I've Been Having Writers Block Recently When It Comes To My AO3 Account And Writing On There But Your

I've been having writers block recently when it comes to my AO3 account and writing on there but your asks have helped a lot. I love all of your ideas and if you have any more send them to me.

Can we get a part ii to Drift and Ratchet trying to court Hot Rod but Perceptor is blocking them/trying to scare them off? I can see Hot Rod being exasperated because he genuinely loves the two and wants to be with them.

He found Hot Rod sobbing in his room and he rushed to see what was wrong.

"What happened? Are you okay?"

He checked him over for injuries while his bitty clung to him.

"Am I ugly?"

"What? No. Who told you that?"

He looked at his bitty in shock and then anger. His engine revved and he promised to kill whoever said that to his little one.

"No one said it to me but it has to be true. I thought Ratchet and Drift liked me but now they're avoiding me."

Hot Rod cried and he gave him a surprised look. Because he didn't think they'd give up so easily. He thought they would have put up more of a fight, instead of letting his bitty go.

He felt justified about pushing them away. It was for the best after all. They gave up on his bitty and weren't willing to fight for him. Which means they clearly didn't deserve him. In Nyon people fight for their potential mates. Even if they have to fight the entire functionalist guard.

If they couldn't fight for his sparkling they were unworthy of his love and he hoped Hot Rod could find someone better now that they were gone.

Even as he said that Hot Rods cries made him feel guilty for pushing them away. His bitty obviously loved them and was hurting right now.

He held him hoping that he'd be able to move on in time and realize that he could do so much better.

Hot Rod cried himself to sleep in his arms and he laid him in bed making sure he was comfortable. He then left his room and went to grab his favorite snacks and movie.

Along the way he stopped by Drift and Ratchets room. When the two of them saw him they immediately frowned.

"I hope you're happy."

"We did what you wanted and have stopped courting Hot Rod."

"I'm very happy because now Hot Rod can find someone better."

"What's your problem with us?"

Ratchet snapped clearly annoyed.

"You don't know Hot Rod. You act like you do but you don't. I see the way you two are with each other and I know my sparkling will only end up hurt. You two will always love each other more than Hot Rod."

"That's not true."

"Yes it is. Hot Rod will always feel like a third wheel. Whenever it comes to important matters or arguments it will always be you two against him."

"We can change."

He shook his head.

"The biggest reason I didn't think you two were worthy of my sparkling is because you gave up."

"You told us to leave him alone."

"You shouldn't have listened! In Nyon mates protect each other. They fight for each other and it doesn't matter who's in their way they will always fight for their mate but not you two. He deserves better and you two know it. Which is why I think you really stepped down because deep down you knew that Roddy could do so much better and you two were only holding him back."

He walked away leaving the two of them speechless as he went to pick up the snacks and a movie. When he got back Hot Rod was still curled up in a little ball asleep and he rubbed his back.

"Soon you'll get over them and then I'll help you find the perfect mate."

Hi i have no idea if i already asked this but a part two of heavily sparked Roddy who went to help his grandsire Kup and Drift and Ratchet saw him heavily sparked.

He’s not due yet but still looks like it and the two manage to corner him when he’s slowly waddling back home with a servo on his back and another under his massive tank.

It was really late at night and he went to get a craving

Even though Kup wanted him to stay he decided to go home. Promising he'd tell his carrier in the morning. It was getting late and he was almost home when he smelled something delicious.

His belly rumbled even though he'd already eaten before he left and he was unable to resist.

He found himself following the smell which led him to a small store.

Walking inside he was drawn towards this delicious dish that he immediately bought. He wasn't paying attention as he focused on the cashier and the meal in front of him.

The cashier was gushing about how cute his belly was and he smiled listening to them talk. He was nervous about telling his carrier but he knew he couldn't keep it a secret forever and it was better to tell him now then later.

"Rodimus?"

He jumped in surprise and looked over to find Drift and Ratchet standing there. The cashier immediately looked on edge and he tried to act like nothing was wrong even though his spark was pounding in his chest.

"We need to talk."

Drifts optics narrowed at the cashier and he felt nervous. He wasn't ready to tell them about the sparkling.

The cashier frowned telling them to leave and he quickly reassured them that he was fine. The cashier gave Ratchet and Drift a weary look clearly sensing the tension between them.

