so sugardaddy coded

- also the 8of pentacles looks like a med student to me for some reason .

☆ Tarot (random) Headcanons:

(this is just for fun!)

The empress and the high priestess are BESTIES, idk.. they just are- I feel like they hang out and are going to have tea somewhere cutie patootie

The magician is hot !!!

The moon is fuckin' scary-

The page of cups- he's a gay man/them. (My gay radar say it)

The Lovers give me weird vibes- i don't know...

The emperor is also hot- hear me out please...

The nine of pentacles is a baddie