He forced himself to leave the store with Drift and Ratchet following closely behind him. When they were somewhere semiprivate the two of them confronted him.

He ignored the way his legs shook as he put a comforting hand on his belly reminding himself that he'll be okay.

"The sparkling is yours."

He finally confessed.

"Why didn't you tell us?"

"I don't know. I was scared and I didn't think you'd want the sparkling. It's okay if you don't. I can raise them by myself."

"Of course we'll help you raise them. We were worried about you and thought something was wrong when you disappeared on us."

Drift gave him a sad look and he winced looking ashamed.

"I'm sorry."

"Why would you think we wouldn't want you?"

"Because you two have each other and I'm nothing more than a fling."

"Roddy."

Both Drift and Ratchet gave him a surprised and sad look.

"We don't see you as a fling. We were trying to court you."

"What?"

He looked between the two of them as they came over and took both his hands.

"We love you and we want to bond with you."

He felt tears fall as he shook his head.

"No you're lying. You're only saying that because I'm sparked. You don't want me. You can't."

Both of them hugged him and he sobbed his emotions causing him to become a mess as they pulled him closer reassuring him that they loved him and wanted to be with him.

"Let us show you how much we love you."

He looked between the two of them and nodded unable to resist. Even though he'd tried to stay away he'd missed them so much and he needed them.

He let them take him home where they took care of him and reminded him that they loved him even before he was sparked.

Your writing is amazing! I would love to see a Soundrod fic where Soundwave and Hot Rod are an established couple but during the war, a carrying Hot Rod is kidnapped by Autobots and he's treated terribly by them as he refuses to give up information on his Conjunx. Soundwave finally comes to Hot Rod's rescue just as he enters emergence and gives birth to their baby.

The two of them looked at each other sadly and he felt tears fall. Soundwave wiped them away and he leaned against him breathing in his scent.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

"Take care of our little one."

Soundwave rubbed his belly and he gave him a shakey smile.

"I will."

"I promise to do everything I can to get back to you and our little one."

"I know."

Soundwave kissed him and he closed his optics savoring the kiss until he pulled away.

"I love you."

Soundwave whispered again as he slowly backed up.

"Be safe out there."

"I will."

With a heavy spark he watched Soundwave leave. Megatron had reluctantly called, needing Soundwave's help with the promise that he'd be home as soon as possible. None of them were happy about it but the Decepticons needed him and he had to go.

Rubbing a hand over his belly he went inside and worked on his sparklings blanket as a way to distract himself. Soundwave would be home soon. He promised to make it back before the sparkling was due. He just needed to hold out until then.

The Autobots having learned about Soundwave's Conjunx decided to kidnap him in the hopes of interrogating him for information.

Soundwave might have accidentally told him something or he might have seen something that could help them with the war.

He'd been sitting on his couch having trouble falling asleep without Soundwave there. When his door was suddenly destroyed.

He jumped up in surprise as Autobots stormed his home and grabbed him.

"Let me go!?"

He shouted in distress as they dragged him out.

"You're coming with us Decepticon sympathiser."

He continued to struggle and was knocked unconscious by some kind of drug. When he awoke he found himself sitting in an integration room.

He tried to move his arms and found them stuck. His spark was racing and he was terrified they'd do something to his sparkling.

He was still disoriented from the drugs as he tried to figure out how he was going to get out of there or at least send a message to Soundwave. He didn't know why the Autobots wanted him but he knew it couldn't be good.

One of the Autobots walked into the interrogation room and immediately began demanding answers he didn't have.

They tortured him whenever he refused to give them information. Insisting he knows something.

He was terrified his sparkling was going to die as he laid in his cell exhausted. His body was covered in wounds and he pressed a hand against his belly sobbing in fear. He didn't know how much more of this he could take or how long he'd been there. He didn't even know if Soundwave knew he was gone.

His whole body shook with fear and exhaustion. He wanted to sleep but he was scared they'd hurt him if he did.

He head some of them talking and after his sparkling is born they plan to take them away and give them to a proper Autobot couple to raise. Because they don't want his sparkling becoming a Decepticon.

They also plan to force him to have more Autobot soldiers and were already interviewing candidates who'd leer at him as they passed by.

More Autobots came to his cell and dragged him out and back to the interrogation block. He cried feeling exhausted and unable to put up a fight as he was forced to sit.

His belly cramped painfully and he winced slightly. The Autobots ignored him and began their usual interrogation.

His belly kept cramping and he knew something was wrong. He tried to say something and was ignored.

When the alarms blared signaling an attack the Autobots left him chained to the desk. He felt his water break and he began to panic even more when he realized he was going into labor.

Soundwave had come home as soon as possible excited to see Hot Rod. It had taken longer than he would have liked and he knew the sparkling was due any day now. He could only hope that he didn't miss the emergence of his sparkling.

When he got back to his home he immediately noticed the door had been broken as someone forced their way inside. His home was a mess having been trashed by someone.

Spark pounding he searched his home for Hot Rod but couldn't find him. He went to look at the cameras he'd set up when he stepped on something. Looking down he found the sparkling blanket Hot Rod had been working on.

He grabbed it with shaking hands terrified that Hot Rod was gone. Rushing to the cameras he looked over the footage feeling enraged when he saw Autobots breaking into his home and terrorizing his sparked mate.

He watched as they forced him out of his home and injected him with something which knocked him unconscious before kidnapping him.

He immediately called Megatron and every Decepticon in the area. All of them knew about Hot Rod and their bitty. When they heard he'd been taken by Autobots they all became enraged and promised to help him get Hot Rod back.

It wasn't long before they were storming the Autobots base looking for Hot Rod. He searched the cells and when he didn't see him there he used his outlier ability to read their minds.

Rushing towards the interrogation block he had no idea what he would find. He was worried about the sparkling because he wouldn't put it past them to cause Hot Rod to miscarry.

The very idea made him sick as he pushed his way through forcing every Autobot out of his way.

Opening the door he found Hot Rod squatting on the ground crying. His whole body shook as he tried to push looking panicked.

His arms were still in handcuffs as he struggled to give birth. He immediately freed him and wrapped his arms around Hot Rod who leaned against him for comfort.

He continued to cry as he pushed their sparkling out. He encouraged him the entire time and reached below to catch their sparkling.

With one finally cry Hot Rod gave birth. He placed their crying sparkling into Hot Rods arms who cried of happiness as he held his little one.

He knew Hot Rod couldn't walk so he scooped him up and carried him to safety. Taking him back to the Decepticons base where hook look both Hot Rod and their sparkling over.

Rodimus going through serious spark break as he recalls the last time he carried. It ended in him losing the sparkling and he dealt with that alone.

Now he’s sparked again.

He spends his days wondering how he’ll tell drift and ratchet. If he even should tell them.

He couldn’t keep the last sparkling so why assume he can carry this one?

FW

He ran to the bathroom being as quiet as possible so he didn't wake Drift and Ratchet. Who were exhausted and needed their rest after working yesterday.

Throwing up what little he had in his tanks from the night before. He rubbed his belly and froze in horror.

He stood up in a daze and found himself wandering his ship until he made it back to his room. He left so abruptly he didn't even tell Ratchet or Drift where he was going.

Digging through his bottom drawer he reached into the back where he kept an emergency case of sparked tests, just in case. With shaking hands he pulled it out. Having never expected himself to be in this position since he'd always been so careful. Terrified after the last time he'd been sparked.

Waiting for the results felt like the longest few minutes of his life. He paced back and forth trying not to freak out.

"It's going to be okay. You'll be fine. You probably ate something bad. There's no way you could be sparked.

He glanced at the test and collapsed in horror. He found himself wailing as he hugged his middle rocking back and forth sobbing. He couldn't do it again. Not after he lost his first one. He shook his head in denial.

"I can't. I can't."

He sobbed, remembering the pain he'd felt after losing his sparkling. It had been shortly after Nyons destruction when he'd been a shell of himself.

The stress and pain of losing his city caused him to miscarry. It was one of the worst experiences of his life and for a long time he never thought he'd recover.

When he first found out he was sparked he'd been scared. It had been an accident and he didn't know how Soundwave would react.

His Conjunx had been supportive and amazing the entire time. Although it was unexpected they were both happy and would love their little one no matter what. Soundwave was always taking care of him even when he was busy fighting in the arena he always checked in with him.

He knew he was busy both with fighting in the arena and helping Megatron with the Decepticons. But if he ever needed him Soundwave was always there. He loved him so much and he couldn't wait to spend his life with him and the little family they were creating.

Both of them were determined to change Cybertron for the better. Even though Soundwave worried. He continued his work as a Nyonian rebel wanting his sparkling to grow up in a city free of Functionalist rule. Both of them were so hopeful of the future and the life they were creating. Their own little sanctuary amongst the chaos of their world.

Then his home was destroyed and everything fell apart. He remembered the shock and horror as he stared at the firey remains of his beautiful city.

Soundwave had immediately rushed to his side and was the only thing stopping him from running into his city and joining his people.

Stricken with grief he'd collapsed into his arms and sobbed. Soundwave took care of him the entire time as he grieved his home wishing he'd died with them.

He took care of him when he couldn't get out of bed making sure he took care of himself. He held him when he cried and supported him any way he needed. He listened when he told stories of his home wanting to keep his people alive. He supported and encouraged his ideas for a memorial and helped him come up with a plan.

He promised him vengeance swearing that he'd kill the person who destroyed his home. He promised to help him any way he could and stayed by his side the entire time.

He was so amazing and he didn't know how he'd survive without him. For a while things were starting to get better they were no where near perfect but at least he had his little one.

He promised to raise him in Nyonian culture. He wanted his little one to have strong ties to Nyon so that his home wasn't forgotten.

Then one day he'd woken up with blood between his legs and this time he fell into a depression that almost killed him. He didn't think he'd ever recover and sometimes he still struggled to get by.

He remembered screaming in agony as he held the bloody sheets in his hands. Sobbing uncontrollably as he begged his sparkling to come back.

He knew Soundwave was grieving during that time as well. But he'd been selfish and made it all about himself. Soundwave had to take care of him when he refused determined to kill himself.

All he could think about was his loss. First his home and now his sparkling. For him it was too much to take and sent him over the edge. All he wanted was to die and join his little one in the all spark.

He knew he was hurting Soundwave when he refused to speak or even acknowledge his existence.

He spent his days laying in bed staring at a wall. It had been the hardest time in his life and then as if he couldn't get any more selfish he up and left one day without a word. After everything Soundwave did for him he couldn't even leave him a message saying goodbye because he was too much of a coward.

He couldn't do it anymore. He was hurting the love of his life. Who was having to take care of him while grieving their little one. He was too selfish for someone as amazing as Soundwave and he could only hope he found someone better after he was gone.

He went back to his home city planning on killing himself, uncaring of Soundwave's feelings. He'd just lost his sparkling and now he was going to lose him.

He never deserved him. Soundwave was too good for him. He was a horrible Conjunx and an even worse carrier.

Instead of dying like he planned he chose to betray him and join the Autobots. He fought against him ignoring his attempts to reach out and talk. He severed all ties with him because he couldn't take the pain. Every time he looked at Soundwave he was reminded of what he lost.

Soundwave should have hated him. He should have resented him for all the pain he caused and yet he never stopped trying to help him. Even after everything he did Soundwave still loved him.

He never wanted to have another sparkling. He never wanted to go through that pain again and now he was going to experience it all over again.

He sobbed clawing at his tanks. He was a failure his body couldn't carry to term and he couldn't take losing another sparkling.

He shut himself in his room refusing to come out. Even when people tried talking to him he ignored them, demanding they leave. Ratchet and Drift tried speaking with him only to be yelled at.

Eventually everyone left him alone. He stepped down from co captain no longer able to lead his crew. Not that it mattered when he'd be dead soon.

It hurt but he knew he deserved it after all the pain he's caused. The only thing he can do is kill. Even his own body kills the life growing inside of him.

He paced the floor touching his growing belly and knowing it wouldn't be long now. As his sparkling grew. The worst he felt knowing he was going to lose his little one and trying desperately not to get attached even though it was so hard.

He broke things off with Ratchet and Drift ignoring their requests to talk with him. He lied saying that he wasn't ready and that he didn't feel anything for them.

He knew it was for the best. They didn't deserve having to deal with the mess that was him. He didn't want them to know about the sparkling and go through the pain of losing their little one. It was better if they never knew about the beautiful life growing inside of him.

Both of them had been angry and hurt when he'd broken things off. Especially Ratchet who yelled at him for leading them on and refusing to talk like an adult. Both of them were hurt and said things that haunted him and made him wonder if they ever truly loved him or if they were just putting up with him. He felt ashamed and broke down sobbing trashing his entire apartment after they left. Neither of them came back after that, their relationship completely destroyed.

He sobbed memories of his loss flashing before his mind. He knew he'd abandon them eventually, when he lost his sparkling and it was better to break things off now and save them the grief he caused Soundwave.

He didn't deserve them. They were too good for him and deserved so much better than a failure like him.

He thought about taking his life many times. It kept him up at night as he lay awake rubbing his growing belly. Everyone would be so much happier once he was gone.

Ratchet and Drift could forget about him and Soundwave could finally move on.

Before he left with the Lost Light. He met up with Soundwave because he deserved to know that he was leaving. The two of them talked about everything. Both of them cried together as they finally grieved their loss and it felt like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders.

He told him that he was in love with Drift and Ratchet and that he was going to tell them.

Soundwave was dissapointed but understood. Promising to always love him and that if he ever changed his mind he'd be there for him. If he didn't that was okay as well. Because he'd still be there for him and that he wished him the best in life.

He was amazing and deserved to find someone special who could give him a family something he'd always wanted, but could never have with him and his broken body.

Even though he loved Drift and Ratchet part of him would always love Soundwave and the love they shared. He would forever hold a piece of his spark.

Before he left the two of them decided to spend one last night together and that's what it made it worse. He didn't know if the sparkling was Ratchet and Drifts or Soundwave's.

It didn't matter now. None of them would ever know. Just like Drift and Ratchet he couldn't tell Soundwave. He'd already grieved one sparkling he didn't need to grieve another one. He couldn't put him through that pain again,

The only thing stopping him from ending it all was the life inside of him. He wouldn't kill himself until after his sparkling died. So all he did was lay in bed all alone waiting for the inevitable.

It was better this way. He couldn't hurt anyone else if he died like he was supposed to all those years ago. Once he was gone they would all be free and able to move on with their lives while he got to join the all spark with his sparklings.

Roddy trying to tell Soundwave he’s sparked in a cute way but he fails each time.

Soundwave finds out on his own when he comes home to see Roddy asleep in berth with the sheets raised from the swell of his tanks.

Roddy wakes up all sleepy to soundwave kissing his tanks

"How was your day?"

Soundwave kissed his forehead and he talked about going shopping with Bee.

"I found this cute little toy. What do you think?"

He showed Soundwave the cute elephant plushie he'd gotten because he knows how much he likes elephants.

"I think it would be a cute toy for our sparkling."

Soundwave nodded looking the elephant plushie over.

"I'm sure any future sparklings of ours would love it."

He watched his Conjunx sit down at the kitchen table and finish some of his paperwork before dinner completely oblivious.

He sighed assuming Soundwave was tired from work and decided to bring it up later but he still didn't get it.

He tried again a few more times by showing him a sparkling blanket. Only for Soundwave to mistake it for a new towel.

He then tried again by showing him an energon bun in the oven which he still didn't get it.

He found himself getting frustrated because for someone so smart Soundwave could be oblivious sometimes.

He continued trying a few more times wanting to tell him the news in a cute way when he eventually gave up and decided to just tell him.

He waited for Soundwave to return home except he took longer than expected and he ended up falling asleep.

When Soundwave came home he was exhausted and walked into their bedroom to find Roddy already asleep.

He sighed and went to climb into bed when he noticed a small bump where Hot Rods belly was. He carefully felt it wondering if the blankets had gotten bunched together. When his optics widened in shock when he realized he was sparked.

He then thought about Hot Rods strange behavior the last few days realizing he was trying to tell him that he was sparked.

"I'm such an idiot."

He whispered climbing into bed he cuddled against his belly looking at it in amazement and awe because they were going to have a sparkling.

Hot Rod shifted and gave him a sleepy look.

"Soundwave?"

"You're sparked."

Hot Rod seemed to be more awake as he looked down at his hand on his belly.

"I've been trying to tell you."

"I'm sorry. I've been out of it the last few days and didn't even realize."

He kissed Hot Rod giving him an excited look.

"I can't wait to meet our little one."

Hot Rod cuddled against him and he rubbed his belly. Both of them were tired and quickly fell asleep but they had a lot to talk about the next day.